old house~

today went out the whole day with my parents...
wake up at 10plus...
had lunch then went out le...
went back to jurong..
familar and strange again...
haha... reach jurong east interchange...
when to many banks... to settle alot of stuffs...
house loans... bank in money etc... lolz...
went back to the old house to open the letter box...
then went up to see the renovation done by the new owner...
i step in...and i felt like crying...
i really miss that house... that area
my childhood home... 18 yrs of my life there alright...
so emotional... i wish i didnt move...
then i went to the place where is my room last time...
look out of the window and sigh....
i juz stood there... staring...
flashback of old memories...
the scenery... the everything...
then staring in my so call room last time...
argh... i miss that room`!
i miss that house...
i miss jurong...
i miss my memories...
SIGH~! haiz...
lucky we left soon...
if not i think i might break down there...
after that we went to giant...
shop the whole place...
then went to red hill to makan dinner...
after that went home...
settle the stuff... pack everything...
i was so tired by the end of everything... dots...
then watch the channel 8 show... nice nice...
after that nothing to do le...
he juz came home today.. cos he not feeling well...
2 days att c... hope he get well soon...
meeting him tml though...
lol..this weekend... relatives coming to my house...
so sat cant go out with him... *SOBS*
i am force to stay at home to help out...
haiz... bo bian...
alright... going to sleep le...
*nitez*

**memories are definetly part of my life... whether good or bad... it cant be erased... i miss them... i miss every part of it... i wish i could turn back time and do it all over again... haiz... definetly will cherish each memories i have now... cos once it is gone... it will neva be back... as for now... life still goes on as usual...each step is a memory...**
[super emotional...wth]