birthday celebration~!

i juz came home from plaza singapura...
after celebrating 2 of my classmates' birthday... heez...
had a really great time... there is a total of 17 pple...
and is damn damn noisy lar... lolz...
we met at dhouby gourt station at 7.30...
and so many pple were late... and they meet at the wrong places...
as usual... lolz...
after finally meeting everyone... we make our way to swensen's...
wah... so crowded...
and is like everyone is celebrating birthday today... haha...
and at swensen's... dots... so ren nao...
then we order our food and our ice cream...
then lastly is the ice cream cake for the two birthday boy... andy and fy...
mango ice cream cake... haha... nice...
wah the crew is like sing the birthday song with us... so happening... hehe...
after settling our bill... we all went home le... heez...
i and weiping took the purple line...
and i was like home in less then 1/2 hour... cool... lolz...
okie... i upload the photos later...
go bathe first...
*cheerios*

teacher's day celebration not for mi...

full of emotion right now... lolz...
do u remember the days when sch have teacher's day celebration?!?
is so fun becos we get to leave sch early and also we can wish our teachers a happy teachers' day...
i can remember back then during secondary sch...
we have concerts in the assembly hall...
the councillors always prepare gifts for the teachers...
and there is always booth selling little gifts...
the concerts always ended with the teachers giving us a performance...
orh yeah... there is the singapore work out i think.. lolz...
and of cos the class celebration for the teachers... in the classroom...
always spend long hours decorating the class...
drawing on the white board...
and loud music blasting in the classroom...
can always see the smile on the teachers when they step into the classroom... heez...
and it make us feel contented tat the teacher appreciate it...
after everything... is like going out with the classmates... till late at nitez...
cos knowing tat the next day is a holiday... haha...
i miss those days...
now today is like a normal day for mi...
having attachment... if not... i will be in poly having classes...
is funny how way things goes...
the memories are always there for u to keep...
especially those sweet and touching and fun ones...
as u grow older things seems more complicated...
have to think before action is done...
last time is always listening to our parents...
or juz enjoying ourselves...
being so innocent... lolz...
not anymore already...
those memories will always be a part of mi as i live on...
and at the same time...
picking up new memories...
*cheerios*

[you cant lose what you never had...]

there are some memories that cant be forgotten...
*Memories the love I left behind
Wish it was the same
I guess no ones to blame
No, no nothing stays the same
And everything must change*

craps and craps~!

alright i juz came home from work...
watching heartlanders at the same time typing this msg... heez...
okie... had a great time at work today....
actually been few weeks already... on mon, tue and sat onli...
with tyler ard... the other part timer... haha...
is so so funni...
is like everything we saw on the webby or the newpapers, we will start crapping abt it...
haha... or other stuffs... we will start crapping...
juz anything lar... so funni and fun...
today we talking abt jack neo's film...
to other pple's blog...
to armpit hair... haha...
to apple stuffs...
to alot of other things...
can u imagine a armpit hair being rebonded... OMG~!!!
thanks to his creative idea... and what worse... treatment and dyed... OMG~!!! yucks...
haha... plus what will we do with $365 million dollars... lolz...
is like we want to buy the sail... the condo... and the 63th floor... haha...
looking down at esplande.. wah... haha
and the joke... why buy two ipod when u can buy a dior home... CRAP!!!
haha... okie... this is a crappy entry lar... ignore all that..
time pass so fast when we crap... lolz...
even the boss also crap with us... BTH~! haha...
orh yeah... see this guy's blog... www.rockson.blogspot.com...
is so so so funny.... his language is volient... but is funny.. hee...
okie okie...
i go watch my tv le...
so distracting to type and watch at the same time... lolz...
anyway i wanna watch the perfect catch and 3 good guys... heez...
*cheerios*

[i cant do anything without u... i miss u...]

september faster come... lolz

here i am blogging again... haha
juz taken a hot shower... feel so totally refresh~! haha...
anyway... my report is like half done...
trying means and ways to make it extra long...
attachment is not stressful at the company...
but when it comes to filling up of log book and doing reports is a big headache...
orh yeah... my wireless is finally done~! hah... so happy...
didnt had a good sleep ytd... juz keep waking up in the middle of the nitez...
having a bad dream... lolz... =P
then today at work i was so tired...
i was dozing off~! so i started walking around the shop... haha...
crapping around and helping them do things...
cos once i sit down i start dozing off again...
reading also make mi feel sleepy... lolz..
so i was like playing my ipod on the speaker of the shop and juz nuaing...
chatting with tyler... lolz...
then after that go home le lohz...
i was like being cramp at the stairs...
so sad lohz... being push.. haiz.. as usual...
then i was squeeze inbetween so many uncles... how horrible...
lucky got this kind soul let mi sit down... lolz... thanks...
then after that had dinner with bro and dad..
been doing report lohz...
haha... okie... i gotta go nua again...
so tired... feeling refresh awhile onli...
now tired again.. haiyo yo... lolz... *shake head* haha...
september faster come...
and i will have 30 days of attachement left~! hell yeah~!~! lolz
looking forward to wed... class gathering~!!! woots... i miss them so much... heez...
*cheerios*

[incomplete without u...]

sianz sianz...

juz finish packing up left over of my room...
and have a bathe...
juz downloaded my report for attachment...
need to finish it by 5th sep...
so so sianz...
nothing to do liao...
still having headache configuring the router...
but i not gonna give up... lolz...
at least i learn something mah...
this morning.. meet dear at tpy...
then we took 105 to far east to eat ramen...
walk around...
after tat we walk to taka to eat ice cream...
three flavours wor... choco mint.. bel choco... cookies and creme... yum...
dar tired le... so we went back to his house...
on the way home he rested... heez..
then went to his house to nua lohz...
so so tired...
his mum's cooking is nice! heez...
today she cook the soup that my mum is cooking too.. haha...
my fav soup... is like so qiao...
i told dar.. then he laugh... lolz...
then after tat he prepare then we chao le...
on the way... saw james...
wah... he like become so slim le lohz...
army is the best slimming place wor... this i must agree... haha...
after sending him off i went back home lohz...
and have dinner with my mama...
the soup~!! niceee... heez...
okie... i am so tired le...
haha...
going to sleep soon...
*yawns*
orh yar... he is painting his banner for his company now...
tired but cant slp.. poor thing... heez...
okie... i wanna slp le...
*cheerios*
good nitez all~**

[the only thing that matters most to me... is u...]

sianz... wireless sux~ lolz

wake up so early by my brother...
force mi to setup the wireless network...
and i dunno how loh...
so agar agar...
but then cannot...
feeling juz sux loh...
firstly i aint good at networking... haha...
is always a juz pass paper...
but i am in a networking course...
so ironic... so u should know how i feel in class already... *sigh*
and secondly... how the hell am i suppose to setup when i dunno how to...
so try and try until i fed up...
now is like wired up also cannot go internet..
and yesh i am using other pple internet...
feel so cheapcake man... wth~!!!!
okie back to blogging...
ytd went out with dar after work...
we went to eat BK..
as i have been eating BK for the pass few sat... for my lunch at work...
and ytd i skip BK and had chicken rice...
but then.. dinner is BK~!!! hahaha...
well well.. juz eat lar...
then we go stadium waterfront there to rot... and talk... etc..
nice place to rot.. heez...
quiet and peaceful..
then after tat we went home lohz..
and ended up he walked home...
feel so bad... sorry wor...
anyway dunno wat to do le...
i am stuck with the wireless stuff... argh...
going to meet him for lunch later then sent him to pasir ris...
so fast he gonna bk in le...
sianz... lolz...
alright... go try somemore...
*cheerios*

[everythime i close my eyes, i thank god that i have u... everytime i close my eyes, i cant believe is true tat someone like u loves mi too...]

this is for my beloved cousin~!!!

this entry is for my cousin who has juz come back from japan from her training yesterday...

