missing so many things... sigh...

been feeling so so sad right now...
cos of attachment... haiz... and becos of attachment...
i miss so many things...
i miss so many people...
i miss doing the things i like to do...
25 more days...
faster end my misery... haiz...
i miss him..
i miss spending my time with my friends..[be it crapping, slacking, walking ard, shopping...etc]
i miss drinking bubble tea...
i miss school...
i miss my classmates...
i miss sun tanning...
i miss shopping...
i miss the daylight... [cos i cant even see afternoon when i am stuck here..]
i miss studying...
i miss spending time with my family...
i miss being crazy...
i miss watching movie...
i miss relaxing... [no time to relax... even if i am slacking here... is a different thing...]
i miss noise... [is so darn quiet here...]
i miss camp...
i miss overnighting...
i miss union... [that is surpirsing.. lolz]
i miss the sound of water splashing against the rocks...
i miss the beach...
i miss seeing the moonlight and the stars...
i miss watching tv... [missing all my fav tv shows... seems to lose interest in them all of a sudden...]
i miss having fun...
i miss sight seeing...
i miss crapping...
i miss... i miss... i miss.....
i miss being me...
somehow or rather... i dun feel like i am myself lately... feeling so stress up... neva have proper sleep... no mood for anything... feeling so sianz... suddenly like so senile... think is the attachment tat make mi feel this way... i am so going bonkers soon... try slacking and doing nothing... with onli a computer infront of u for 8.5 hrs a day[minus sundays]... which is ur onli source of entertainment other then reading... doing juz that from 30th may to 30th sep... like so no freaking life... time passes so god damn slow... and everything like stop... and when 8.5hrs end... u walk out of the place... and u see darkness... feeling bored... dunno what to do... cos u are feeling bored already at work... and u dun feel like doing anything... so u go home.... thinking tat tml have to spend another 8.5 hrs at work again... is like WTF~!!! [pardon mi for the language]... is like a real life nitemare... is like so dreading... u dun wish to wake up... cos when u do, is the same thing all over again... and u are wishing tat tml is the 30 sep... think i gonna break down soon... i cant stand it anymore... 25 days more... better end fast... if not i will end up in mental hospital... i juz need some time on my own~!!!!
*tears* wth... this sux... there is definetly more life than this...
aaaaarrrrrrrggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!