FO camp comin~

juz came home from gp briefing...
yupz...
preparation of fo camp is coming...
soon it is gonna be the start of enrolment...
where we gonna ask the freshies to join spsu fo camp...
nxt is the gp prep camp... then the gl prep camp...
then the actual start of FO camp...
still remember back those days where there is so much fun...
everyone put their very best in all the enrolment and the camp...
no matter how tired we are... it was all worth it...
the fun and laughter... the happiness we all share was juz unexplainable...
i juz love it... heez...
this yr... gonna be a gp again... yupz...
heez...
there will be people falling sick, attitude problems, lazy, hardworking... etc...
everyone true colours can be seen...
its gonna be torturing but fun, crazy, unexplainable experience...
haha... i cant wait actually...
but now gonna concentrate on my papers...
is next tuesday...
gosh... so stress...
after that will be relax relax... lolz
then the start of SPSU freshmen stuffs...
then i will be in yr 3 doing attachment le...
wow... time flies damn fast...
lol... today juz taken my computer interface paper... sux... so hard...

anyway there's been lots of pple feeling down...
whether is break up or friendships or family or etc...
i guess there's no such thing as perfect in this world...
you may be happy... but deep down inside... it feels like shit...
and everyday you smile, laugh, joke... everything that makes u be happy...
but behind all that it is all lies... u actually feel sucky... feel lonely... feel that u wanna end ur life...
thats how i feel at times... and i bet some of us feel the same too...
one moment i can be happy... nxt moment i can juz be feeling sucky...
yup... believe it...
you may have friends... but some how or rather... u wonder... are they really your friends?!?
are they gonna be there for you?!? are they gonna share their problems with you?!? are they gonna lend you a listening ear?!? are they gonna comfort you when u are down?!?
and all of a sudden... the feeling of being lonely creep in...
and u feel that u have nothing left but yourself...
and u wanna break down and cry... and juz bleed...
hoping that someone can see what u are feeling... what u are going thru...
life juz sux somehow or rather... or is juz that we havent see the beauty of it...
haiz... but thats life... do we have to endure it further...?!? or leave... and throw it aside...?!?

updates

finally got the time to sit my ass down infront of the com to update my blog...
yawnz... been really bz and tired...
down with running nose and fever...
bad headache...

been at my friend house doing asp ytd...
good friday... spend it like that...
gone~ exams are coming...
lab test on monday...
c++... i have a feeling i gonna flunk it... cos i dunno what the hell it is toking abt...
haiz...

asp project gonna be finishing soon...
thanks to biwei for lending mi the lap top...
or else i cant even do a single thing at home...
so thanks ger...

last words before i go back to my asp stuff...
*people care about people who care for themselves*
haha... those who watch miss congenality 2 will know...
heez... ciao...

tired and stress

today went home at 12pm....
didnt want to go for maths make up lesson...
damn tired and sianz to go...
been really stress up with sch...
projects need to be completed...
lab tests coming...
exams are coming...
i am juz enduring...
waiting...
waiting for it to be over...
haiz...

tonight watching miss congeniality 2... yeap...
excited...
lolz...
need to wait for biwei to lend mi the laptop to do my asp stuff...
thanks ger... sorry to ma fan u...
heez...

monday need to hand in asp and om project...
haiz... sianz...
now roting waiting for time to pass... listening to music...
yawnz.....

haiz

i cant do my freaking asp stuff...
cos my computer cant work with asp...
haiz...

sushi tei

yummy yummy....

i love sushi

hee~ =PpP

project project

damn damn tired and bz...
doing projects... studying for exams... etc...
home alone today the whole day...
yupz...
everyone's out...
then i start working on my networking project...
need to complete it asap...
cos i still got Organisational management to do...
yawnz...
almost done with the design of the web page for my networking project...
left out the asp stuff...
damn shitty... dunno what i doing also... cos asp is so chim... and we dun even have program to do... we have to work it on notepad... pathetic right...
lolz... waiting for mama to come home to have dinner with me...
yeap... hungry le...

ytd went out with brother...
met his gf... she also in town
went to town... walk ard... had some finger food...
sushi... old chung kee...
then.. went ard to find his bdae prezzie...
saw one quiksilver beach singlet... but then no size...all so big... lolz...
looking ard for nice bdae prezzie for him... his bdae coming le...
at abt 5plus we took 190 then 187 home...
went home to have dinner
watch team america... mum bought home bukit timah beancurd with tuan yuan...
yummy.... long time neva eat the tuan yuan from bukit timah le... hee...

alright... gotta go continue with my project le...
ask my mama to buy some pasa malam finger food home... heez... yum yum
waiting for her to come home to makan with mi... yeap...
ciao... =PpP

what gender are u?

