scary...

hah.. juz wanna post this for fun...
juz put down the phone after toking to my dar...
tml he will be having range practice...
then they have to slp early and wake up early...
so the incharge is like came inside their bunk...
and start screaming... i can hear it wor... is tat loud lohz...
is like... "u all betta f***ing hell go slp!!!!!!!!!!" "on your beds now~!!!"
wah liew... exciting man... haha...
i think we FO gps can neva be up to tat standard...
if we can we are wu di le... hahaha...
alright going to slp soon... tired...
having a bad headache... hehez....
*cheerios*

meet the parents~!!! lolz

juz reach home not long ago...
heez.. manage to get internet connection on my laptop...
haha... is like finally...
becos my old com is like gonna ko le... as in died anything... as in crash... as in... nvm...
u get what i mean??!!?!!
so i better write down this entry... haha...
lets start from ytd yeah?!?
boss close the shop 15 mins earlier then usual...
why?!? becos of the road block and jam for the ndp thingy...
so i went walkin ard raffles... while waiting for dar...
and i waited and waited..
is like so long and he still havent reach?!?
so i flip open my hp...
and u know what..
26 calls and 2 sms...
stunned... haha... i make him worry...
so went to meet up with him then we go down to town...
haha... he look worried... sorry... heez...
have a habit of puting my hp to slient mode...
we went down to wheelock place... apple centre...
went to see the screen protector...
$35... exp man...
then walk to pacific plaza to see see... look ard...
then finally to far east plaza...
to makan ramen... yummy...
then he say he needed coffee...
so we went to look for places to drink coffee...
all got alot of pple... ended up we had our coffee at coffee bean at taka...
had mocha and the tiramisu cake... yummy...
then after that he accompany mi to cdas...
cos of my brother's gf bdae...
then we took a train to bukit gomak...
then walk over to cdans...
reach there quite late le... 12 lidat...
then dar took NR home loh...
went inside... find my way in..
wah the chalet is damn big lah... and is damn clean... lolz..
then i had chili prawns and lots of mussles... hahaha...
after that went home le...
play with photos for awhile then finally slp at 2 plus...

today.. wake up at 9am lidat... nua on my bed...
too tired to wake up...
then snooze my hp till 9.30...
went to prepare then went to tpy to meet dar le...
we having bf and watching stealth...
wah... the movie is damn cool....
everything is cool... haha.. the planes and everything...
interesting story line... haha...
well... inbetween the show got some interuption lar...
onli he knows what i toking abt... but is nice... heez...
then wen to cold storage to buy chocolates..
then to 7 eleven to buy drinks..
after that went to his house...
wah... the feeling is like so exciting man... haha...
and of cos stressful...
we were like standing outside the door there wondering got pple at home or not..
and wondering whether to go inside the house or not... hahaha
hehe... his small sister is so cute i tell u... very funny... haha...
then the brother like dar...
okie is like duh right... cos brother wat...
haha... then nua there lohz... very funny...
the feeling is like unexplainable... hahah...
then after that had early dinner with his parents and sister...
is like i cant tell wat is pork and chicken... bth..
so ended up i was eating pork chop when i thought it was chicken chop... baka... hahaha
then the meat is damn challenging... so hard to cut... haha
orh yeah... then his mother ask mi questions lohz...
oh and his dad... speaks canto... so like abit hard for mi...
cos i dun even know canto... be it speaking or listening...
overall it was okie lah..
then eat le... help to clear up...
waited for him to prepare lohz...
going to leave house soon le...
after he get ready... i thank his parents then off we went..
went to take money... then took a train down... haha...
so we chatted all the way...
is like when in army uniform... have to keep the hands to himself... hahah...
then alighted at pasir ris... lucky he not late...
actually wanted to send him to the interchange there de...
but then i saw one big bunch of green green pple on the green green field..
ended up i took a train back home...
yupz.. then walk home from chinese garden...
haha... then find utp cable to pluck from the cable modem to my lap top lohz...
going to bathe soon..
parents juz reach home... haha.... got two new tops...
and finally my adobe creative suite premium CS2... woots... hehe...
alright... tats all for today entry... haha...
had a great day today ba... damn exciting...
i know he is damn stress up at the starting...
but then at least is over le wor...right?!? *winks*
haha... everything got its first time... true?!?
anyway mum niam mi le...
need to go help him clear things le... packing my room...
*cheerios*