WELCOME BACK COUSIN~!!!!!!!!!!!!!

heez...

MISS YA LOTSA~!!!!

catch up with u soon before u fly off again alright?!? heez... =PpP

its a saturday again~!!!

finally got time to blog... heez...
back at work... yesh yesh...is a sat...
i can finally see him...
and attachment is ending soon...
YAY~!!!! lolz...
okie... ytd... was damn buzy alright...
i reach home... earlier then usual...
cos when i reach the bus stop... two 147 came... lucky mi...
so i reach home at 7.30pm...
they are doing the storeroom = games room... haha...
so is like damn noisy...
then after they finish up...
my family and i went out...
to imm... wah... is like back to jurong~! wooots... miss that place...
but when i see jurong... it seems so strange now... lolz...
so we went imm... to home fix...
dun ask mi why they go imm de home fix when nearby got home fix... lolz...
so is like shopping inside home fix...
and really got things to shop...
ended up $200 plus... minus the vouchers we have...
so we like pay $18 plus... haha..
finish at 10plus... then we went to our old house...
wah... so empty..
is like "ECHO~!" haha...
then take the bunch of keys... plus some other stuff we forgotten..
then went back to macperson... to have our dinner...
yum... i was damn hungry~! heez heez...
need to change the address on the ic...
but then we were too lazy to find a police station...
not lazy lar... is tired... is 12plus already u know~
so went home... shower... then read books awhile...
then KO~! haha...
i woke up at 9am today..
and went for a swim... haha...
is like nobody.. and people are still sleeping...
so i was swimming alone... and suntanning...
for like 1 hr lidat...
then went home to bathe and prepare to go out...
and parents drove to the nearest police post...
but they open at 12pm... haha...
so they drop mi at the bus stop...
then i took 147 to work...
i was late as usual... but not tat late.. heez...
dunno what to do now...
i think i go read my story book le...
so engross in it already... hehe...
*cheerios*

the zahir - paulo coelho

i juz read finish my book...
the title is the tile of this entry...
oh gosh... is such a nice book...

its abt this writer who discovered that his wife, a war correspondent, has disappeared leavng no trace... and he begain to ignore thinking tat his wife left him becos she doesnt love him anymore... but the unrest she causes is as stong as the attraction she exerts... so he went to search for her... and in the process... he found the truth of his own life... he understand the nature of love, the power of destiny and what it really means to follow his own heart... and after yrs of travelling and in search of his wife... and the sufferings he faces... and meeting new love...
nothing compares to the love he have for his wife... he neva felt this way before... and when finally he had found his wife... the journey has make him change man... and in the end everything was worth it... cos he have his wife whom has been waiting for him all along... and best of all... a new him... he felt very blessed...

wah... the ending is damn nice... so touching... and there is this passage...

"suffering occurs when we want other people to love us in the way we imagine we want to be loved, and not in the way that love should manifest itself - free and untrammelled, guiding us with its force driving us on"

is so so true...
and i tell pple this which i found out from some place quite long time ago:

"doesnt mean a person dun love u the way u want them to, doesnt mean they dun love u with wat they have"

and this phase is some how the same meaning as the above passage... right?!?

anyway... this book is really really nice... everything is so well written... and so true...
i love it... heez...cant wait to get my hands on other title by him... haha...
anyway going home soon... so so tired already... need more slp...
furthermore... the headache and the flu is killing mi...
sick again... hiash...

[love is a disease no one wants to get rid of. Those who catch it never try to get better, and those who suffer do not wish to be cured.. ]

ugly taggy

good morning peeps~!!! heez...
wake up not long ago to prepare for work...
and juz happen to switch on my laptop...
to check out my blog...
and guess what... i saw three new posts on my tag which i deleted already...
by the name of annoyed or annoymous... cant remember... haha...
is like please put ur real name... thanks?!?
i dun entertain unknowns..
so i deleted them... make my tag so ugly...
and i am not making this entry up...
u think i so free ah~!
anyway... back to what i am saying...
thanks for calling mi a b****...
is like have the guts to write down ur name...
what for hide who u are?!?
this is so irritating...
i always see other pple's blog with pple tagging bad stuff...
but dun wanna put their name...
is like dare to type then dare to put ur name?!?
so sickening...
waste my time only...
back to preparing...
continue later...
*cheerios*

sick again~wth!

okie... back to blogging...
nthing to do as usual...
today help spencer to do some map editing for his work stuff...
from a complicated map i edited to a simplified de... *pat choulders* haha...
then rotting till now... reading books... staring blankly at things... etc...
anyway becos of ytd in the rain... i am now currently sick...
having running nose and bad sore thoat... and bad headache too... is like wth~!
recover le then come back again... stupid stupid~!!!
ytd saw biwei ger... she came here to look for place to study...
so after work i went to mac to look for her...
and chatted lohz... nothing much...
i left abt 8plus lidat... cos i have to go home for dinner...
and the damn bus is already fill with pple lar~
and when it reach little india, buffalo rd, seragoon rd...
it was worst~~!!!! *sob* is like i wanna get the hell out of the bus..
but then the bus stop also got so many pple... wth~!
i was so irritated... having my feet being step on... being push... wth...
the people is like when they see got space to seat juz snatch...
not even giving chance to the seniors and the needy...
and got pple screaming on the bus... siting across each other...
toking loudly trying to speak louder then the noise in the bus...
so is like noisy and more noisy... so piss... even i blast my ipod also cant cover the noise...
when i wanna get down i have to like say "EXCUSE ME" in a loud tone...
i did try speaking softly but the crowd juz dun budge... WTH...
so i got no choice...
where to find more civilise pple u tell mi?!? *gRrr*
then reach home i was home alone... had dinner.. how pathetic...
siting and watching shooting star... as in the show not as in shooting star... haha
then pack my room for a moment... then i bathe...
and the nxt thing is i am dead... cos of my headache...
it hurts real bad and i juz wanna slp it off..
oh ya... i forget to mention... the moment i came home and went inside my room..
u know what i saw?!? an umbrella!!! WTH~!!!!!
is like i cant find it before i left... and when i came home... tada~!... its on the table...
mum say bro kept all of them... grr... so piss...
if he neva kept them i wouldnt be caught in the rain... all drenched~!
alright... i should stop complaining... hehe...
back to my story book...
*cheerios*

[say you walk the distance with me...]

