a new year a new blog again

damn... a new year...
a new blog...
i redo my whole blog...
deleted everything...
even my entries...
argghhhh...
so heart pain when i click delete this blog...
and wanna cry when i click yes to delete all entries and the whole blog...
gosh...
is so horrible...
haiz... but whats done is done...
sigh...
no pt crying over spilled milk...
grr...
paranoid...