what to do today?!? hmmmm....

so sianz right now...
all of a sudden life seems soooo meaningless?!?
like so monotonous...
like so sianz...
like so suffering...
no mood for anything...
juz had an apple pie for lunch...
like so tasteless...
siting in front of the com and juz clicking and clicking thru websites aimlessly... wth...
wanna breakdown already...
i cant take it anymore... haiz...
hmmm...
wat can i do today...
argh~!
i wish to be at the beach...
hearing the sound of water splashing against the rocks...
enjoying the breeze...
juz relaxing and deep in my own thoughts...
how nice...
been a long time since i did tat...
thinking of doing tat later?!? shall i?
*ponders*

time: 5.30pm...
okie... ignore all tat... haha...
cos i am juz feeling damn emotional juz now lar...
dunno why... nvm...
feeling better le...
after thinking of what my god bro says to mi...
"u feel this way cos u make urself feel this way"...
i miss dar... heez...
poor boi... sick now...
hope he get well soon...
and he so worried for mi cos i am so stress up over attachment...
sorry... =P
cant wait to see him...heez...
anyway... 1.5hrs to go...
juz had two slices of pizza by boss...
again... they feed mi with gd food... haha...
attachment is gonna end...
please end fast... haha...
having a bad headache now...
wanna go home and sleep le...
cos ytd wake up at 5 plus in the morning to mop the floor...
and i am not siao okie...
cos it was raining heavily...
and the rest of my family is like sleeping until so gd...
so is like so wet...
i wake up to close the windows and the balcony...
and with my eyes half close i mop the floor...
bth... after tat i went back to slp ard 6...
so tired lohz...
think i going home to rest after work
so tired... lolz...cannot take it liao...
headache is killing mi...
*cheerios*