last day of attachment~!

FREEDOM~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
september has ended...

wake mi up when september ends... heez...
oh well... today work was normal..
kinda having mixed feelings though...
reason being...
i cant wait to get out of the place...
but i cant help but feel like i missed that place..
how contridicting...
not really missed the place... but maybe the pple ba..
they are real cool and fun to hang ard with...
especially that part timer, tyler... lolz..
damn funni... cos we always lame ard..
anyway.. all this have to end...
they ask mi to go back to look for them or have lunch... lolz..
see how ba...
i already started to boycott funan le...
haha... orh well.. dar is sick...
hope he do take care of himself..
worried... haiz...
well... he being in sispec is totally different...
reason being is... maybe our conversations are getting lesser?!?
i know he is tired... so let him sleep lohz..
very hard for him to msg mi also...
haiz... so sianz..
i miss him so much... sigh...
well... i am feeling real tired...
wanna sleep le..
headache on and off again...sigh...
good nitez...
*cheerios*

sianz...

1 more day left~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3 cheers for freedom~! woots~!

finally... tml is the last day of work... haha...

tell mi pple... can u smell freedom...haha... oh well... i can... bleah!

attachment ending = going back to school to study + meeting of friends + 1 mth holiday + makes charlene a super duber happer ger!!!

woots~! haha... i am so happy lar...

shall share my happiness... hee...

today boss treat mi to bk at work... haha.. nice...

cos he say he win soccer bet... lolz...

after that i do blogskins lohz... do and do and do... wah...

do until eye pain... hee...

well well... damn sianz today when i came home...

cos dun have tv show for mi to watch...

O.C and one tree hill no more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wanna see benjamin mackenzie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh~

haha... orh well... i am fine... juz sad tat it juz ended lidat...

waiting for seasons three...

haha... going to sleep soon...

lacking of sleep for few days le...

and my leg is injured~!!

and my headache is back...

plus having backache~!! WTH~!!!

alright.. i should stop complaining...

go sleep le~!!!

*cheerios*

i say again wor....

1 more day~!!!!!!!

haha... nitez all... =P

amazing race~!

2 more days~!!!!

look at that... 2 more days~!!! woots...

hahaha... alright.. today nothing to blog about...

but today i watch amazing race from 8.30pm - 9.30pm

then got interuption cos got news from 9.30pm - 10pm

after that is amazing race again from 10pm - 11pm...

woots... today is the amazing race day~!

haha... well is nice...

will catch it nxt week again...

i wish i am in the race... haha...

cos can get to travel to diff countries..

why singapore dun have!!! saded...

oh well... thats about all...

*cheerios*

bbq again~

juz had the second time of bbq for the month... lolz...
had a long cold shower... haha...
anyway... meet my cousin after work today...
then we took a cab down to my house...
i went up to watch heartlanders and shooting stars...
nice eposides...
heartlander is getting more exciting... haha..
shooting stars are juz the same... but is nice... not a bad drama though...
then went down to help out in the bbq...
until abt 10plus...
then ard 11 lidat we sing bdae song and cut the cake...
wow... the cake is tiramsu from sweet secrets...
nice nice... then after that we clear the place then went up...
cousin borrow our winter clothing... then they left already...
feeling real tired...
wanna sleep soon...
go prepare le~
*cheerios*
nitez peeps... sweet dreams...

[6 more dayz... =PpP]

birthday~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST MUMMY~!!!!

hee... yup.. today is my dearest mum birthday...

oh well... today was a tiring day...

so last minute shopping for her...

but thats a normal thing for mi and my bro...

cos we love last minute shopping...

is like juz take and pay and go on to the nxt place... lolz...

well... first... after work... i went to ps to wait for my brother...

walk to flash and splash... and i saw this roxy wallet...

haha... love it... gonna be on my wishlist le...

when my brother came... we went apple store to look...

then went to body shop to get my mum's present...

bought her a whole set of spa treatment... nice~

then after tat we walk all the way to tiffany & co.

haha... i feel damn rich lar... lolz...

but too bad we werent really entertain...

cos we wear slack clothings and they onli like entertain high class pple...

so wth lohz...

we saw this really nice roman charm bracelet... love it...

we bought it and watch the process of them wrapping it up...

i love the way they wrap up and present u with the gift...

totally sweet... heez... and u know what... they give u ur receipt...

and the receipt is place in an envolope with the tiffany & co. imprinted on it...

is like WOAH ~!!! thats both mi and my bro reaction...

we left the place... then walk to centrepoint to get wine glasses...

and then walk to the bus stop to wait for 65 lohz...

and we were like so thirsty and dun have a single cent left...

left with juz $1.90 after digging very where...

we share a cup of bubble tea... haha...

then wait for the bus until so long...

when the bus came.. so many pple lohz... BTH...

when i reach home... i called dar... chatted with him while eating my dinner...

then watch american's next top model... haha...

have lots of fun today... crapping ard with my bro and stuff...

hee... definetly looking forward to this days again...

cos he is now busy with sch work... sigh...

need to catch up with my family and friends soon...

miss then so much... and not forgetting my sweetie...~ heez...

i going to sleep soon...

very tired already... haha...

tml having bbq... yay~ haha...

alright i will update abt it tml...

