down mood?!?

juz reach work place not long ago... yupz...
another normal day as usual here...
so sianz...
normal routine... i will surf everyone's blog...
and then most of the entries i read is pple having down mood...
depression... etc...
ermz... come to think of it...
i guess thats what everyone faces everyday....
they always show a cheerful and happy strong person infront of others...
but then deep inside... there is full of sadness... full of loneliness...
i guess i feel tat way at times too...
is like in the eyes of others... they dunno what i am feeling inside...
full of thoughts... full of sadness... full of regrets... full of loneliness... full of memories... etc...
this is life ba...
as we grow older... i guess everything will be getting worst...
cos burden on us will get bigger and heavier...
unless we found a meaning to life...
something to live for... something that is so important to u that u are willing to live for it...
i dunno what i toking... but i guess is true...
whats the point of living in this world when u dunno what u are living for?!?
i guess thats life ba...
what can u do about it?!?
either live on and find the meaning of life... or juz let it be....or juz let go and leave this world...
u choose ur destiny...
*cheerios*

[Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why, I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart...]