[4 more days... heez...]

juz another sat~?!?

went to work as usual today.. pop by at popular to get some stuffs...
then on my way to work le...
anyway lets tok abt ytd...
went out with the usual pple...
actually have no intention to go de...
but then biwei, spencer and kx came down to funan...
and they practically camp outside the shop... lolz...
so ended up i went with them...
went to city link flash and splash...
cos kx wanna buy a singlet for lucas...
and u know what... the singlet is the same as my brother's..
is like lucas and my brother have some of the clothings the same...
even the guess watch... haha... bth...
after that we went to bugis there... to makan... cook fry...
the food is nt bad but the service is so yucks... lolz...
then after that they went to drink or slack...
mi and biwei ger went walking ard... catching up...
so long neva see her le... and been a long time since we chatted...
face to face... lolz...
then we went bugis v... walk ard...
after tat went home le lohz...
nthing much... juz see see...
saw the nike bag again...
so tempting man...
alright... i need a new pair of flip flops too...
ahh.. so many things to buy... yet no money... haiz...
anyway today gonna meet hc later... yay~!! haha...
lala... then after tat going to cdans to meet up with my brother...
cos his gf's bdae celebration... 21st bdae... wah...
i dun even wish i hit the twenties... haha...
alright... gotta get back to the boring life already...
*cheerios*

[i know that this period of time is hard for us.. endurance...mentally torturing... i juz hope that either one of us wont get tired of this]

fate?!?

tada~! haha... from the moment i start work till now...
here is my new blog skin... finally i change it...
hehe... nice?!? =PpP
anyway... i am so hungry right now...
waiting for my lunch... lolz...
ytd went home after work...
feeling so tired and emotional... no reason why also...
juz thoughts and thoughts...
onli mi can know how i feeling at tat moment of time...
but i manage to overcome them... =PpP
haha...
hmm... nthing much... reach home...
nobody at home... so heat up the dinner tat is already prepared..
chicken rice...
and u know what?!?
i have chicken rice for lunch too... haha...
then watch tv...
dar called mi at 9plus lidat...
he so free ytd... haha...
*eating* lolz...
okie.. *back* hehez
so we chatted till 11 plus...
the conversation ytd is like so quiet de...
maybe becos i wasnt my usual self..
very tired and emotional ba...
kinda scary when he say he can fore see... *sigh*
anyway... we hang up... then he go slp le...
i couldnt slp ytd... keep waking up...
curling myself with my blanket...
then wake up at 6am lidat to msg... then went back to slp...
anyway... i moving house on the 6th aug...
hungry ghost festival i moving... dots...
haven finish packing my room lei...
so stress... is like... haiz...
i dunno man... weekdays i am having attachment... plus saturday attachment too...
weekend i onli can spend time with him..
is like so little time...
then came the new house...
i was so looking forward to moving.. but now i dun anymore..
cos i have to shift my things to the new house...
and weekends is like occupy with the shifting already....
then is like i wanna spend time with him... but i have to shift...
u get the picture?!?
*sigh* maybe my life is not so smooth as i thought it will be... damn~!!!
i must jia you le... i cannot give up ba...
lets see how things go alright?!?
till then i hope everything goes out well...
everything now is like... so blur ahead...
so messy lidat...
maybe becos the thoughts is not following the heart...
is like u dunno what to do..
your mind says this while your heart says another...
u scare everything will change...
but u dun want it to change...
cant really do much... let nature take its own course...