*cheerios*

[7 more days =PpP]

tired and tired and tired~!!!

alright... i better blog fast then go sleep le~!
cannot take it anymore...
super tired...
sleeping at 3am and waking up at 9am...
plus swimming~! abt crazy to do tat lar...
but i am so bored at home...
so i went up swimming with my mama lohz...
anyway.. this morning... woke up with a bad headache and gestric...
feels horrible... lolz...
had juz abit of breakfast... then swimming...
after tat came home and rot on the bed with my lap top...
chat.. rot... doing my ipod... etc...
wanna sleep also dun dare...
cos i know once i sleep...
thats it... haha... dunno what time i will wake up... lolz...
i meet dar at tpy at 6pm lidat..
make honey drink and buy halls for him...
then we went down town...
to taka... to eat the food at the basement there...
orh yeah... tori q chicken skin is nice...
tempted to try it though it sounds weird... to me... lolz...
but is nice... japanese noodles and the go go sausage too...
i love the chicken balls`!
haha... alright... after that we took train down to pasir ris...
receive a msg from gary... but i didnt know it was him...
cos i dun have his new number...
i was kinda freak out lar... onli he knows what i mean... lolz...
okie... after that i take a train to douby gourt...
then walk walk at ps...
bought my belt at gio... 30% discount.. WOOTS~ haha...
then went home le...
was abducted again... sigh... super scary...
anyway... tml gotta work...
but 5 more days nia...
haha... yesh... aizhen... u are right...
3 cheers to freedom`!! lolz...
i cant wait to watch the andy lau movie... tat is coming~ haha...
gotta go sleep already... i am so tired...
NITEZ all... ChEerIoS~!!

brother's grimm

juz came back... heez...
nice day today... why?!?
cos i waited so long... and finally i can see him le~ heez...
and i wanna say again... last saturday~!!! no more working on sat~!!! haha...
smell of freedom is nearer... i love the smell... haha...just kidding...
i love my dar's smell better... lolz... =X
anyway... meet him at cine after work...
i went walking ard cos he need to do some stuff...
after meeting him.. we go get the tixs... watching the brother's grimm...
then went in le...
enjoying the tori q and the go go sausages he bought... yummy...
and i bought meji strawberry chocolate... one big tube... heez...
and guess what... he finish most of it... lolz...
anyway... the show is nice... fantasy story... more like fairy tales...
cos most of the fairy tales story are inside...
such as hansel and gatel(dunno spell correctly), snow white, sleeping beauty, rapanselle(dun think i spell correctly either), gingerbread man, the prince who kiss the frog... etc...
they mix them up and form a story... interesting and nice plot...
should go catch it if u haven... heez...
anyway... after that we went hmv to walk walk...
check out cds... etc...
then took 65 home le loh...
nua at the bench there.... till abt 1am...
then he send mi home... then ask him to take cab home... heez...
tml he gonna book in le...sianz... sobx...
i miss ur hugs~!!! heez...
alright... gonna sleep soon already...
*Cheerios* nitex all~sweet dreams...

[9 more days... =PpP]

holland~

juz came back not long ago from holland...
actually neva have plans today de...
juz going home to makan dinner and rest...
but then spencer jie called mi at ard 3plus...
ask mi go holland there to makan with the rest..
then anything lohz... juz go...
so after work... took 147 all the way down...
they had already started eating...
so i sat down and chatted with them...
neva eat cos i have dinner at home...
got kx,lucas,beng and his gf,weewee,spencer,dillon...
after awhile rh came... then weiling...
chatted while waiting for rh to go home and eat and bathe lohz...
then abt 9plus we left...
took 147...
they going to a pub to drink... but i didnt go as i was super tired...
no idea why also...
they alighted while i continue my journey home lohz...
reach home... had dinner... didnt eat much.. cos having gestric le...
after that take a shower lohz...
tml is sat... the last sat i am going to work at funan~! yay~!
so so so happy...
is finally over... the smell of freedom is getting stronger... lolz..
and finally i can see my boi~! hee...
going to sleep soon...
feeling tired... my headache is back again...
think i am dying soon~ haiz... =X
well... go dry my hair then sleep le...
*cheerios* nitex peeps... =PpP

guys~ gers~ lolz

well well... neva get to update ytd...
cos my lap top is being abducted by my brother...
overnite somemore... idiota~!... lolz...
anyway... nothing much also...
i went home straight after work...
wah... hated it to the max...
the bus is single deck and is full of humans... bth...
then when is my stop, i leave my seat to this old lady...
and everyone like trying to snatch it...
is like OMG... what is the world becoming...
but nevertheless the old lady manage to sit down cos i have to block the others from siting...
bth... lolz... then they give mi funny looks... wth...
reach home and had dinner...
then watch tv lohz... watch for the sake of passing time...
after that... pack my cupboard...
and i found out i got some clothing i neva wear de~! haha...waste money...
anyway... dar call... quite early... 9plus...
haha... then we started chatting...
tok to wj also... bth... so niao de...
then we chatted till 11 lidat...then sleep le lohz...
his platoon like so relax one corner lidat...
so free de... lolz... kinda weird...
anyway...today at work was okie lar...
maybe cos remainding 8days le...
haha... so like neva go think so much...
was chatting with my god brothers..
lolz... so funni...
cos they are older then mi... and they know more things then mi...
and one of them is married... lolz...
so today... topic is gers... lolz... as usual...
cos he ask mi to show her pictures of my friends...
so i pick from friendster.... lolz...
then like toking and toking...
long hair lar... shor hair lar...
cute and pretty ones...
wear specs one...
so happening...
then since he is married...
i asked him... what is his dream ger last time..
lolz... and his ans is... "eyes, voice and heart"
wah... first time i ever hear guys ans lidat...
maybe diff between mature and non mature?
i dunno... but most guys will like...
want the looks... like sporty? elegant? etc... long hair... short hair...
more to the physical... lolz...
he like gers in specs~ lolz... and also scare of gers crying... lolz... i test water b4 le... lolz...
then we tok abt his wife... to other gers in class...
and he say i have a unique face and also very li hai in acting blur... lalala.... lolz...
famous word from him to mi... "mai halah~!" lolz...
okie... we had our fun... the topic of gers still going on till now...
bth... kinda lame lar... at least i have somebody to entertain till i end work... lolz..
got breakups with one of my god bro and the gf... haiz... sad for them...
hope everything goes well for u 2...
i also dunno what to say liao... lolz... nothing to do man...
is damn sianz... oh yeah... tonight is tv nite...
haha... OC and one tree hill... i can see benjamin mackenzie~! yay~
i cant wait for sat to come... i miss my boi`! =PpP
and this sat will be the last sat for mi at work...
then another 5 more days of work then thats it...
is over... i smell freedom coming... yippie~! lolz....
alright i go continue my chatting le..
*cheerios*

10 days and counting down~!