Your Brain is 66.67% Female, 33.33% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

feeling better?

feeling so much relax i guess... lolz...
juz came home from dinner with biwei and alex...
damn full...
had a match with EEE today...
they all damn qiang.... even the gals... powerful... block here and there...
i was like grabbing this gal... and she was grabbing mi back...
accidently scatch her when she accidently trip mi... so funny...
after that was DE vs CLS... DE lose by 2 marks...
very qiang teams... the both...
so we are playing with DE cos we lose...
lolz...
so we were discussing... no medals... so play for fun...
lolz... 8pple inside instead of the usual which is 5person...
we were laughing and lauging...
all come out stun... bo liao de...
even fyan can accidently drop the ball and give DE...lolz...
so funnie...
i was feeling so much relax and better after ytd...
was lying in bed... then feel so sad suddenly... then i ended up crying... wth...
cos lots of questions flow through my mind... make mi think until i sad...
why i always being put down by other pple?? make mi feel low morale...
why i am so dumb?!? make mi feel like a dumb ass in class...
why am i studying in a course which i dun like?!? make mi feel that i wasted two yrs le...
Am i fated to be alone?!? make mi feel like i have no friends....
Does anyone cares?!? makes mi feel that i am so lonely and no one bothers abt mi...
isit because of me?!? makes mi feel that i sucks totally... my character and my personality makes pple hate mi?!?
i feel so down ytd... is like leading on... my questions lead from one questions to another..
my tears juz flow naturally...
it hurts... haiz

tired

juz came home from sun tec...
the it show...
there's alot alot of pple there man...
lolz...
well dad had to return the courtesy car...
cos today due le...
for those dunno what happen..
dad's got into an accident...
yup... and the car was badly smash...
then insurance lent him a car...
but today was due...
sadly dad's car gotta scrap...
bought a new car ytd... lolz...
then getting the car next month... so no car for one month...
daddy gotta take bus to work le...
lolz..
today pei him go return the car at tampines with brother...
after that went down to sun tec...
sell brother's old phone...
cos he got a xda 02 mini... bdae prezzie for him...
after that went to congress to makan the wantan mee there...
yummy...
then went to it show to see sd card...
sqeeze here and there...
so many pple.. lolz...
after that we took 502 home...
knock out on the bus... tired... heez...
tml gotta work again... sianz~!!

i shall be contented

here i am blogging again...
juz reach home..
yeap...
today entry...
is not abt what i did today...
is always the same..
go to sch... etc...
lolz...

hmmm... life...
something so precious yet so fragile...
have u ever thought wat u really want in life...
*ponders* i dunno what i want in life..
though i have dreams...
but making them a reality seems so hard...
sigh...
love...
another precious yet so fragile thing...
many pple aint happy with what they have...
why some pple will sacrifice so much for someone they love?
yet some wont...
why some pple arent happy with their parnter... thinking they juz aint gd enough...
watching the channel 8 show 9pm... really tells alot abt love...
something that teaches me to appreciate someone i love so much... and neva complains...
other times some pple always wanted a guy with high career and good pay...
so they can have a gd life... but will this guy sacrific so much for u...
i mean look at it... a guy who dotes u so much and a guy who is rich.... which would u go for?
surely someone who dotes u... right?
i guess some pple wont do that... cos they rather have a gd life...
"qian jiu le yi chi, bu ke nen qian jiu yong yuan"... if u know what this means lah... sorry my han yi ping ying not so gd... but is true... no pt forcing yourself to change for someone... cos in the end the one that suffers is u... and u are nt the person u are anymore...
i dunno why i write this entry... lol... but i hope it helps.. heez...

updates

time to blog...
yeap...
been a looonggg time since i blog...
been going down to orchard rd...
dunno why...
lolz..
went to orchard with biwei today...
bought a roxy handbag...
nice...
biwei got a volcom bag...
cos she say she no more bag le...
lolz...
after that we went home le...