**[Fate is not something meant to be forced upon.]**
[What is yours will eventually come to your arms; what is not yours will never come to be]

wat a day?!? lolz

juz had my lunch... rotting at the work place...
wanted to change my blog skin but then... ended up... cant find any for mi to edit...
sigh... so sianz....
downloading music now... lolz...
anyway... ytd went out with hc after work...
went for walks ard sun tec city... heez...
went topshop, spirt, adidas, nike...
hc got spray from adidas..
then went to makan at subway... the cookie is nice... too long neva eat cookie le... lolz..
walk ard after that also...
went to check out the nike bag tat i had been eyeing on for so long le... lolz...
my fav colour alright?!? lolz...
as usual... the price is so ex... but i intending to get it on my nxt pay...
cant wait... few more days to my next pay... heez...
hmmm... so many things to buy...
but the main thing i wanted is that nike bag and a adidas jacket... heez....
anyway after tat we went esplande to nua lohz... both of us like so tired...
i am tired becos i sleep at 3am lidat..
he is tired becos of the timing... army nitex out time... lolz... is like auto de... lolz..
took some pics... nice.... there is this word "I WAS HERE"... is damn huge... veri cute...
nua abit... then went home le lohz... went our separate ways...
gonna see him on sat when he book out... so missing him right now....
is like whenever we parted... i will miss him so much... heez...
its been a long time since i had this feeling b4...
feels weird though... weird as in... some feelings i cant describe... nvm.. wait till i know it myself...
but i am glad that i have him..
though its been like 1 mth coming 2 mths and i hardly get to see him.. cos of army...
some pple may say it will be unstable... cos we juz started...
but the feelings i have is like... i am willing to wait for him... willing to do anything juz to make this r/s work...
i know he is trying hard too...
is not easy at first... but i have to get use to it from time to time...
sometimes i feel like i am used to it already... but then at times i dun... feel so sux...
is like u can worry for him... wondering how he is... wonder whether he is alright...
blah blah... all the worries u can ever think of...
and u will wait for the time where he usually calls or sms... and when he dont.. u feel weird... and makes u ponder... haha...
yar... tats wat i am facing everyday... endless worries... lolz... and endless waiting... heez
and will be grinning like an idiot and jumping like a kid when u hear his voice...
juz hearing his voice can make u so happi already... lolz...
and at times ur mind is playing with u.. and that is the worst thing that can happen...
dun ask mi why... but sometimes the mind is stuborn okie?!? haha...
they tell u this when the heart tells u another... so shitty...lolz
its tiring.. but i am willing to hold on... for him... for us...
cos i cant afford to lose him...
sigh... the one thing i fear...
though the future is so blur for us now...
but one thing for sure... i will always love him...
no matter what it takes...will do my best to make this r/s last...
cos i juz love him too much... heez...
and i thank him so much for loving mi too...
[holding on to him.. the one person that means so much to me]

new gadget~!

yawnz... i am so so tired right now...
all thanks to my ipod and laptop ytd... lolz...
but i am happi tat i manage to have them...
they are mine~!!! all thanks to my dear lao pa~ haha
heez... he went nus ytd to get a laptop and an ipod for mi...
and of cos my brother has one too...
cos is cheaper mah... and i can use my brother's account to buy... heez...
he is a FRESHIE~ haha... miss that feeling... lolz
haha... so i went home straight after work...
so so excited... like a child getting new toys... hehe...
like opening present lidat... cos is in boxes... haha...
wah... the ipod package is amazing man...
haha... alright lah... pardon mi k?!? i am tat excited okie...
i always wanted a ipod and a laptop...
haha... and there... i get it already... ytd... heez...
then started to charge the batt... install..
then try and try to put in music and photos inside...
then find out my desktop is nt usb 2.0 but the ipod need a usb 2.0...
so ended up using my laptop...
then try to transfer again...
this time... is like so frustrating...
after 2 hrs i manage to do it... and is actually so easy...
stupid mi... haha...
is 3plus in the morning already... and i am so tired...
so went to slp... have to wake up at 7plus...
to meet my dearest dear for breakfast as he is booking out for his grad...
prepare... help my bro to transfer... teach him how... should have leave him alone to figure out how to do it... *evil* but being the nicest sister on earth to him... i teach him... bleah...
then left home... i was late....
but he is even more late then me... lolz...
lala... listen to bsb on the way... niceee...
then we went ya kun to makan after we meet up...
then have to go work le lohz... sianz...and he went home...
gonna meet him later after work again... yay~
so happi... heez...
lala.... i am so tired... serious...
having a bad bad headache right now... sigh..
alright... my mind is so blank right now... cant think of anything..
when i do.. i will write ba... lolz...
maybe i should try doing the surveys on the website that my sonia darling niece have given mi ytd... see how ba... see my mood... lolz...
well cheerios for now... heez

this song is so nice... by blue... ducan rox~ haha
It's funny how it starts, just how it all begins.
You get your sights on dreams,and man a thousand different things.
You are on for yourself,you're chasing cool desire.
You get addicted fast, but man you're playin' with fire.