10 more days to the end of attachment... yay~!
anyway... today... nothing much...
came home after work...
i was having a bad headache... haiz...
is like back again... so sianz...
i am also feeling so so so tired..
waited for 147 for like so long..
reach home ard 8... had dinner while watching tv...
heartlanders, shooting stars and full circle...
okie... full circle is boring...
i dunno why i watch it also... lolz...
shooting stars are nice...
heartlanders is getting more and more exciting le.. haha...
then after that take a bathe lohz...
nothing to do now...
waiting for CSI miami to start... lol...
so sianz... listening to jazz music now... lolz..
feel so bo liao... but is smoothing to my ears...
haha... haiz... my head is so pain now...
so sianz... i go rest le...
*cheerios*

barbeque~!

juz taken a long and cold bathe... hee...
feeling so refresh.. cos i am feeling so tired... lolz...
anyway... this morning i wake up at 6 am..
to send dar to pasir ris...
his first day in sispec... hee...
my mum say i am mad...
but i did it anyway...
cos i dun mind doing it cos is for him onli.. =P
i was deprived from sleep...
so my eyes are like half close... lolz...
anyway i fell asleep when i on the way home... lolz...
then when i reach home... i immediately ko... hee..
till 11 plus...then had lunch...
my brother's friend came...
then watch national treasure... nice movie..
then wen to sleep again...
awake by dar's msg...
telling mi he same platoon as wen jun..
so i told karen.. she was so excited...
then she ask mi to go with him to accompany them back home... so funni...lol..
then fy ask mi to call him.. so i did..
then he ask mi wat happen ytd... cos i msg him on msn ytd tat i was feeling real down and sad...
we didnt chat for long cos his brother wanna use com...
so he ask mi to call him... but i didnt...
and he waited till 2am for my call... sorry...
thanks for ur concern... heez...
after that... we tok abt electives and attachment..
then i have to hang up cos need to go help out in the bbq...
love the salmon and honey chicken...
haha... i going to watch tv le...
*cheerios*

morning all!~

good morning all!
omg... is like 6 plus in the morning...
first time since dunno when i woke up at 6... lolz...
anyway... going off soon...
cos sending him to pasir ris...
yawnz... so early man...
my eyes are still red...
and my gestric is still there...
haiz...
gotta go already...
update later...
*cheerios*

happy mooncake festival to all...

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL~!!!

i am so tired right now...
i juz cant stop staring at the moon today...
is juz right outside my window...
beautiful... heez...
quite a few pple went to the kallang "river" to light up candles and play with lanterns...
nice to see it from my house.. heez...
anyway.. i am so hungry right now...
waiting and waiting for my parents to come home...
so i can have my food....
going to sleep soon...
tml need to wake up early...
cos sending dearie off to pasir ris... heez...
then after that should be coming home to sleep...
and then my brother's friends are coming to my house for a gathering lohz...
need the energy to make preparation... lolz...
gotta go already... super tired...
i can juz knock off anywhere... lolz...
*Cheerios*

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing,
Watch you smile while you are sleeping,
While you're far away and dreaming,
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender,
I could stay lost in this moment forever,
When every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Lying close to you,
feeling your heart beating,
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming,
Wondering if it's me you're seeing,
And then I kiss your eyes,
And thank God we're together,
I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever,
Forever and ever.

[loving someone isn't when you picture yourself with them, it's realizing that you can't live without them]

moonlight~

juz taken a bathe... wah... feel so comfortable... hee...
didnt get to update cos i didnt went home ytd..
anyway... work was alright ytd...
nothing much as usual...
i went to raffles city to walk ard...
while waiting for dar to come...
when he came we went to bread talk to buy bread..
cos i haven eat...
then we took 36.. drop at marine parade...
then walk to east coast park...
wah... the moon that nite is super round...
cos is mooncake festival..
lots of pple were at east coast park...
either camping, bbq or holding lanterns... etc...
went to get ice blended mocha and a slice of cake at coffean bean...
plus green tea...
then went to find a place to eat...
after tat... we chatted and nua there...
abt 2 lidat... we went to mac... to get coffee...
wah... the coffee is taste horrible...
cos is so dilute... after that we took a cab to his house...
wash up... surf internet... pack stuff..
then we went to sleep le...
so so tired..
i was suffering from gestric and eye infections...
damn uncomfortable...
woke up at ard 12...
wash up then had chicken rice tat his mum buy...
then waited for him to pack awhile..
then left his house le...
accompany him to buy his army stuff...
then i took 31 home lohz...
so tired right now...
wanna sleep le...
dunno whether meeting him later...
tml he need to book in le...
feeling so sianz... haiz...
alright i think i go rest awhile...
damn tired...
*cheerios*

so confused... wth...