raining day again~

i was late for work today...
not becos i wake up late or anything...
but is raining damn heavily...
and i cant find a single umbrella at home before i left...
i was on the bus then it started raining heavily...
i was like... DAMN~!!!
then reach then bus stop...
i am like stuck there for 1 hr...
cos its too heavy to run over to funan...
becos... i am afraid to fall down cos of the damn slippers...
and i will get headache...
so i waited and waited...
and u know what... a guy came and tok to mi...
he ask mi alot of q...
like my name, where i working, am i late for work... etc...
he told mi he going to teach guitar at pennisular...
and he also waiting for the rain to be not-so-heavy...
he ask mi why dun wanna run over...
and ask mi wanna run over cos we both are damn late...
then i say i scare i fall...
then he say... if i fall he will pick mi up... dots...
bo bian... i am damn late le... and he is like waiting for mi to go then he also go...
so ya... we started walking...
and damn it the rain was so heavy and the ground was like flooded...
and i walk slowly incase i fall...
so he was walking infront and i was walking behind...
then he keep turing behind to see whether i catch up with him anot...
then came a junction... traffic light... cant wait for it to turn green...
so we juz cross... and then a bus nearly bang mi... dots...
and he wanted to grab my hand... dots...
to cross the road...
manage to cross over without being knock down by the bus...
then we stop at another building... before funan...
he pass mi his name card...
then we cross over again...
and again... he keep turning back to make sure i catch up with him...
after tat... i juz left to funan... after biding good bye to him...
lidat also can right?!? i was drenched from head to toe lar... bth...
everyone is like staring at mi when i walk into funan...
and funan is so freaking cold...
thank god i had my jacket with mi cos i am wearing a tank top...
if neva bring i will freeze to death here until 7pm...
so i reach work place... all wet... all the pple like so concern for mi...
and surprisingly... they got a hair dryer in the office~ haha...
so i blow dry my hair... my clothes... my bag... my stuffs..
now i suffering from a bad headache... wth~!
so so so pain~ haiz...
dunno what to do liao... so sianz...
gotta go read my story book soon...
anyway... ytd... went home after work...
pack my room... so messy lohz...
then watch american next top model...
woah man... the wonders of make up... power...
my fav is still in the show... kahlen... cute and one of the more pretty ones...
hope she wins... haha...
but i already knows who is gonna be the winner... and is not her... BOO~! haha...
but the winner... naima... she is damn stylo... especially her hairstyle... heez... pretty too...
she has the model face and style...
after watching then when to slp le...
damn tired...
alright... gonna be lunch time soon...
*cheerios*

extract from a song...

extraction of a song by Luther Vandross...

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart

[I found out one thing is true that I'm nothing without you]

extract from the book...

reading my book for the pass 1 hr... and i found this...
extract from the book...

"There are always some stories that are "interupted", and they are the stories that remain nearest to the surface and so still occupy the present, only when we close that story or chapter can we begin the next one."

true isnt it?!? heez...

anyway... back to slacking at work place...
is like so so boring... lolz...
6 weeks more to the end of attachment...
i am so looking forward to the day when i can go back to sch~ haha...
hmmm... ytd was the first nite at the new house...
heez... i was up almost the whole nitez... heez...
msging dar in the early morning... plus talking to him on the phone...
he is now in field camp...
looking at the GREEN GREEN GREEN stuff again... lolz...
and then today going to work is like so fast man... 20 mins... haha
plus walking to the bus stop... the bus stop is so far lar~!
need to walk until a traffic light... then walk again...
then must climb over the over head bridge...
ma fan~ but is like walking to chinese garden back then... haha...
and is like finally i drink ice milo and a proper breakfast... yay~! lolz...
okie... wanna go get some food.. hungry... heez...
*cheerios*

new house finally

here i am at the balcony of my new house...
or should i say no more new house or old house le...
is the final house... heez...
so nice with the wind blowing at mi...
so peaceful and quiet... i am so loving it...
anyway lets update yar?!?

ytd went out with my dearest...
he had dinner with his parents...
so i walk ard raffles city alone...
and i bought a top from mango~ heez...
then continue walking ard till he come...
bought a bread to fill my stomach but then it sux... yucks man...
went dar came... i was feeling low.. cos i am damn hungry...
haha... a hungry person = a angry person...
i am not disappointed lar... heez...
then we went to get rotiboi!!! yum...
then ice cream = cookies & creme and italian coffee...
nice nice...
walk ard at suntec...
he bought for mi my adidas jacket tat i am eyeing for so long...
and is the last piece... is mine now... heez...
yay~!!! i am damn happy... heez... so sweet of him...
thank u so much dar...
then we went esplande to nua...
after tat he send mi to my new house...
and waited with mi for my mum to come down to open the gate cos i dun have the key...
then he went off le... heez..

today...
wake up early to pack finish my room...
entirely... clear everything...
then i left... to tpy...
took 157... heez... i was early... so went to buy famous amos cookies to share with him...
then went to buy wedding crashers tix...
the show is damn funni and nice...
cos the ending is damn sweet lor... heez...
then waited for dar cos he went home to do his stuff...
after that we took a train down to pasir ris...
he bking in le... haix...
missing him... heez...
3 days field camp for him tml... jia you ba~

alright... i gotta go bathe already...
*cheerios*

happening sia

okie... back at work...
6 weeks more to go...
so long lohz..
anyway... ytd went out with dar..
is like finally i can see him...
meet him at city hall...
then we went to marina square to get roti boi~!!! haha
yummy...
then we went to sun tec carrefour to get bbq chicken.. haha... and limeade...
walk to millenia walk to eat.. then to esplande to nua...
then walk ard esplande...
after tat he send mi home lohz...
haha... [happening things... detail not to be place here... =P]
reach home bathe.. then slp at 2 plus...
so tired... having a bad headache... plus gestric pain and vomiting mode~ wth...
still feeling it now... dots...
*cheerios*

no idea what to blog...

see the title for this entry?!?
it explains everything already...
so i juz write whatever i feel like writing...
i am so so so so so so so x 10000000000 sianz i tell u...
haiz... life so sux~!!! cos of the damn attachment... horrible...
still like 6 weeks more to go...
so damn long~! haiz...
i am down with the super sianz mood right now...
no idea why also... juz sianz...
feel sianz... everything like so dull... haiz...
sianzation... the mood i have again... wth~!
anyway the bk i been reading is so so nice...
so interesting... its so well written...
source of entertainment = book...
no more staring at pc for 8.5 hrs...
cos... i am weak... stare too much... migrain starts...bth...
juz now ment meet mi for a small chat...
cos he need to go back office for some stuff...
ask mi go lunch... but then as u all know i cant leave this damn shop unless i need to go toliet...
pathetic lor~! haiz...
and he going home at 3.30... so good...
i am stuck here till 7pm... sux..
then juz now compare ipod and creative with you wei...
so stupid man... haha...
he asking mi which to buy...
after promoting ipod to him...
he decided on tat... *faintz*
time is so slow right now...
oh yeah... wee wee... u owe me 4 cups of bubble tea le...
send them to mi asap hor~!!!
haha... told u he wont call mi...bleah...
need to call dil soon...
cos he ask mi to give him afternoon call...
thought why he wanna add mi in msn...
actually is to wake him up later... so funni...
dar is back... finally breathing singpore air...
no more green green green stuff to see...
not as in no more... still have... but not so much liao...
okie... i juz call dillon... he sounded so funni...
so sleepy...
after 2 calls he pick up...
and i speak in hokien..."wake up le~!! (translate urself)" haha...
then he "hmmm...[as in yar]"
then i say "okie.. bye bye... laughs*"
so long neva give pple wake up call le... haha...
anyway... i wanna go shopping~!!!
but no money...
and i wanna watch wedding crasher...
but then no money...
so shitty...
alright lar... i think i crap too much le...
haha... but today is a gd day...
other then the sianz sianz mood i feeling... *boo~!!!*
and tats all for today "no idea what to blog" entry...
okie... bo liao...
*cheerios*