Then there's a day that comes to you.
When you get all you want, but there's a space inside that's still as empty as it was.
'Till an angel comes your way and man she's fallin fast.
You know she's so in need but she is to afraid to ask.

So you hold on out your hands and catch her best you can.
And in givin' love you feel a better man.

*And the gift is what you get by givin' more than you receive.
And you're learnin' fast that maybe this is how you'll be happy.
'Cause in takin' everything you lost, the air you need to breath.
But in givin' it away, you found the precious thing you seek.

Man, it's funny how she smiles, how grateful she is now.
And how that touches me deep in my heart somehow.
Yet the mirror laughs at me when I forget myself.
When I complain about, this hand that I got dealt.

And if I had know before, how much she would change my life.
I'd sure go back in time and tell that guy ...hey, man.
You can do better than this, you can answer your prayers.
You can grant your own wish.

Just hold on out your hands and give the most you can.
And I swear to you you'll feel a better man.

*Repeat

And it's better by far to do what you do now.
And leave the rest to love.
Just be strong in who you are.
Once you start on that road.
You're safe in the knowledge.
That anyway you go.
Will lead you home.

*Repeat

So precious precious precious...

*Repeat

i get to see him tml~ heez

ytd... wasnt in my best mood...
juz sianz sianz all the way... till hc called mi...
read my previous entry if u wanna know why i am feeling sianz... lolz..
anyway... ytd went home... nthing to do...
had dinner... bathe... then watch destiny... the channel 8 show... niceee...
then hc called in the middle of the show...
chatted with him... feel so much better...
wanted to watch incredible tales de...
but then neva... cos i watching alone...
and i am scare... lolz...
then chatted with him until i neva watch american's nxt top model...haha...
cos the topic is so funni and interesting... lolz...
onli u know wat i mean lah hor~
try lohz.... pi yang lah... hahah... =PpP *bleah*
then let him go rest... cos he still in the recovering mode...
i slpt abt 12plus lidat...
keep waking up again in the middle of the nite...
raining so heavily... so cold...
cuddle myself up in my blanket...
so comfy... but if someone is there... more comfy... lolz =X
anyway... after such a long wait... i finally get to see him tml...
i am so so so happi... heez... miss him so much...
he is my pillar right now... i cant lose him... heez...
no words can describe how much i love him...
i love u dar~ heez... =PpP

friendship?!?

hmmm.... i dunno whether i should write this down here...
but i am confused...
i dunno writing this down will affect it to become worst...
but here goes...
i didnt know such a long friendship we have could juz fall this easily...
u say u heard things...
bad things...
but where do u heard things from and who say it?!?
i need to hear ur side of the story too...
u ask mi... and i did tell u...
and u tell mi tat i didnt defend u?
how am i suppose to defend u when they already think of u this way?
u make mi sound like it is my fault...
i am the one that started all this...
i am the one tat say this things to them...
but honestly... i did not...
i didnt even say anything... even the things u told mi...
i didnt even say it out...
so isit fair for mi?
you can hate mi for not defending u...
you can hate mi for saying things abt u which i didnt...
i shouldnt use hate... i should use dislike...
anyway... u know whats hurting to me...
u say i have the same thinking as them...
if i do... i wont even bother abt u...
if i do... i wont even worry abt u...
if i do... i wont even ask u how are u...
if i do... i wont even name u as my friend...
why would i bother?!?
there are alot of things i know abt you...
but yet i tell pple i dunno...
and they ask mi...
mi and u are so close... how come i dunno?
ended up i defended both of us...
to prevent them asking further...
if u wanna know how... u can ask mi...
i am inbetween u and them...
i dunno what the things u heard...
but i think i have the right to know...
rather then being left confused...
this friendship means alot to mi...
if not it wouldnt have last tat long...
many pple would have left it unsolved and didnt bother abt it...
friends come and go...
but the close ones are the one i keep...
i hope we clear things up fast...
if not... we might drift further apart...
unless our friendship doesnt mean much to u...
once again... i am sorry for the things i written or say...
but its a feeling in mi right now...
and i am nt angry at you...
i guess we should clear things out...
till then... take care...

