Monday, January 31, 2005

a new year a new blog again

damn... a new year...
a new blog...
i redo my whole blog...
deleted everything...
even my entries...
argghhhh...
so heart pain when i click delete this blog...
and wanna cry when i click yes to delete all entries and the whole blog...
gosh...
is so horrible...
haiz... but whats done is done...
sigh...
no pt crying over spilled milk...
grr...
paranoid...
so many days haven update... why?
because of my stupid blog..
dunno what happen...
and force mi to change...
time to move on... here's the update...

27th jan..
went out with my classmates to town after sch... qb, wp, 2 x yw, me, ment, fy... went shopping with them... it was fun... especially the part where the guys wanted to buy shirt... and i have to choose for them... so they were like waiting in the changing rm.. and i am choosing... so whatever i choose i toss to them... lolz... after a few pickings.. manage to get 3 suitable ones for each of them... after that went to op shop... i get a top from there... help wp to get a skirt and a top... i actually wanted to buy the pink colour... but they say... pink again... haha... so i bought blue... we walk awhile more then went home le...

28th jan...
juz came home from imm... went over there with my parents to look for designer for our new house... hmm... everytime i see this kind of designer's stuff... i feel damn inspire to do something like them... so like i had always plan and dream... i will go and take up further studies on designer stuff... thats my dream... hope to fulfilled it... sigh... currently, though i know that i had already wasted abt 1 1/2 yrs of studying what i am studying now... my friends had all tell mi to finish what i am studying... take it as a stepping stone... i guess they are right... no pt giving up half way... and waste it... sigh... but everytime when i am studying this course that i am taking now, i always feel like quiting... the feeling sux... cos i always like the lost soul in the class... everything also dun understand... maybe the interest is not there... hmm... well... i guess i am going to continue what i am doing now... then persude my dreams after that... though is a longer way... or should i say a waste of time... but i guess what my friends say is right... let it be a stepping stone... i can always study what i want to study after this course... yeap... hopefully~

29th jan...
today... went to sentosa... with union's friends... had lots of fun... yeap... played volley ball, indian fighter, volley ball... went to the bridge and jump off... cut myself... it was fun overall... heez... wish to go again... fun fun fun... heez...

30th jan...
juz came home from work... fixing up my damn blog.. dunno how to fix it... so i create a new one... sigh... gonna see designer later for our new house... ciao for now

damn blogspot

sigh.. dunno what happen to my blog...
because of that... i had to move...
had to change my blogspot add...
wat the hell....
grrr... haiz...
i will take it as a new year...
a new life...
something lidat...
a new change...
well.. so sorry