old house... new house

here i am siting in my brother's room of our new house...
and finally i eaten mum's cooking...
due to the busy time of shifting and packing...
we have been eating out...
things are almost done here at the new house...
i got so many things to unpack...
see when will i be free to unpack...
today 147 is a single decker bus...
and mind u... is damn cramp...
a double decker bus and i am complaining..
so can u imagine a single decker bus?!?
i nearly died on the bus... worst still i nearly faint inside...
and i got a bad headache on the bus...
damn it~!
gosh... need to find other ways to get to the new house...
as i said... 147 pass by seragoon road, little india, buffalo road... etc...
before reaching boon keng mrt station bus stop plus another 1 stop then finally st micheal place's bus stop.. which is my stop...
u should know who most of the pple tat take the bus are already...
i shall not say... =X
those dun get the picture is okie... ask mi... haha...
well well.. gonna go home soon...
yesh... back to the old house... with no freaking tv and no freaking fan~!!!
and it is so empty now!!! argh...
i cant wait to be finally settle down at this new house...
is so windy here lar! dun even need to on the fan man... haha...
alright i should stop complaining.. heez...
other then having a hard time travelling out and back to the new house...
everything else is fine...
need some help in finding ways to get from places to places... haha...
and i know who to find... *winks* heehee...
alright... gotta go...
*cheerios*

i am too free~!!! haha

alright... 6hrs of editing of blog...
and tada~!!! this is my new skin... haha...
too free lar... dun blame mi... heez...
well well...
time to update le...
ytd... finally i had my sushi~!!!
and u know what.. the people eating sushi ytd is the same as that day we ate at harbourfront...
got mi, kx, lucas, spencer, wee wee... 5 of us... heez...
wah... had a great time...
spencer as usual.. so so funny... laugh until my stomache hurts... haha...
eat until full full...
got wee wee's ball... haha... =X he sure eat it de when he eat sushi... haha...
and we were like snatching the salmon sushi... haha... so funni...
chit chat... crap ard... makan... blah blah...
then after tat we gotta chao le..
cos lucas gotta go back to camp for some meeting i think...
so mi, kx and lucas took train while wee wee and spencer took bus...
then i alighted at jurong east to take bus..
while the two of them take the centre train...
went home... bathe... chatted with dar...
then slp le... tired tired... heez...
wah.. too long in front of the com le...
head starts to hurts liao... sianz...
later going out with my parents...
to buy matress for my room...
and guess what.. i can see my dar tml le~!! finally... phew... heez...
go rest le..
*cheerios*

nice book~!!! haha

well well... i finally got something to blog...
like i told wee wee tat i got nthing to blog abt...
but after reading some pages of my story book tat i bought...
i found this passage...
"when i had nothing more to lose, i was given everything.
when i ceased to be who i am, i found myself.
when i experience humiliation and yet kept on walking.
I understood that I was free to choose my destiny.
Prehaps there's something wrong with me, i dont know.
Prehaps my marriage was a dream i couldnt understand while it lasted.
All i know is that even though i can live without her, I would still like to see her again,
to say what I never said when we are together: I love you more than i love myself.
If I could say that, then I could go on living, at peace with myself, because that love has redeem me."
nice right?!? i think is damn well written... heez...
if u all wanna know what book i reading... is called: "the zahir" by paulo coelho...
this book is damn nice... neva regret buying it man...
i just practically went to popular and buy it...
didnt know it was that nice~! haha...
is like the best sellers in most bookstores...
there are many more nice passages inside the book...
okie... i sounded like i am promoting it... heez...
but is nice lar~haha...
alright... i am going to eat sushi later... i think... haha...
okie.... i am going back to my books le... haha...
cant even believe myself tat all of a sudden i become a book worm... lolz...
nxt bk i getting is marrying buddha by wei hui...
the second bk of shanghai baby~
another nice bk...
cant wait to get my hands on it.. heez...
oh yar... as i was saying... i am going to read my bk le...
*cheerios* =PpP

check this webby: http://www.sexpo.com.sg
the exhibition coming in singapore... the previous entry i wrote... heez...

[ Love is an untamed force. When we try to control it, it destroy us. When we try to imprison it, it enslaves us. When we try to understand it, it leaves us feeling lost and confused.]

no sushi~ lolz...

back from my new house with my family...
and had dinner at west coast... yum...
anyway... saded... today sushi session with them is cancelled...
cos my dear god mama is not feeling well...
so sushi session is move to tomorrow...
hope we get to eat it tml wor... heez...
do take care wor god mama~!!! =PpP
shifting is almost done le...
yay~!!! so damn tiring to go old house then new house... vice versa...
anyway read an article on TODAY....
got this exhibition coming to singapore...
called the "sexpo"... lolz...
how cool right?!? haha...
singapore follow other country...
but ours is more on education...
not some sex show... etc... haha...
alright... enough of tat....
when it is exhibit in singapore... maybe i will catch it... haha...
heard is end of this year ba...
alright... gotta go pack some stuff again...
dad niam le...
damn tired...
*cheerios*

sushi today`!!!!

lalala... now back to blogging... hmm...
juz saw dil and spencer...
they meeting client later.. at funan mah..
so they come find mi... how nice rite?!? heez..
well well... back to blogging...
my old house is so empty right now...
most of the things have shifted over to the new house...
and how pathetic is my old house right now...
no freaking tv lohz~!!!! even the fan~!! haha... how sux is tat...
cant even watch tv...
then no fan... so hot... have to on air con... bth...
and my clothings most of it is at new house le...
then i got limited clothings to wear... wah liew eh...
wanna find things also so hard... cos all at new house le~ haiyo...
life like so xin ku lidat... hahah...
anyway... ytd parents came to pick mi up...
then we go red hill to eat yong tau fu... nice nice...
then go imm... to look for my mattess for my room...
walk walk walk... test test the mattress... haha...
then go home le lohz...
reach home... use com... pack the remains of the house... haha..
then go slp le...
today gonna eat sushi~!!! WOaH yeaH~!!!! hahah...
and tml hc is back from field camp... heez~ lalala... yay~!
so sianz now... still got 3 hrs plus more to go...
go find things to do le... heez...
*cheerios*

if i were...

