fate?!?

tada~! haha... from the moment i start work till now...
here is my new blog skin... finally i change it...
hehe... nice?!? =PpP
anyway... i am so hungry right now...
waiting for my lunch... lolz...
ytd went home after work...
feeling so tired and emotional... no reason why also...
juz thoughts and thoughts...
onli mi can know how i feeling at tat moment of time...
but i manage to overcome them... =PpP
haha...
hmm... nthing much... reach home...
nobody at home... so heat up the dinner tat is already prepared..
chicken rice...
and u know what?!?
i have chicken rice for lunch too... haha...
then watch tv...
dar called mi at 9plus lidat...
he so free ytd... haha...
*eating* lolz...
okie.. *back* hehez
so we chatted till 11 plus...
the conversation ytd is like so quiet de...
maybe becos i wasnt my usual self..
very tired and emotional ba...
kinda scary when he say he can fore see... *sigh*
anyway... we hang up... then he go slp le...
i couldnt slp ytd... keep waking up...
curling myself with my blanket...
then wake up at 6am lidat to msg... then went back to slp...
anyway... i moving house on the 6th aug...
hungry ghost festival i moving... dots...
haven finish packing my room lei...
so stress... is like... haiz...
i dunno man... weekdays i am having attachment... plus saturday attachment too...
weekend i onli can spend time with him..
is like so little time...
then came the new house...
i was so looking forward to moving.. but now i dun anymore..
cos i have to shift my things to the new house...
and weekends is like occupy with the shifting already....
then is like i wanna spend time with him... but i have to shift...
u get the picture?!?
*sigh* maybe my life is not so smooth as i thought it will be... damn~!!!
i must jia you le... i cannot give up ba...
lets see how things go alright?!?
till then i hope everything goes out well...
everything now is like... so blur ahead...
so messy lidat...
maybe becos the thoughts is not following the heart...
is like u dunno what to do..
your mind says this while your heart says another...
u scare everything will change...
but u dun want it to change...
cant really do much... let nature take its own course...

**[Fate is not something meant to be forced upon.]**
[What is yours will eventually come to your arms; what is not yours will never come to be]