wat a day?!? lolz

juz had my lunch... rotting at the work place...
wanted to change my blog skin but then... ended up... cant find any for mi to edit...
sigh... so sianz....
downloading music now... lolz...
anyway... ytd went out with hc after work...
went for walks ard sun tec city... heez...
went topshop, spirt, adidas, nike...
hc got spray from adidas..
then went to makan at subway... the cookie is nice... too long neva eat cookie le... lolz..
walk ard after that also...
went to check out the nike bag tat i had been eyeing on for so long le... lolz...
my fav colour alright?!? lolz...
as usual... the price is so ex... but i intending to get it on my nxt pay...
cant wait... few more days to my next pay... heez...
hmmm... so many things to buy...
but the main thing i wanted is that nike bag and a adidas jacket... heez....
anyway after tat we went esplande to nua lohz... both of us like so tired...
i am tired becos i sleep at 3am lidat..
he is tired becos of the timing... army nitex out time... lolz... is like auto de... lolz..
took some pics... nice.... there is this word "I WAS HERE"... is damn huge... veri cute...
nua abit... then went home le lohz... went our separate ways...
gonna see him on sat when he book out... so missing him right now....
is like whenever we parted... i will miss him so much... heez...
its been a long time since i had this feeling b4...
feels weird though... weird as in... some feelings i cant describe... nvm.. wait till i know it myself...
but i am glad that i have him..
though its been like 1 mth coming 2 mths and i hardly get to see him.. cos of army...
some pple may say it will be unstable... cos we juz started...
but the feelings i have is like... i am willing to wait for him... willing to do anything juz to make this r/s work...
i know he is trying hard too...
is not easy at first... but i have to get use to it from time to time...
sometimes i feel like i am used to it already... but then at times i dun... feel so sux...
is like u can worry for him... wondering how he is... wonder whether he is alright...
blah blah... all the worries u can ever think of...
and u will wait for the time where he usually calls or sms... and when he dont.. u feel weird... and makes u ponder... haha...
yar... tats wat i am facing everyday... endless worries... lolz... and endless waiting... heez
and will be grinning like an idiot and jumping like a kid when u hear his voice...
juz hearing his voice can make u so happi already... lolz...
and at times ur mind is playing with u.. and that is the worst thing that can happen...
dun ask mi why... but sometimes the mind is stuborn okie?!? haha...
they tell u this when the heart tells u another... so shitty...lolz
its tiring.. but i am willing to hold on... for him... for us...
cos i cant afford to lose him...
sigh... the one thing i fear...
though the future is so blur for us now...
but one thing for sure... i will always love him...
no matter what it takes...will do my best to make this r/s last...
cos i juz love him too much... heez...
and i thank him so much for loving mi too...
[holding on to him.. the one person that means so much to me]