If I were a month I would be: december
If I were a day of the week I would be: sunday
If I were a time of day I would be: midnight
If I were a planet I would be: earth
If I were a animal I would be: horse
If I were a insect I would be: butterfly
If I were a direction I would be: right
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: pillow [i dun think is a furniture.. lol]
If I were a historical figure I would be: ... [not a history person]
If I were a liquid I would be: water
If I were a tree I would be: ... [no idea]
If I were a flower/plant I would be: rose
If I were a kind of weather I would be: winter and snowing
If I were a musical instrument I would be: saxaphone
If I were an emotion I would be: love
If I were a color I would be: lavender - a kind of purple
If I were a vegetable I would be: tomato
If I were a fruit I would be: apple
If I were a sound I would be: sea splashing against the rocks
If I were an element I would be: oxygen
If I were a car I would be: BMW or volks wagon
If I were a song I would be: dancing in the moonlight
If I were a movie I would be directed by: micheal bay
If I were a book I would be written by: ...[no specific one]
If I were a food I would be: sushi
If I were a drink I would be: ice milo
If I were a place I would be: bora bora
If I were a material I would be: cotton
If I were a taste I would be: sweet
If I were a scent I would be: lavender
If I were a word I would be: destiny
If I were an object I would be: handphone or ipod or camera
If I were a body part I would be: eye
If I were a facial expression I would be: smiling
If I were a cartoon character I would be: any characters from pixa annimations
If I were a shape I would be a: star
If I were a number I would be: 13
If I were a toy I would be: teddy bears
If I were a brand I would be: any brand from flash and splash
If I were a country I would be: paris
If I were a light I would be: moonlight
If I were a somebody I would be: me... =PpP

muscle ache

back at work... monday blues?!?
nah... juz suffering from muscle ache...
anyway... sat went over to my new house after work...
took 147...
and u know what... i took the wrong way... no comments on that...
is the bus driver fault... i did ask him... so niao...
wasted my time man...
not onli tat... kanna disturb by some crazy guy...
he is practically disturbing all the pple on the bus...
i nearly wanna slap him man~!!! cos my head is nearly bursting on the bus le...
when i found out i was taking the wrong route... i was already at holland... niao de...
alight then took the other way back...
on the way pass buffalo rd... and serangoon rd... and u should know the pple there lar...
i nearly died on the bus... haiz... =X
then drop at st micheal place... then walk my way inside...
so quiet... got guard dogs barking... is like out of a sudden got barking...
then tell the guard tat i am staying upstairs... blah blah...
took a lift up... then tada i am home... had my dinner...
i am so damn hungry... and the ride is so damn long lar... cos of the wrong route i took...
then after tat... pack my stuff awhile then go home le...
then reach home... continue packing again till 1am lidat...
tired... and the headache is like killing mi le... and feel like puking...
then i went to bed after eating the med...

sun wake up at 8.30am lidat...
yawnz.. started helping out to shift the stuff...
with some help... then went over to new house...
pack my room again... blah blah...
so tired...
stop packing at 6lidat... then went to bathe...
then we went to redhill to makan...
after tat go back to new house again cos my brother left his wallet there...
then after taking went back home le lohz...
wah... the house is so empty right now...
went to sleep after bathing...
so so tired...
muscle ache... haiz...

[2 more days... yay~!!!!]

day 3

okie... i am back at work...
7 weeks more to go... to the end of attachment...
LO came ytd... finally~!!
parents pick mi up from work ytd then go home...
after dinner i went to see the doc...
and guess what...
my blood pressure is normal...
no problem with that...
but i am suffering from migraine... shit~!!!
if the medication they given me for one week doesnt cure the pain...
i have to go for a brain scan... scary loh~!!!
she ask mi to stop staring at the computer for too long... try to slp early...
damn sianz... now seeing the computer awhile... my eyes start to blur le... crap~!
i dun wanna lose my visions loh... haiz...
and not onli tat... i feel giddy and feel like vomiting at times...
backache and stiff neck...
and a throbbing headache... sometimes it feels like my brain gonna split into two...
today went popular to buy book to past time instead of staring at the com...
cos i have read finish the book i bought the previous time...
wah.. i wanna collect the books from wei hui... nice...
anyway... she give mi some sort of sleeping pills so i can slp...
cos i have difficulties slping de...
hope i will be better in one week time...
or else gotta go brain scan... dun want tat to happen...
dun type le... i cant see properly... argh~!!! crap...

[4 more days... cant wait to hear from u soon~ miss ya]

day 2

sick sick sick...
low blood pressure~ sianz...
is back again...
this time it feel worst...

Low blood pressure is an abnormal condition where a person's blood pressure (the pressure of the blood against the walls of the blood vessels during and after each beat of the heart) is much lower than usual, which can cause symptoms such as dizziness or lightheadedness.
When the blood pressure is too low, there is inadequate blood flow to the heart, brain, and other vital organs.

this is bad... its been weeks already... ever since dunno when...
having this problem on and off...
this time like worst...
feeling dizzy, lightheaded and fainting...
headache, stiff neack, backache and severe upper back pain...
this are all the suffering i have... its been weeks... haiz...
no wonder i look so tired this few weeks...
and is getting bad... sianz man...
need to go see doctor and check my blood pressure...
sianz man... feeling so weak... like on drug lidat... BTH~!
recently my vision like so blur... can suddenly blur de... haiz...
i thought my eyesight is getting worst... BUT nooooo... sianz...
something is wrong man...

anyway today is day 2 onli~!! argh...
ytd went to sun tec to meet my parents...
then we go over to the new house...
this sat getting key... everything will be done...
sunday gonna help shift the stuffs over le...
after tat reach home watch destiny then pack my room again till 12 plus...
then sleep le...
nthing much also...

i cant feel the blood in my brain right now~!!! gosh... this is so shit...
and my vision is so blur...
dun wanna type le... cant see properly...
*cheerios*

day 1

so sianz... is onli 12pm now...
7 more hrs to go... SIANZ ~!
anyway... nthing to do as usual...
heard from my friends tat LO suppose to come this week...
BUT then... my LO is no where to be found..
useless i tell u... he is damn lazi lar~haiz...
so i have to chase him or call him up to book appt lidat... BTH~
useless... not auto de... haha
anyway... dar is in field camp now...
day 1 started le... woke up at 5am to reply his msg...
till 6.30 am lidat then he left le...
at least my hp can rest for 7 days?!? =X
i miss him lar can?!? heez...
ytd chatted with him till 12 plus...
nice nice... heez...
know alot of things i shouldnt know..
haha.. know some stuff that i didnt know b4 too... heez
anyway... i am so tired lar~ haha...
basket... opps~!
having backache, plus bad cough, plus bad headache... feel like puking all the time...
okie... dun think wrongly lar~... haha... i am juz not feeling well...
alright... gotta go rot liao...
maybe go read storybook...
life is like this here lah... is equal to no life...
when there is no life is equal to sianz..
and when u sianz... time pass so damn slow... sigh~!!!
i should slp more to let time pass faster `! right~ haha...
he enjoying the green stuff lah...
green trees... green grass... green uniform... green tent... green bag... green water bottle... green helmet... green green green... everything is so GREEN~!!!!
so gd... so happening... at least time pass faster for him lor~ lolz...
army is all abt green green things... come to think of it... green is gd for the eyes... haha...
and of cos not forgetting the yuummylicious packet food he gonna enjoy...
yummy~!! the gooey food with the yummylicious sauce...
oh boy... whats the meal for him today~?!? haha...
basket... somebody gonna niam mi le... haha... i am so dead meat if he sees this... haha...
sorri lar~! i am juz trying to make this entry long... muahaha...
okie... i am mad... and i am hungry... hmmmm...
i have to pay $4 for a meal loh... when he can have it FREE~!!! =X
haha.. alright i better stop here b4 he kills mi...
but have to wait till 20th... muahaha...
sianz sianz sianz...
gotta go get lunch soon... HUNGRY~!
i am so missing u... =PpP
jia you ba...