juz came home from town...
went to work as usual...
today work was pathetic...
nobody de....
as usual... so had chats with boss and tyler... lolz...
lots of fun... and then tyler and mi were joking abt this 4 gers...
who are queuing up for sushi... nxt to the shop...
they are total fashion disaster lar... bth..
i sounded bad... but he was worst... haha... =X
anyway... i sorta rush off after work...
drop at somerset...
went to 7-11 to get chips and green tea...
then to short mary gold to get food for dear...
then went up to wait for him...
collected the tixs when he came...
miss the starting abit...
but overall the show is nice... very very funni.. haha...
plus the soundtrack rox lar... very cool...
walk to heeren toliet... cos cine toliet was full...
after that we walk down to ps there to buy ice milo at mac...
then take 64 home...
chatted awhile downstairs... hee...
juz had a shower...
enjoying the wind at my window... so shiok...
staring blankly at the scenery... and enjoying the wind... hee...
so confused with myself... lolz...
why?!? cos dar's block leave is ending soon...
he juz got news that he have to go back to tekong...
booking in on monday...
so is like this week gonna end le...
then i will start to see him once a week...
or maybe more then a week?
gotta re-adjust everything again...
wish time can go slower...
cos everytime i with him.. the time like so fast...
but then i wish time go faster.. cos i really wish attachment can end faster...
this feeling is horrible...
so can i like have a tiny request?! haha...
which is... time go faster when i am at attachment..
while time go slower when i am with him?
hee... nonsense... this will not happen...
okie... tml is a saturday.. gotta work... as usual...
then i will be left with 13 days of attachment...
gosh... i cant wait for 30 sep to arrive...
even my friends cant wait for tat day...
cos thats FREEDOM~!!! haha.. *grinz*
gonna sleep soon..
cos i am tired... hee...
*cheerios*

[13 more days]

feels real great to be back in sch for awhile~ haha

hee... juz watch finish hitch...
wow... is a nice movie... really...
speaks on relationships...
anyway... i went back to school today..
to hand in my log book..
meet dar at toh payoh...
was early... so went up to his house...
after that took a train down to dover...
wah.. the feeling is so.... unexplainable...
haha... i miss school so much...
the atmoshphere juz make mi happy...
hee... went to T1575 to meet my LO to hand in the log book...
finally... dun need to fill that stupid book anymore...
after that we went to food court 1 to makan..
had chicken chop... yummy...
and of cos... watermelon and grape juice... nice... hee..
after that we went library to nua awhile...
about 2 plus lidat we left...
cos i need to go back to work... how boring right?!?
took 147... the bus break down juz one stop before the stop i wanna alight...
so dumb..
so we walked over... then to funan...
punch my time card the accompany him to apple centre to enquire about his ipod thingy...
then i went to work le...
today nothing much at work.. normal...
nothing to do... nobody also...
left work abt 7.15...
i was so piss with the bus...
haha.. cos i waited till 7.35 lidat then the bus came.. bth...
and it is so damn crowded...
feels like i am being abducted lar... haiz...
went home and had dinner with dad and bro...
never eat much.. juz had soup...
cos i was still full with the chicken chop..
watch table for 3 and villa wellness...
watch juz for the sake of watching cos got nothing to do... boring..
then watch hitch lohz...
waiting for o.c to start... yay~! haha...
tonight dun have one tree hill..
so should be sleeping after watching o.c...
haha... tired...
alright.. guess what.. the mooncake that dar buy for my family... is gone... wth..
wanna cry liao... i onli like have a tiny weeny bit of it... sigh...and they neva leave some for mi..
hmph~ feeling so bu shuang now...

tired n headache is back again~ haiz

ytd... didnt go anywhere...
so came home after work..
had dinner...
then watch heartlanders and shooting stars...
heartlanders ytd is damn happening... lolz...
interesting... is about some crazy woman... haha..
then after tat... i use the computer awhile...
watch CSI at 10pm...
wah... interesting eposide...
abt this guy who rape gers and murder them...
and this guy can escape cos he is born with two identity...
meaning he got two genes inside him...
so the onli way is to check his specimen instead of his DNA...
cool~! haha...

today... meet dar at cinelesiure...
wanted to catch the longest yard...
but then... late for the show...
i took a bus down to somerset there...
wah... got some qurrel on the bus with the bus driver and a passenger...
like racist fight...
the driver is an indian while the passenger is a chinese...
they like shouting here and there...
so irritating...
i was piss with the chinese guy...
scold the bus driver "stupid indian" then ask him to come out and fight... wth...
what century already... still use fist to settle problem... *tsk*
dun care...
so i alight at my stop...
walk to cinelesiure...
and guess what the chinese guy is behind mi...
and there is this woman asking for donations for the kidney founation...
guess what the chinese guy say?!?
"haiya... let them die lah... donate for what?!?"
i was boiling mad... so piss...
and on the verge of turning ard and slapping him...
haiz... cant believe this kind of pple exist...
disappointed...
anyway... meet dar...
the tix are like left front row...
so we decided to give it a miss...
went walking ard...
then took 106 to holland...
i didnt know the bus stop is shifted... lolz...
really back dated le... =P
anyway... change 95...
reach NUH... get drinks at the 7-11...
then went up... to meet his mum...
chatted awhile then they went in to see his father...
while i waited outside...
his father resting... so we went home lohz...
took cab... his mum drop of first while he send mi home..
nua at the kallang river there...
forget to bring my card for the gate...
so i was lock outside...
haha... use the intercom to call my mum..
cos the stupid guard neva notice mi... bth...
finally manage to go in... phew...
then he went home le lohz..
juz took a long shower...
going to sleep soon...
tml going to sch to hand in my log book...
then have lunch then go back to work.. hee...
finally... even if like go back to sch for awhile i also contented le... hee..
i miss sch can~! hee...
been having headache on and off again.. haiz...
is back man... need to sleep early this few days le...
alright... go prepare to sleep le...
*cheerios*

sianz~!!!!