sigh...
i hate my life...
seems so sux...
dunno why...
i feel alone...
all of a sudden again...
so what if i have friends...
when i feel alone even if i have them...
been having sleepless night...
tossing and turning...
bad headache now and then...
mentally tired...
physically tired too...
i dun seems to have the mood to do anything..
neglecting everything..
haiz...
i guess no one cares even if i die...
death awaits mi.......
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a series of unfortune events

time to update...
ytd...
went to watch a series of unfortune events with my family...
the show was fabulaous...
yup...
is like harry potter minus the magic stuffs..
the three kids were genius...
and damn cute...
especially the youngest...
wanna squeeze her cheeks...
and their uncle and aunties were weirdos...
the show is recommended... lol...
tumb's up~ heez...
well the day b4 ytd was also an unfortune event...
for my daddy...
he was involve in an accident...
i was waiting for biwei in sch...
went i got a call from my daddy...
shock me...
uncle called mi say he was injured...
so took a cab down...
biwei was with mi...
the accident happen near my house...
so she came along...
took the cab with mi...
then she went home...
i was stun to see the car badly smash in the front..
daddy's face was scratch and bleeding...
gosh..
police and ambulance came...
he was sent to the hospital...
cos he say his neck and back hurts...
tiao man..
i follow him in the ambulance...
he puke on the way...
stun...
i waited as he was examine...
but after awhile he was alright...
phew...
uncle, my bro and my mum settle the stuffs...
telling statement to the traffic police...
etc...
then came down..
brother's gf was with mi...
everything settle abt 10pm lidat...
so late...
honestly at the pt of time when my uncle tell mi he was injured and ask mi to rush down i was damn panic le... heez...
reach there even more panic... cos i see the car so jia liat...
dunno whether daddy was alright...
thank god he is...
thank god... =PpP
show u the pics another time...

zhuo bo

so freaking bored...
so i am juz rotting...
till got cobwebs...
so i do quizzes...
bo liao quizzes...
lolz...
some of the questions damn funny...
here are the results...


You are 'Gregg shorthand'. Originally designed to
enable people to write faster, it is also very
useful for writing things which one does not
want other people to read, inasmuch as almost
no one knows shorthand any more.

You know how important it is to do things
efficiently and on time. You also value your
privacy, and (unlike some people) you do not
pretend to be friends with just everyone; that
would be ridiculous. When you do make friends,
you take them seriously, and faithfully keep
what they confide in you to yourself.
Unfortunately, the work which you do (which is
very important, of course) sometimes keeps you
away from social activities, and you are often
lonely. Your problem is that Gregg shorthand
has been obsolete for a long time.

What obsolete skill are you?
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You are Sweet

You are a very caring
person. You are willing to help anyone that has
troubles, that's what everyone loves about you.
People come to you for reassurance, especially
in times of trouble or need. You are a simple
person too, down to earth, and as long as
you're happy, you can live life whichever way
you want. You love many, and you are loved by
many, good job! And most likely, you'll be a
very loving mother, or wife! Or who knows,
both!

What's The Girl Inside of You? .:BEAUTIFUL Anime Pics AND Music!:. (UPDATED!)
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*hmm.. sweet?!? *ponders*
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You hate not to love but you hate to fall in love.
You can't help but sigh when you see to people
kiss in the park and all. You don't like to go
over board and believe in a small steady
relationship at first so that it can grow. You
also like to think that you can have that kiss
that puts you into a portal and you can't get
back until he/she stops.


How much do you love? GOOD PICS
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The Goddess of Roses and Love. You are a hopeless
romantic. Always optimistic and loving, you
have many friends and you are exceptionally
trustworthy. You are a innocent beauty.


Which gorgeous goddess are you? For girls! (breath taking pics!)
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rOse =PpP *nice*

million dollar baby

juz came home from marina square...
had dinner with bro...
sch was normal...
class CMI...
cos i was falling asleep all the way...
fad, mar, fy, hl, sy and me went out...
went to clementi to makan first...
then took a train down...
wanted to watch hide and seek..
but mar say he dun wanna watch horror movie...
but i wanna watch hide and seek...
yup..
then he wanted to go home if watch hide and seek...
bo bian..
i have to compromise... (think spell correctly)
pei fad go funan first..
then we make our way to marina...
was like a maze...
cos having renovation...
lost inside...
but we manage to reach marina at abt 4.15...
lolz...
bought the tix and went in...
show comercials and previews...
i wanna watch hitch and spanglish...
comedy show...
then the show started...
wasnt that bad...
but is a really very touching story...
damn sad the ending...
after that i took 502 home...
alone again...
sigh...