[6 more days]

haha.. dar juz msg mi... is like dots man...
bluff mi... arbish~!
okie.. so i didnt get it mix up lar... dots...
scare mi man... alright...
got customer le...
gtg... *cheerios*

back at work...

here i am back at work after 1 day of holiday becos of national day...
ytd wake up... wash up and use the computer for awhile...
chatted with dar plus blogging...
then have lunch and went to the new house...
waited for the designer until fed up man...
1 hr plus... choose my cushion colour then chao le..
went off with bro.. he going to play squash with his gf..
while i am going to tpy to meet dar...
reach there abt 3 plus...
then went walking ard...
went to watsons to get calamol [ i think is spell this way] lotion and then to popular to get ohp pen for him..
then went mac to nua and wait for him...
cos i walk until fed up le...
why?!? cos so hot and so many pple...
and being knock and push by them... bth... lolz...
play my hp game and enjoy my ice milo..
abt 4 plus then he came...
then went to bank for awhile...
after tat we took train to pasir ris le lohz...
wah piangz... so many pple...
reach pasir ris... is all green green pple de... haha...
so weird lidat...
then went to cold storage to get some stuff...
chocolates and sweet... kit kat and halls~ haha
went to mac after tat...
had chicken nuggets... haha...
then after tat is 6.15 le... he have to go liao... haiz... so sad...
when i am abt to leave to the station...
we both say at the same time... "jia you ba" haha...
so funni...
then i went to take train back home le lohz...
so tired... ko on the train...
msging him also...
reach home... use the com to chat...
then watch shooting stars... waited for his call...
chatted with him till abt 12 lidat..
then he tired le... ask him go slp lohz...
this morning msg was so stun...
he told mi he going field camp le when he actually told mi tml then he going...
or isit i get the info wrong?!? *ponders*...
i think he neva receive the msg i reply... sigh...
7 days... no contacts wor... scary...
but i be missing u... and u know it... heez...
well go read story book le... so sianz...
*cheerios*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE~!

just wake up from a short sleep...
tired... real tired... didnt manage to slp well due to my gestric and headache...
well... anyway... HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!! =)
ytd... boss close the shop early... 45 mins earlier...
then i went to ps to wait for dar...
meet mi then we go flash and splash to change the t-shirt...
then we went down to holland to meet the rest...
mi, dar, kx, lucas, wee wee, cindy, rh, apple, aizhen, lingzhi, zz...
i dun think i miss out anyone ba...
had dinner... then they going ktv...
no money to go with them and also dun have the mood to go ktv...
so we went to nua... at the west coast reservoir there...
nice place... and windy too...
mixed feelings actually...
will not write it here ba...
private entry again... lolz...
we stay till 12 plus... then we took cab back...
he send mi home lohz...
then ask him to take cab home...
cos is very very late le...
and he is not feeling well...
anyway... i have a problem... i spend money like water...
but i will spend it on others then myself...
thats mi... i think of others b4 myself...
maybe tats the reason why i always get hurt... haha...
i always have this concept... money cant buy everything...
its juz there for our own survivor...
there are more to life then money... thats what i think...
alright... nothing much to say le...
going over to new house..
wonder what i doing today...
national day is juz another day for mi to go by...
hopefully i can meet him later b4 he book in...
field camp coming up for him for 7 days...
i guess i will be missing him badly... heez...
2 weeks wont be seeing him...
half of that... wont be having contacts...
yesh... i will go bonkers...
i will be missing him...
i will be worrying for him...
must take care of urself wor... okie?!?
jia you ba... u can do it...
love ya lotza~ =PpP

i love my daR~! the island... clone mi!!!!

its a monday and i am back at work...
late today cos of the rain...
didnt expect it to rain lor... so neva bring umbrella...
reach city hall... waited at the station there for the rain to subside...
then walk over...
and damn was i stressful... haha... why?!? cos of the stupid slippers...
so slippery and i nearly fall to my death a few times... haha...
abit kua chang lah... fall to my death... but u neva know right?!?
i might fall and hit my head and have a coma... muahaha... okie i siao le...
side track le... haha..
lets tok abt ytd...
wake up at abt 10.30am lidat..
went to take a shower... then surf the net... write blog... etc...
mood wasnt really good in the morning...
but after awhile it was okie le...
then prepare myself to go meet dar dar at somerset...
i was so so happi to see him...
heez... we went to cinelesuire to book tixs..
wanted to watch a 2plus show...
but then is like fully book...
so we book at 5.25pm show...
THE ISLAND~!!! haha... i was so so excited to watch that movie...
heez... then we went walking ard...
heeren, paragon, tangs, far east... i think is lidat... haha...
cant remember also... wanted to buy so many things for him...
if i am a rich, then no problem le... haha...
hah... then went to cine again for the movie...
and we got popcorn~ haha... excited... so long neva eat le...
the movie is damn nice lar~ really nice...
who wanna go on the island?!?... haha...
is all abt clones... so cool... pple trying to cheat death... nice nice...
maybe i can go clone myself lah...
haha... *ponderS* but 5 million for a clone... SIAO~!! think i so rich!
then after that is 8 le... we walk to taka to makan... the food at the basment there...
got the balls, tori q, jap noodles and green tea~! yumz...
then we walk to find place to nua...ended up in wheelock place...
haha... so funni... got lots of candid shots inside my phone..
then after that... we like playing ard... haha...
[details not to be said] *shhh*
then abt 11pm lidat we go off le...
travel the long way cos accompany him mah...
he drop at tpy to meet his friends while i went home...
wah... so tired... bathe... msg awhile... then slp le..
somebody so tired... ko... haha...
wonder what we are going to do later... hehe...
haha... i juz simply love everything abt him lar~! haha...
alright... gotta go nua le... boss feeding mi macdonalds... bth.. lolz...
*cheeios*

[a promise i make to you]

sianz

woke up at 10.30pm today... so tired...
then help to move boxes into my lao pa's car...
anyway... ytd... meet up with hc after work...
went to sun tec to meet up with pu wen and shu hui to take back my tumb drive...
chat and chat... what else?!? army stuff... lolz...
then went to kfc to eat our dinner...
after that we went to esplande to nua...
sooooo many pple there... so noisy... haha..
then we shifted to raffles there...
yd wasnt really in a good mood lar...
becos of some personal matters at home... cant be bothered also..
oh yar... pass to him the t-shirt i bought for him at flash and splash...
long story on the sizes... lazy to type it out...
then after tat he send mi home lohz...
actually he wanted to go over to spencer's house there to stay overnite and meet up with the rest de...
but then he too tired le... so didnt went over...
he took 157 home from my house the bus stop there...
then i make my way home...
thanks for sending mi home...
nxt time dun need to travel so far le wor..
think u know what i mean lah~ heez
reach home... bathe...
then msg awhile then slp le... very tired...
wonder whats the plan for today?!?
so sianz lei.. the mood is juz sianz... haha...
not as in bad mood or anything...
juz feeling sianz...
and once again the brain is not thinking right liao... so shitty...
haha... trying my best not to bother abt it le...
alright lah... go nua liao~
*cheerios*