juz reach work place like 10 mins ago...
yawnz... so boring...
8.5 hrs and counting down...
anyway... wanted to blog ytd de...
but somehow blogger server is down...
so now then got the chance to blog lohz...
ytd... had a surprise pop by by dar... lolz...
i was stun... cos he say he playing soccer...
so after tat should be go home mah...
didnt know he will come and find me...
how sweeetttt... heez...
and when i say i wanna eat rotiboi... he walk all the way to marina sq to get for mi...
hee... thanks alot... appreciate it... =)
after tat he go home le lohz...
then after work...
it started raining heavily...
damn piss with the weather... lolz...
cos when i dun bring umbrella it will rain...
and when i bring... it dont rain... dots man...
so i waited and waited and waited...
until i was so piss...
cos i was having a bad headache and cramps...
and the weather is so cold... and i am so hungry... wth~ haha
then juz walk in the rain to the bus stop...
got one nice person stop mi and shared an umbrella with mi...
out of so many pple holding umbrella...
he was so kind to shared it with mi...
i was so grateful...
then dunno what to do...
cos dar is sleeping and he not answering my call...
so i juz go ahead and went to tpy....
cos i cant walk home in the rain later anyway...
on the way was so moody man...
cos i was suffering from all the pain...
then the air con is leaking... wth~!!!!
then reach there... the rain stop le... yay~!
went cheers to buy ice milo then i took 31 home...
wah... damn creepy to walk by myself... haha...
but i manage to reach home...
watch incredible tales and top model... hee...
then had siew mai... then bathe...
after that i use the com until i was so tired... lolz
then went to sleep le...
17 more days...
*cheerios*

sentosa roxs... lolz...

okie... i juz send dear off then came up... hee...
today... wake up so early wor... 7.30am...
hear my bsb alarm ring tone... then wake up le..
so excited... cos i am going sentosa with dear... lolz...
cos very long neva go sentosa le...
then i wake up... check out the weather... haha...
then went to prepare my things...
meet dear at harbourfront station...
hee... went to mac to eat my breakfast...
then off we went to sentosa...
he collected his sentosa islander card...
took the yellow line to palawan beach...
today sun is so so soooo power~!
i am so red lar... lolz...
we tan till 2 plus...
sweaty bodies... lolz.. then after that go bathe...
cos he need to go play soccer...
went to have lunch at the hawker centre...
fried oyster and fried carrot cake and sugar cane juice...
then take 166 to clementi...
cos i wanna drink bubble tea...
wah the auntie still remember me... lolz...
then went to buy rotiboy for him...
after tat i took 99 to je interchange...
then walk to je library...
while he took train to lakeside then go to hua yi sec to play...
i borrowed books and sit there to read...
so so cold...
cos it rain for a moment...
read and waited for him lohz...
abt 7.30pm he meet mi..
then i go mac buy apple pie... yum~
took 105 to town... haha..
orchard rd is so lonely lidat... nobody de...
went to taka to buy the food at the basement...
then went to get mooncakes...
so nice and sweet of him to buy mooncake for my family... =)
thanks alot dear...
then after tat we went to take 65 home..
wah the bus is soooo many pple lar... bth...
kinda turn off... lolz...
then he came up to my house to nua..
chat... etc...
going to bathe soon...
tml gotta work~
sianz... 18 more days lei..
notice that is is days instead of weeks?!? hee...
i couldnt be more happy... lolz...
alright... going to bathe le...
i am so tired... and got rosy cheeks now... lolz...
*cheerios*

hee... =PpP

okie... i juz came back from suntec city..
ya... is that place again...lolz...
i gonna boycott city hall area when i finish attachment...
yesh... is tat bad... lolz...
but everything was alright when he is with mi... =)
i was release from work early today... lolz...
then i went walking ard...
at raffles... then dar meet mi after tat...
we went to eat first...
at thai express... yummy~!
he had yellow curry chicken w/ rice... while i have my glass noodles tom yum seafood soup...
niceeeeeeeeeeee.....lol...
then went walking to sun tec...
juz walking ard... see see... look look...
went to adidas...
and i got him a shirt... lolz... *grinz*
then walk ard somemore...
went to body shop and he get for mi the perfume i am aiming for very long le...
having a 20% discount wor.. hee... thanks...
then we went esplande there to sit and nua...
had cup corn and ice lemon tea...
then after that take 133 home...
having my nxt craving... lolz... which is eating chocolate fondue [think is lidat spell]... lolz...
yum~ hee... cant wait to try that...
alright... i am so tired... going sentosa...
hopefully tmk sun is gd... *prays* hee...
good nitez...
*cheerios*

indochine...

lolz... finally got time to blog...
so so tired ytd...
sleep at ard 2am liat...
anyway... after work... meet hc... at city hall...
then we walk back to funan there again...
haha... to take 147 to holland there...
cos i bus concession... lolz...
meet rh and wee wee...
then we walk to holland v indochine to sit and chat and drink...
they had beer while i have s*x on the beach... lolz
god mama join us at abt 11 lidat...
talk abt so many things...
from army... to third base to home run... to dunno what...
so many things...
so so funny... lolz...
god mama really surprises mi with her blurness... lolz... cute though... =PpP
after tat go home already lohz...
share cab with hc and wee wee...
i was dead tired lohz...
bth... went to take a shower then ko le...
today going out again...
i wanna go sentosa tml... hopefully the sun is good...
now having cat 1 lar~ sianz...
army language.. lolz...
okie...i go rot le...
*cheerios*
20 more days to the end of attachment... yay~!!

