i need a hug right now

hmmmm......
right now i juz need a real big hug...a comforting one...
anyone?!? =PpP
hah... well... after reading my god mama blog... i sorta cry...
tears automatically juz flow down...
i feel sad for her... to go through all this shit...
yet i feel happy for her... to have someone there always for her...
god mama u must jia you k?!? heez...
3 more days... can the time juz stop now?!? lol...
is so horrible man... the feeling....
is like... 3 more days...
did i spend enough time with him?!? what will happen?!? will it be the same?!? will the feelings remain?!?
i might juz break down and cry like a child anytime... lolz...
i dun want anything to fade away... juz wanna be the way it is now...
maybe i juz need some assurance right now...
i guess i fall too deep... juz too deep le... =PpP
stupid thoughts... so ben dan loh... hah...
right now... luckly got my god bro toking to mi... if not... hah... i dunno what will happen...
thank u so much... =) ya always there for mi... heez...
*shit* the tears cant stop... so shitty... i hate it when i start tearing... its so hard to stop it... lolz...
whatever it is i must... endure... and hold on... i know i have to...lolz
well... lets tok abt ytd... had a really great time...
nice.. sweet and funni... lolz...
went to swensens to have dinner... then went to get the ice cream he wants...
then we go esplande there to nua...
hmmm... took some pics too... lolz... plus the exchange of our projects...
so funni... hah...
after that went home le lohz...
went home quite late... thanks for sending mi to my house there... heez...
bathe then i msg awhile... fell aslp in the process if msging...
so tired~!!!... ZzzZzz...heez...
*holding on*