[You're everything I never knew I always wanted]

lalala~

back at work place~8 weeks more to go to the end of attachment~!!!
yay~!!! must jia you~ heez...
anyway... time to update...
ytd... went out after work
i went down to ps first to walk ard... then walk all the way to taka...
went to buy my nike bag~ haha... finally... is like so expensive... but i am so loving it... lolz...
taka out of stock so the person ask mi to go wisma to get it...
so i went over to wisma... get my bag then went to surf babe... topshop..
then biwei came... she got meeting in sch ma...
went to taka again to get chicken balls... yumz...
been a long time since i eaten it... lolz...
then we walk to heeren... and its so long since i went heeren too...
or should i say its been a long time since i went town... lol...
walk ard... then walk back to taka to get ice milo~!! haha...
then settle down to tok tok... after that we got to the toys exhibition at the basement...
wu liao right?!? haha... like no childhood lidat... haha...
then walk to orchard mrt to top up my ezlink card...
accompany her take bus home lohz...
wah... the 99 bus like on strike... the queue is like soooooooo loooonnngggggg.... lolz...
heng a double decker came instead of a single deck de...
then after that went home le lohz... bathe...
chatted with hc on the phone... then went to slp le...
today finally going to see him... hehe... yay~! missing him...
alright... gotta go grab some food... hungry~!! haha...
*cheerios*

[u mean the world to me =PpP]

HAPPY 2nd MONTH DAR~!!!!!!!

raining day~

alright... i juz reach work place not long ago...
not becos i cannot wake up...
is becos... the rain today is damn heavy...
lao tian is crying... heez...
so heavy tat i cant leave my house..
i waited for awhile b4 leaving...
wah... still so heavy and is realli cold lohz~!!! bth~
my legs are wet... and i am shivering...
waited for the bus to interchange... lucky the drver not so siao... neva on the air con..
lolz.. then the train also no one de... got so many seats available... haha...
boss was late.. so i dun think he know i was late too... hehe....
anyway... lets tok abt ytd...
went home after work... prepare the food for dinner... with my dad...
then wash the dishes, feed the dogs, bathe then watch destiny...
wah.. that guy is such an ass man~ can i slap him?!? ... wife abuse... see le also heart pain...
after tat dar call lohz... his hair is being cut again... lolz...
is like the shorter short hair... hehe...
then chatted till 11plus... then put down le...
haha... sorta bully him... but he know i am kidding... heez...
leave him 9 msg... lolz... then went to slp...
nxt morning when i wake up... i saw 23 msg from him~!! haha... stunned mi...
but the msg is damn sweet lar... heez...
well well... so sianz now... dunno what to do... becos of the rain...
i neva get to bring my lap top... so i am now left with my story book...
gonna read it later le... heez...
*cheerios*

nothing better to do laR

this is my current status...
i am damn bored and hungry right now...
and i am currently sick... the headache is killing mi...
plus the stupid cough tat haven recover dunno since when...
and i think my eyesight is getting bad... sigh..
plus i am really reall tired!!! when can i have a good proper slp.. a peaceful one...
this is bad... =PpP
ytd went home after work...
went to trim my hair.. like no diff...
then after tat... went home to watch heartlanders... niceeee~! plus destiny...
pack my room for awhile... have to complete by this weekend or else i wont be able to go out...
then watch american next top model tat i recorded on mon...
wah i love the make over man... damn cool... haha..
after that i read magazine... waiting for hc to called...
1.30 lidat then he called... tok to him till 2 plus lidat...
at that time i was like half-dead le... really really tired man...
immediately ko on the bed... lolz...
today got man hunt~!!! ahhhhhh.... i am so excited laR~~!!! hahah... i missed last week one~ sobz...
alright... i am damn hungry le...
gonna get my food myself instead of waiting for them to buy for mi...
*cheerios*

nothing better to do laR... thats why i have those things below...
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Name On Birth certificate: ChAreNe GoH hSiAnG LiN =)
Birthday: 20th DeC 1986....
School: singapore polytechnic - computer and networking technology
Location: eRm...cuRrEntLy now iN sInGaPoRe...where else could i go?
Email: u aLL sHouLd KnOw bY nOw...
Brothers/Sisters: 1 bRoThEr
Who lives with you: hmmm...MuM, dAd, bRotHeR...n My tWo littLe DoggIeS =P
When is your bedtime?: eR...it dEpEnDs oN mY mOOd...haha...if TiRed sLp eArLy lOhz...iF noT..wiLL bE pAss miDniGht... =)

*-------------HAVE YOU---------------*
* Ever been so drunk you blacked out: dun think so bA?!? haha.. cant remember
* Tried Smoking: nAh...cAnt eVen sTanD tHe SiGht oF ppLe sMoKiNg...iT sTiNks...
* Put a body part on fire for amusement: no LaH...SiAo...
* Been hurt emotionally : duhZ...oF cOuRsE~
* Kept a secret from everyone : yUpZ...bUt hArdLy...WhAt'S tHeRe To HiDe? heeZ
* Had an imaginary friend: DeFiNateLy nO loR... hAVe iMagInArY fRiEnD fOr WhaT? nOt FuN...heeZ
* Wanted to hook up with a friend: hAvE bA...aLL mY fRiEnDs lOr...
* Cried during a Movie: hMmm...heeZ...hAvE lOr...tHoSe sAd & tOuChiNg sTory...hEEz...
* Ever thought an animated character was hot?: HaHa...hOt?? i tHoUgHt aNiMatEd ChaRacTeRs aRe cUte & aDorAbLe?
* Been on stage: yUpZ...heEz...bEinG foRcEd...cOs kaNNa saBo... =P
* Cut your hair: dUhz...iF dUn CuT...i wiLL LooK liKe sAdakO by NoW...mUaHahHAhh

*-----------------FAVOURITES------------------*
*Colour: black, those pastel [i dun think it is spell lidat] colour
*Day/Night: oF cOurSe iS NigHt...At NiTe cAn pLaY HiDe aNd sEEk... haHa... Jk... hmMmm... cAn sAy bEcAuSe oF tHe mOOn & ESPECIALLY tHe STARS taT gLoWs....HeeZ... =P
*Lace or satin: HuH...wAt KiNd oF qUeStiOn iS tHiS????
*Fave cartoon Character: eRmz...aNy cHaraCteR fRoM pixa animations...cOs tHe ChArActErS tHeRe aLL vErY cUtE...hEEz
*Fave ad: ErMz...mOslTy nIKe Ad... =)
*Fave shOws: THe OC... OnE tReE HiLL... LaS vEgAs... aMeRiCan neXt tOp MoDeL... Man HunT... MoSTly aLL tHe AnG mO sHoWs... LoLz... dUn AsK mE wHy... I JuZ eNjOy wATcHinG tHeM... heez...
*Fave movies: tOo MaNy tO MeNtiOn.... lolz... but deFinEtLy no hOrRoR mOviEs pls! [unless u wanna see mi freaked out or cry or hear mi scream] hahah
*Fave songs: songs from bsb... too maNy To MeNtiOn~
*Fave Ice Cream: CooKiEs n CrEmE.... yUmmY~!!!
*Fave Subject: mAtHs?!? numbers interest mi... lolz
*Fave Food: sUsHi... SeaFooD... pasTa... spIcY fooD... eTc...
*Fave Drink: iCe miLo [especially from MaC]... gReeN tEa...