what to do today?!? hmmmm....

so sianz right now...
all of a sudden life seems soooo meaningless?!?
like so monotonous...
like so sianz...
like so suffering...
no mood for anything...
juz had an apple pie for lunch...
like so tasteless...
siting in front of the com and juz clicking and clicking thru websites aimlessly... wth...
wanna breakdown already...
i cant take it anymore... haiz...
hmmm...
wat can i do today...
argh~!
i wish to be at the beach...
hearing the sound of water splashing against the rocks...
enjoying the breeze...
juz relaxing and deep in my own thoughts...
how nice...
been a long time since i did tat...
thinking of doing tat later?!? shall i?
*ponders*

time: 5.30pm...
okie... ignore all tat... haha...
cos i am juz feeling damn emotional juz now lar...
dunno why... nvm...
feeling better le...
after thinking of what my god bro says to mi...
"u feel this way cos u make urself feel this way"...
i miss dar... heez...
poor boi... sick now...
hope he get well soon...
and he so worried for mi cos i am so stress up over attachment...
sorry... =P
cant wait to see him...heez...
anyway... 1.5hrs to go...
juz had two slices of pizza by boss...
again... they feed mi with gd food... haha...
attachment is gonna end...
please end fast... haha...
having a bad headache now...
wanna go home and sleep le...
cos ytd wake up at 5 plus in the morning to mop the floor...
and i am not siao okie...
cos it was raining heavily...
and the rest of my family is like sleeping until so gd...
so is like so wet...
i wake up to close the windows and the balcony...
and with my eyes half close i mop the floor...
bth... after tat i went back to slp ard 6...
so tired lohz...
think i going home to rest after work
so tired... lolz...cannot take it liao...
headache is killing mi...
*cheerios*

dar's POP~!!!

hee... juz had a long bathe.... heez...
anyway... today... is dar's POP~ heez... finally...
meet up with god mama at bugis... i was late by 15 mins....
then went to buy food at tori q... hee...
and had my bubble tea...
then after tat walk ard bugis then make our way to pasir ris to take the shuttle bus to the ferry terminal of tekong...
need to check bag... scan ic... then can go in...
wah... really like going overseas... haha...
then board the ferry...
after tat we went to find seats....
settle down in the second row...
heez... then the parade started...
when they march out... is like... i feel so proud~!
cos... i am the one seeing it... seeing my dar... seeing his POP~heez...
wah... my heart is like so honoured and so... unexplainable...
but i am really glad to be there... to see his pop...
is like this warm feeling inside...
really like ndp... must stand and sit... stand and sit...
then got stand up for singapore... the song... dots... haha...
then the march pass...
after that the part where they jog out is so funni... kinda cute though... lolz...
then they do some performance... funni also... haha...
hee... and i got the honour to wear his cap for him~heez...
then after tat they threw their cap...
really like graduation lidat... hee...
kinda know how the feeling ba...
is like so bonded already for 2 mths lidat...
all the shit and hardship and fun and teamwork...
they have gone through together...
then have to be separated...
kinda sad though...
after that is snapping of photos...
saw my step father too.... small marcus... hee...
anyway... after that we took the ferry back....
his company was the second one to go home...
lucky dun have to wait so long... haha...
cos cougar mah... think is by letters de...
then take the bus back to pasir ris...
then take MRT...
separated with god mama... cos she going home...
went to tpy to eat mac for my dinner...
then accompany him back home lohz...
watch tv at his house and talk to his parents... hee...
then after that he send mi home le...
walk to the 7-11 near my house to buy drinks...
ice milo again... heez...
talk awhile at my house's downstairs...
saw my brother... lolz..
now... he having supper... hhaha... i want also~! heez...
tml gotta work again~ haiz...
going to upload photos le...
sorry that the video i take like so small...
forget to check the size..sorry... =PpP
and thanks god mama for accompanying mi today~! muackz...
*cheerios*

[i feel honoured today... i feel so proud of u... i feel so happy being there to watch ur pop... thanks alot.. it make my day... heez... and this will defintely be one of those special memories i will keep in me... in my heart... forever~ i love u...]

new blogskin again~!

tada! finish of another new blogskin again~! yeah... haha...
too free already... now toking to dar on the phone... heez...
so sianz... today at work so free leh...
haha... i went shopping at watsons with my boss cos she wanna buy hair dye...
and i bought nail polish remover... haha...
then walk back... then start crapping...
nothing to do as always...
juz watch finish shooting stars and heartlanders...
heartlanders today eposide is damn sweet... hee...
finally the ger excepted vincent's hand in marriage...cool...
then shooting stars is nice too...
"you may know a person for a very long time, but you dont understand the person completely or even know the person inside out..."
anyway...tml i will be off! yeah~hee...
going to hc's pop... haha... finally wor~heez...
and attachment is like ending soon le~ i am so happy lar... is like 20 days left lidat? i think...
heez... i cant wait for it to be over...
*scream* hahaha... okie....
ytd nothing much... went to buy concession for my ez-link card....
then walk all the way to esplande to take 857 home...
faster wor...
then went kallang baru to makan....
had indian rojak... yummy.... heez...
then after tat go home...
watch american's next top model...
then tyra got mad wor... scary... haha....
well... very tired... dunno what i typing too... heez...
can wake up late wor... haha...
*shiok* heez...
*cheerios*

quizes again~ lolz

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

What type of personality do you have?
Here is the analysis: Kind and Gentle
Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

Sagittarius (23 November - 21 December)
Traditional Sagittarius Traits:
Optimistic
freedom-loving
Jovial
good-humored
Honest
straightforward
Intellectual
philosophical
Blindly optimistic
careless
Irresponsible
superficial
Tactless
restless

missing so many things... sigh...