sentosa sentosa~ rain on me~ haiz

well well... juz finally get to sit down to right this entry... heez...
lets start from ytd...
sat....
went home straight after work...
stupid ndp rehersal... got road block... then have to wait like 10 mins for the march pass...
ended up i reach home at 8plus...
makan... bathe... pack... then left the house again...
going to stay overnite at sentosa... heez...
got mi, kx, lucas, wee wee, rh, cindy, apple, spencer...
meet them abt 10plus at harbourfront shopping centre....
then we went to talk the sentosa bus in...
then took yellow line to palawan beach...
walk our way to 7-eleven there...
settle down... pitch our tent... then start eating tibits, drinking and chatting...
during that period... i was like thinking and thinking of hc... heez
cos he is sick mah... really hope he get well soon lohz...
anyway... chat and chat... until 3plus..
then see korean pple playing games... kissing game... haha...
then went to slp abt 4 plus...
didnt slp... keep waking up... checking my phone... lolz... waiting for his msg...
heez... and the floor is so hard to slp on... haiz...
sun le....
wake up... went to wash up and bathe...
then had maggie mee...
the sun is sooooo soooo nice...
then abt 10 plus lidat... got dark cloud...
really sianz half... then it rains... grrr....
nthing to do so....
went to harbourfront to makan sushi... haha...
yumz~ heez... then went home...
wah... so fed up... went home tat time... the sun came out...
haha... bth... then i went down to my new house there...
see see... look look...
wah so long neva go there... so chaotic... haha...
after that went to toh payoh central...
see paintings... abstract... nice nice...
then went to lor 5 there to makan fish ball noodle and satay...
then went home le... bathe... then now here i am typing this lohz...
nthing much... having a bad headache... need to get some slp soon...
missing him so badly... heez...
*photos uploaded in the photo gallery*

finally its a sat~!!!

hmm... finally is a sat...
10 weeks more to the end of attachment...
4 more days till i see him... heez...
anyway... today went to work...
happening... cos they got world game 2005...
saw singapore poly gaming union de pple...
saw eric, yong, seimin... then the rest i dunno de... the memebers of the gaming union lor...
i was late... so rush up... my boss haven come... sianz..
then waitied... for him to come with the other part timer...
then started to nua inside the shop lohz... surf net... etc..
so sianz... had bk for lunch... bbq turkey bacon and the hershey sundae pie...
still can remember mi and hc eating bk after watching war of the worlds...
nice~.. heez... missing him lots...
well.. he nt been feeling well.. cos of the tekong cough...
haiz... worried~ hope he get well soon ba...
ytd... went home straight after work...
actualli wanna meet kx they all for makan de...
ended up didnt.. cos my mum ask mi to go home to eat and pack my stuff...
watch destiny... the channel 8 show..
then started doing a blogskin for hc lohz...
yeah.. massive change... haha... dunno whether he like it anot...
finish doing it until 1 plus lidat...
then my bro came home... haha...
thought he staying at gf's house...
then he show mi the laptops in nus... ask mi to choose...
cos mon he need to go sch buy le...
yay~!! i getting a laptop... soon... woots...
so happi..
and maybe getting a ipod... if my dad wanna pay for it first...
is cheaper by 200plus if i buy it in my bro's sch... cool right?!?
so eager to get my hands on them... new gadget lei... haha...
anyway juz talk to dj... he came to find mi... lolz...
maybe meeting him later to see the march pass of the ndp rehersal stuff...
road block... so many pple... jam here and there... thats why i hate sat during this period of time..
but then... sat means tat a start of new week soon... lolz...
tonight meeting kx they all to go sentosa to overnite...
fun fun... hopefully.. tml have sun lohz..
then i can sun tan... till i chao tar... better... haha... =X
thinking of what to bring... cos rh say everyone must bring something...
haha... still need to crack my brains...
need to rush home to pack the stuff after work... lolz...
i guess is gonna be fun... *heez*
finally get to meet up with them again... lolz...
well... gotta get back to work le...
3.5 hrs more to go...
love sat cos time pass faster... lolz...
dunno why also...
alright... get back to the boring life for now...
*gones* missing u so much... cant wait to see u soon~ =PpP

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If a guy really LOVE u, he would tell....

Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?
Boy: No
Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: Not really
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you live for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No way
Girl: What would you choose: your life..or me?
Boy: My life

The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says...

The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind.
The reason why I don't like you is because I love you.
The reason I don't want you is because I need you.
The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left.
The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you.
The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you.
The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.

u complete mi~

hmm... back at the stupid shop again...
another 8.5 hrs wasted here... sigh...
anyway... lets talk abt ytd yeah?!? heez...
i had a real nice time ytd... all thanks to my dar.. heez...
he bk out ytd at 12 lidat... heez...
then ask him go smell the singapore air and kiss the singapore ground... lolz...
cos he say he miss mainland so much... hehe...
then msg with him and chatted with him online...
well... during work hrs... saw spencer and dillon outside my shop...
they waiting for hans... so ended up coming to find mi... heez...
i chatted with them from 6.30pm to 7pm outside the shop...
then we went coffee bean (ka fei dou) <-- spencer give de name... haha...
settle down to chat abt union and stuff... then waited for dar and hans...
after that we two go our separate ways... then went to makan...
fish and co.~ yumz... seafood platter and the swordfish and the sharkie freeze...
3rd time eating fish and co.~ lolz... nice i am so loving the seafood platter... haha...
heez... nxt time go the glass house there... is nice.. but abit loud the music... hehe...
after that we walk to esplande there le... wah...so long neva been there...
but the feeling is like ytd we were there... heez... 2 weeks like so fast...
but then during that 2 weeks... is really madness... lolz... why?!?
so many sleepless nights... so many thoughts.... juz thinking thinking of him...
waiting for his call... waiting for his msg... juz waiting and thinking...
and when u think... haha... it can make u go bonkers... heez
but dar we did it~!!! 2 weeks gone... woots... heez...
then he give mi a card and a pair of earrings... haha.. stun mi~heez...
and i dun know how to react... haha... so funni...
the card... wah... damn sweet... the contents... for mi to know onli... lolz...
the earrings is nice... i love it... so cute and special... heez...
thank u so much dar... heez...
spend our time there chatting and laughing.. so much catching up to do... heez...
until 12 plus... wow... late... heez... but it was a real great day...
oh yeah... i forget to mention... the merlion seems bigger ytd to mi... like so near...
haha... that is crap... but seriously... it looks bigger to mi... haha...
okie... back to... hmmm... oh... after tat we went home... took a cab to my place there..
haha... we pick up a camera... in the taxi... too bad it wasnt digital... lolz~
then get drink at 7-eleven...
then he send mi to my house there... heez... after that he took cab home...
dar was tired and sick... tekong cough... poor thing... must take care of urself wor...
after that i went home... read and read the card... so nice... heez... sweet...
then went to bathe... then msg him awhile abt meeting him for breakfast... which is today....
heez... meeting him at 8.30am...
hmm... didnt had a good sleep... 4 hrs plus onli... and during that sleep... i was dreaming...
and i have no idea wat i was dreaming abt.... then when i open my eyes... micheal buble-home...
is singing le... haha... wanna snooze but then my hp went low batt... panic... haha...
put it to charge then went to prepare...
left quite early... cos wanna go get stepsils for him...heez.. and of cos take money..
1/2 hr early to do juz tat 2 things... which i dun think need 1/2 hour right?!?... haha
in less then 10 mins i complete what i wanna do... then went to take train...
wah... morning train... so many pple.. sianz 1/2.. but did manage to get a seat...
reach city hall at 8.15 lidat... so early.. and my dear boi juz left home...
so i waited lohz... orh yeah.. a kind soul give mi today paper...
cos i wanted to take then no more le... thanks~
reading the papers while waiting for him... wah... xiaxue... the famous blogger...
her blog been hack... haiz... whoever that ass... i got no comments...
i love her blog man... is all abt real life and she really speak out what other pple neva dare to say... *salute*
anyway... after that meet up with him... went funan to makan delifrance...
love the fruit tarts... yumz... heez...
then went to get my daily doze of milo... heez... my wake up medicine... lol...
then we went raffles city to walk ard and chat... heez... nice... nua abit... then have to go work le..
send him to outside funan...
sianz... so reluctant to leave him...
have to wait for him to book out for his grad... on th 27th..
this time is 5 days le... thank god.... heez...

