i had a bad day

Daniel Powter - bad day

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the brink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day

alright the reason i post this song is becos i really had a bad day ytd...
yup.. i guess is juz becos i think too much ba...
so many things trigger mi... feel so shit...
in the morning...
mix feelings... sad, irritated, confuse... etc
partly is becos i am afraid that things will change after he go in...
partly is becos i am afraid i cant hold on...
partly is becos i am afraid that i may break down anytime...
partly is becos i am afraid of losing him...
so many shit...
in the afternoon...
karen tell mi wat happen to her... i feel even worst after that...
afraid that i may become like her...
i know i wont... but what if...
i neva know right?
went home after work...
at home...
so irritated... my mind is filled to the brim le...
is like i can explode anytime...
yet i juz act per normal...
then came my father...
nag and nag...
want mi to come home eat dinner with the family...
i did... but where is brother... is like when i want to come home for dinner...
either one will be missing.... or no food... say will cook ended up neva...
in the end i kana blame... crap...
watch my tapes... halfway... dad wanna watch news... so i stop my tapes and let him watch...
went to use the com... transfering photos... chatting..
then he watch finish...
come inside the room and nag... say wanna use the com... ask mi go watch tv...
at that time i like transfering halfway... and the stupid tumbdrive is giving mi pro...
waiting for the com to restart... he nag... why so slow... cannot transfer tml isit?
then he start nagging that the tv is still on...
is like WTF... cant he juz switch it off first... crap...
is like i know he very stress up with the new house...
but do he have to show it to me?
then i juz bu shuang and shout back... feel so shit...
went to bathe... feel refreshed but irritated...
shouted at my mum... felt so bad...
cont watching my tapes...cant be bothered...
flash back of all my problems when i watching my tapes...
then thats when i break down again...
argh... dun wanna watch anymore... so juz lie on my bed...
then cry again... wth...
is like i cry so many times...
my head is like bursting...my eyes hurts...
crap... feeling so paranoid...
msg awhile then i cannot take it le...
my head hurts like hell...
i juz wanna slp and juz let it go... let the problem go...

woke up this morning... feeling better by abit...
went to wash up... then feel shitty again...
is like WTH.... cannot take it le...
blast bsb in my ears when i walk to the mrt station...
dunno why... it comforts me alittle when i listen to them...
stupid... maybe becos their songs always got gd meanings?
meeting hc... saw his face when i reach the station...
abit bu shuang... but after tat... i felt so much better...
he make my day so much better...
had breakfast... at mac...
then went to work...
felt so happy... i think if he neva meet mi today...
i will still be in my foul mood... so thanks alot dear...
try my best not to make u feel paranoid kz? heez...
well... gotta go back to my work le... *sianz*
still having headache... bad cough... must recover soon... *gones*