been feeling so so sad right now...
cos of attachment... haiz... and becos of attachment...
i miss so many things...
i miss so many people...
i miss doing the things i like to do...
25 more days...
faster end my misery... haiz...
i miss him..
i miss spending my time with my friends..[be it crapping, slacking, walking ard, shopping...etc]
i miss drinking bubble tea...
i miss school...
i miss my classmates...
i miss sun tanning...
i miss shopping...
i miss the daylight... [cos i cant even see afternoon when i am stuck here..]
i miss studying...
i miss spending time with my family...
i miss being crazy...
i miss watching movie...
i miss relaxing... [no time to relax... even if i am slacking here... is a different thing...]
i miss noise... [is so darn quiet here...]
i miss camp...
i miss overnighting...
i miss union... [that is surpirsing.. lolz]
i miss the sound of water splashing against the rocks...
i miss the beach...
i miss seeing the moonlight and the stars...
i miss watching tv... [missing all my fav tv shows... seems to lose interest in them all of a sudden...]
i miss having fun...
i miss sight seeing...
i miss crapping...
i miss... i miss... i miss.....
i miss being me...
somehow or rather... i dun feel like i am myself lately... feeling so stress up... neva have proper sleep... no mood for anything... feeling so sianz... suddenly like so senile... think is the attachment tat make mi feel this way... i am so going bonkers soon... try slacking and doing nothing... with onli a computer infront of u for 8.5 hrs a day[minus sundays]... which is ur onli source of entertainment other then reading... doing juz that from 30th may to 30th sep... like so no freaking life... time passes so god damn slow... and everything like stop... and when 8.5hrs end... u walk out of the place... and u see darkness... feeling bored... dunno what to do... cos u are feeling bored already at work... and u dun feel like doing anything... so u go home.... thinking tat tml have to spend another 8.5 hrs at work again... is like WTF~!!! [pardon mi for the language]... is like a real life nitemare... is like so dreading... u dun wish to wake up... cos when u do, is the same thing all over again... and u are wishing tat tml is the 30 sep... think i gonna break down soon... i cant stand it anymore... 25 days more... better end fast... if not i will end up in mental hospital... i juz need some time on my own~!!!!
*tears* wth... this sux... there is definetly more life than this...
aaaaarrrrrrrggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

out with mama~!

ytd...went out with my mum...
meet her at her work place...
then we go down to funan...
is like my off day... and i am there...
accompany her go cut hair...
then treat her to thai express...
yummy...
she had tom yum fish while i had green curry laska... very nice....
i wanna go there eat again...
plus i wanna try the asian kitchen...
but then... money problem..
dad's been scolding mi for days regarding money...
so freaking irritating...
is like i see him... he will niam me about money...
give mi some space can~!!!
wish he can be like mum~ haiz...
then we went to sun tec...
go shopping at top shop...
then we go watson to buy some things...
then to the food fair...
to take a look...
went to the new moon booth...
saw all the usual pple...
wish i am able to work there instead of working at this stupid shop...
400 for 5 days...better then 1 mth 400plus... wth...
then my uncle send us home...
wah... is like jam pack fill with pple...
reach home...
send my final report...
then bathe then sleep le...
tired... very tired....

happy 3rd month anniversary~!

firstly...

HAPPY 3rd month anniversary to us~ heez....

okok... time to update...
didnt get to update cos my brother brought my laptop for a overnite... haha....
ytd.. sleep at 2am lidat...
haha...
anyway... met hc for breakfast ytd...
ya kun's toast... yummy...
then after that i went to work le....
went to inbox 5 to find jian long...
been a long time since i seen him...
was kinda surprise to see his msg...
so pop over to find him lohz...
wah... boss let mi off at 5plus.... hee...
then i went walking to the new surfer ger shop at city link...
is like woah... so many things there... and quite big...
i spend like 1 hr plus there lohz...
bought a roxy slippers to replace the stupid GP slippers...
and a rip curl belt to replace my spoilt four skin belt...
haha... is like finally... can strike off two item on my wishlist le... YAY~!!!
nxt item i aiming for... is either skirts or bikini le...
hmmm.. cant wait to complete my wishlist... hee...
then after shopping there... i went to HMV to look ard...
saw my oc dvds again... argh.. i wanna buy~!!!
then hc came...
we went to marina sq to eat...
had short mary gold... so long queue...
pple everywhere... cos of the comex thingy...
plus the food fair..
so marina sq and sun tec is super crowded lohz...
after tat we went off le...
i send him to pasir ris...
cos he need to book in....
then i went home...
so tired...
bathe... had maggie mee... haha...
then read comics...
after tat i ko le... so tired...
wake up at 11 plus today... heez..
then went for a swim...
but then it started raining till now!!! haiz...
spoil my sun tanning too...
going out to meet my mum le...
*cheerios*

craving gones~!!! hehe

yawnz... good morning all... heez...
so so tired...
ytd sleep at 1 plus...
when home after work...
to do some of my report... while waiting for hc to book out...
wah... by the time he book out is 9plus le...
then i went tpy to meet him for dinner or should i say supper...
and he found out he lost his keys... *pengz* lolz...
i was thinking that he left it at the door there...
so i ask him to walk back and at the same time see whether have anot...
and tada~!!! true enough i was right... lolz...
then we wake to lor 5 to eat..
wah the floor damn slippery lar...
i need a new pair of slippers soon...
anyway... we had satay and chicken wings...
my craving is finally gone!!! haha... yay~ thanks... heez...
then after tat we walk to the bus stop to take 31 back to my house..
wah... is like so fast... haha...then walk home lohz...
heez... nua at the kallang river awhile then go home...
bathe... rest awhile then sleep le...
going to meet him soon for breakfast...
haha... yum yum...
he gonna book in tonight... is like so fast lohz...
anyway pop coming le... haha... yay~!
okie i better go prepare..
*cheerios*

down mood?!?