*---------------RIGHT NOW------------------*
*Wearing: billabong skirt & whItE toP frOm S&K..
*Hairstyle: hAi haO... =)
*Drinking: eRmz...pLaIn wAtEr Loh... cAn I hAvE iCe MiLo pls?!?
*Thinking bout: shHHhhhhhhhhh... iS a sEcReT... fOr mE tO kNoW onLy
*Listening to: cLaSs 95fm tHAT is beIng PlaYeD aT fUnAN sHoPpInG ceNtRE

*--------------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS-----------------*
*Cried: hAhA...cRy fOr wHaT...hAiYo...
*Worn jeans: aT hOmE weAr jEaNs fOr wAt?
*Met someone new?: nOpE... wEnT hOmE aFtEr wOrk... wHo CaN i MeEt?!?
*Cleaned your room: pAckiNg In pRogReSs coS sHifTinG sooN...
*Done laundry: nOpE... hehe... i am a spOiLt bRaT laR~ =X
*Drove a car: noPe.. BuT hOpE tO LeArN sOoN~ haha...

*---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------*
*Yourself: aT tiMes bA...hEEz...
*Santa Claus: hAha...LaSt TiMe beLiEvE lor...NoW nO mOrE le..HeeZ
*ToothFairy : nEvA in mY LiFe...=)
*Fate : yUp... **[Fate is not something meant to be forced upon.]** What is yours will eventually come to your arms; what is not yours will never come to be
*Angels : hEEz...i dUnno lEh...hoPe tO sEE oNe...i BeT tHeY aRe NiCe...
*Love: yUpz...oF CoS...iS tHe bEsT ThiNg oN eArTh...=PpP w/o LoVe thErE iS no LiFe.. tRuE?!?
*Ghosts: hMmmm...i noT sUrE aBt tHis... -_-"
*UFO's: eH...tHis onE i aLsO nOt SuRe...

*----------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------*
*Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: eh...yuPz =P heeZ...
*Who have u known the longest of your friends: bIweI & joCeLyn
*Who's the shyest: hmMmmm...sHy aH...i NoT sUrE LeH...dO u cOnsIdEr mI sHy?? hEEz
*Who's the weirdest: i HaVe tO sAy iS mI....=P hAha...wHaT do u ThInK???
*When you cried the most: Er...DuN wAnnA tOk aBt iT...HeeZ...
*Been hurt emotionally : hmMmm....tHoUghT aNs tHiS b4 Le???
*worst feeling: wHeN eVeRyThIng dOeSn't gO aS weLL aS wAt i eXpEcTed...hEEz...
*Time now: ........is ThIs ImPoRTaNt?!?
*Last words: eH...hMmmm...LaSt wOrdS?? sEeMs LiKe i WaNNa dIe lE...mUaHAhaHa...JK... attachment SUx~!!! <--- definetly tRuE... lolz... goOd LuCk fOr tHoSe tAKInG eXaMs iN sCHooL.. jIa YoU fOr THoSe dOiNg pRojEcTs... tO tHoSe tAkiNg AttAcHmEnT LiKe mE... 8 wEeKs mOrE tO gO... JiA yOu bA... eRmz... CaNt ThiNk Of AnyThinG LaH... Oh yEaH... tO tHaT spEcIaL sOmEonE ouT tHeRe In TeKonG... <--- dAMn it is So ObViOuS... =PpP taKe cArE oF uRsELf bA~! i MiSs Ya LoTsA~!

[1 more day]

heaven and hell~

well... back to writing blog again...
today juz downloading music and chatting...
nothing to do here as usual...
anyway... ytd went ps to walk ard after work...
cos i feeling damn sianz... lolz...
then went home lohz...
reach home... makan the dinner that my parents ta bao for mi...
bedok minced pork noodle.. and bbq chicken wings.. nice...
haha... then watch destiny... channel 8 show...
then watch incredible tales...
i scream man... haha.. the ang mo ghost ytd is scary...
until i dun dare to bathe... hahah...
but i did manage to bathe lah..
or else i will be smelly lohz...
haha.. then watch american next top model..
wah this batch the gers is pretty... damn pretty...
alright i am not a les... so dun think too much...
then watch constantine with my family..
the show is damn damn nice lar...
abt demons and angels... heaven and hell...etc...
is like the show end of the days... damn cool...
hahha... watch until 12.50 lidat...
waited for dar's call or sms..
and u know what!!!
i am so fed up with myself...
i fall asleep... at 1am lidat...
and he msg mi at 1.05am...
juz 5 mins!!! stupid mi... why cannot wait another 5 min...
then when i realise i fall asleep... i like so stun lidat..
flip open the phone and there got 9msg from him...
and the last msg say he slp le...
sigh... saded man...
sorry sorry...
anyway... i was really really tired... dunno why also...
i wanna ZZzzZzzzzZzz... even now... i also wanna slp...
horrible... anyway tonight will try my best to wait for his msg ba...
gonna rush home to watch heartlanders...
then maybe pack my room...
dunno do what also... see how later... hahha..
now chatting with my sec sch friend... jean... been so long since i chatted with her...
still the same... pretty as ever... haha...
she ask mi go clubbing with her... heez...
will ba... one day with all the usual group i used to hang ard with...
think it will be damn cool... haha...
alright... thats abt all for today...
nothing happening to write today also... lolz...
*cheerios*

[2 more days]

tired tired~!!!

finally got the time to write this post...
been doing pictures and editing blog skins...
and i am done with dar's blog skin...
cos he wanna change...
as requested by him... he wanted a dark one..
and also the title is a song by green day...
haha... very suitable for him.. he should know why...
cos he is the one that ask mi to listen to this song at his house ytd...
right?!? *winks* haha...
i am so loving his blog skin... lolz...
anyway.. today been bz...
helping out in the making of cables... 50 of them...
do until hand pain...
ended up i had lunch at 2.30 pm lidat.. so hungry...
anyway... i moving this weekend if possible...
wont be going out much this few days...
will be going home straight after work to pack up the house lohz...
busy busy..
anyway... neva been slping well... that is the reason why ytd i nearly fainted...
is like i can feel my blood drain from my brain man... scary...
i have low blood pressure lar... thats why...
if i dun have much slp... i will have the fainting problem...
and the problem is i am a light sleeper...
any little tiny noise.. i cant slp le... haha...
and also having headache plus cough plus sore thoat plus flu..
need to faster recover... lolz...
8 plus more weeks to the end of attachment...
i am so glad... i cant wait for it to be over man...
waste my time onli... lolz...
come to think of it... i haven filled up my log bk for few weeks le...
think i will do it tonight ba...
see my mood lohz...
feeling so tired right now...
dar having range.. for these two days...
so wont be able to talk to him much...
sigh... i miss him... heez...
well... going back to the normal and boring life i have right now... =(
*cheerios*

[3 more days]