juz reach work place not long ago... yupz...
another normal day as usual here...
so sianz...
normal routine... i will surf everyone's blog...
and then most of the entries i read is pple having down mood...
depression... etc...
ermz... come to think of it...
i guess thats what everyone faces everyday....
they always show a cheerful and happy strong person infront of others...
but then deep inside... there is full of sadness... full of loneliness...
i guess i feel tat way at times too...
is like in the eyes of others... they dunno what i am feeling inside...
full of thoughts... full of sadness... full of regrets... full of loneliness... full of memories... etc...
this is life ba...
as we grow older... i guess everything will be getting worst...
cos burden on us will get bigger and heavier...
unless we found a meaning to life...
something to live for... something that is so important to u that u are willing to live for it...
i dunno what i toking... but i guess is true...
whats the point of living in this world when u dunno what u are living for?!?
i guess thats life ba...
what can u do about it?!?
either live on and find the meaning of life... or juz let it be....or juz let go and leave this world...
u choose ur destiny...
*cheerios*

[Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why, I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart...]

wei lian is the superstar~!!! yay

firstly....

CONGRATS TO WEILIAN... for winning superstar~! yay~ heez... =PpP
heez... finally achieving his dreams... congrats...
i know some pple say he win it out of sympathy cos of his disability...
but come on~! he is good alright...
i am not saying kelly is not good...
she herself is good too...
but weiliang is better i guess...
the voting prove everything...
no worries... i not taking any sides... =P
u both had done a great job... *smilez*
anyway... my cousins juz left...
haha... we had a big feast today... yum yum...
crabs, duck, char siew, prawns, soup... etc...
YUMMY!~ heez...
anyway, she bought for mi some kawaii stuff from japan..
thanks alot ger!!
have a safe flight tomorrow wor... =)
cant wait to see u soon when u come back... heez....
alright... i am so tired right now...
gotta do report...
LO dunno why rushing mi when i have to hand in by the 5th...
oh yar... not forgetting my log book... SIANZ....
like so many things to do suddenly...
haiz... go rush le... heez....
*cheerios*

sweet story~ lolz

alright... i was looking through the website tomorrow.sg...
normal routine... everyday...
and i saw this interesting story...
abt a singaporean ger who went to rome to find this guy...
how they know each other at the start... etc...
this is the link... www.rinaz.blogspot.com
its a four part story... title: about a man i call my dearest...
sweet... heez...
okie... back to reality... so sianz right now...
juz given the time card for this month...
and i was so excited...
cos its gonna be the last one~!!!! woots...
counting down to 30th sep...
cant wait...
somebody wake mi up when september ends can?!? haha...
go read books le...
*Cheerios*

nothing to do so do quiz... lolz

You're Mia!
(Anne Hathaway)

You are Amelia Mignonette Thermolis Renaldi (now
that's a name!), from the Princess Diaries 1
and 2! You found out of nowhere that you were a
princess when you were 15, and are taking
princess lessons since then. You fell for
Nicholas Deveraux, the guy who was trying to
steal your crown! Well, for both of your sakes,
he ended up falling in love with you too and
forgot about his uncle's crazy idea... you can
be shy and clumsy but you are a really sweet
girl..


Which Movie Princess are you ??
brought to you by Quizilla

*heez... love this movie... niceeeeee... shy and clumsy?!? ermz... sweet?!? ermz... not sure*
moving on to the nxt quiz...


This is what your wedding ring would look like. Its
a diamond that sparkles and shines just like
you. You are a true star, and are not afraid to
show it! You got talent, gurl! And you husband
would be.... Jesse McCartney OR Orlando Bloom-
you choose!!!



What Would Your Wedding Ring Look Like?- and who would give it to you?
brought to you by Quizilla

*OMG~!!! a diamond... every ger's dream... heez... is like buy a diamond and a ger will fall for u... lolz... and my husband will be Jesse Mccartney or olando bloom... can i have both?!? *grinz* this is so bullshit... lolz =X *
next quiz pls...


Kimmy is your inner name because you are cheerful
and outgoing. You also look on the positive
side and have lots of friends.


What should your name really be??? (for girls)
brought to you by Quizilla

*kimmy?!? no way... i still like my name... heez... *
next quiz pls...


You are the Creative type. You love the arts and
are able to create beautiful works of art. You
can make a great writer, artist, musician, or
performer. Many look up to you for your talents
and great ideas.


What kind of girl are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

*sounds cool... heez... hopefully true...*
next...



You are Catty. You have the power of time travel.
You are very reckless with your powers and
often get stuck in the past or in the tunnel
which is the onlything standing between you and
the time your going to.


Which Daughter of the Moon (A.K.A- Godess) Are You? READ THE MEMO
brought to you by Quizilla

*seriously... wth?!? haha... this is nonsense... crappy*

alright... enough of quizes... so sianz...
anyway... gonna meet my cousin later... heez...
need to get my hair trim... then go home...
all three of them coming to my house for dinner...
mum is cooking crabs... yum~!!! heez...
cant wait for 7pm to arrive...
finally got my pay... yay~!
if not i will be eating grass soon... lolz...
heez... tml finally meeting dar... cos he bking out tml...
yay~! haha...
alright... i am in a cheerful mood today... lolz...
*Cheerios*

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY~!!!!
envy those having holiday today... lolz...
enjoy~