***************************************
this 14 days is long and enduring for mi...
so many thoughts..
14 days without u with mi...
make mi realise how much i need to cherish u...
i wont complain and expect anything...
having ya is enough to make mi feel the most happiest person...
and if fate allows mi to walk with u down this road...
i will gladly do it juz with u...
by your side for the rest of my liffe...

1 month had pass for us..
though is short...
but is been the best days of my life...
neva have i love someone so deeply b4...
and neva have someone make mi feel like i am falling for him over and over again...

The little things u did for mi...
shows so much...
it shows how much u love mi...
it shows that u have put in the effort..
the effort to make this relationship between us to last...
with that...
i know i mean alot to u...
how important i am to u...

Though i am neva been good expressing myself...
that doesnt mean i dun love u as much...
i will learn to love u more as each day passes by...

For the dreams u have for both of us...
with each of our efforts...
with the love with have for each other...
i am sure nothing is impossible for us...
For love takes two...

i be there...
to listen to ur sorrows and happiness...
to share all ur tears and laughter..
to support u...
to guide u whenever u are lost...
i be there for u...

i hope that our relationship will be lasting and strong..
having u with mi... and mi having u...
juz u and me...
down this unknown road...
be it smooth or not...
i know tat we can overcome all odds...

you have given mi the courage to pick this relationship up...
i was unsure at first...
i was afraid at first...
but now i know...
tat the faith i have in u...
and the faith u have in mi...
makes mi believe that i can walk this road with you...

you mean so much to mi...
precious...
someone that i wanna hold on to...
someone that i can share my life with...
someone that i can count on...
someone that iwill always be there for mi...

you make my day juz by spending time with u...
the hugs and kisses...
the chats...
the laughter...
the security...
every single moment...
makes my life so much better...
juz by having you...

its the simple things in life tat u have given mi...
i will appreciate..
i will cherish..

i love u juz so much...
u mean everything to mi..
we have many more days to spend together...
u and me... always...
you complete me~
[hc(."(",)char]

guess whose back?!?

today... guess whose back in singapore?!? hehe...
haha... he is back~!!!! haha... i am so excited...
yay~!!!! lolz... damn... stupid attachment...
if nt i got more time to spend with him...
but nevertheless.. i am soooo excited to meet him later...
can u feel my excitement?!?... lolz...
lalala~ anyway... ytd after work... went taka to meet up with my parents...
then we went shopping... wah... dad got taka vouchers from the company...
shop till abt 9 lidat... then we went to bring my brother's gf's bdae present over to her house...
my brother also happen to be there staying overnite...
so juz pop over... lolz...
then we chatted... wah... i was so afraid of missing manhunt...
but i manage to watch it at her place... niceeee.... parazzi [spell correctly?!?] shots ytd...
haha... see how the guys loses control when they given lots of fun... lolz... niceee...
lots of fun = day out wif gals and lots of booze... yupz... hahah... thats what they are given...
then is the black and white shots... with them wearing formal... wah... damn cool~!!!
hehe.... alright... i should not get over excited over them...
but unfortunely i am... how?!?! haha...
anyway... after the show... went home le lohz... bro didnt go home with us...
haha... reach home... bathe... help mum to fold clothings then...
i went to slp le... wah... first time in so many days...
i slp until sooooo gooodddd... it was a nice slp... heez...
well well... today last day to post lyrics i guess... lets see who is the last one...
the final song and singer... hmmm... *searching*

**my all time fav song... niceeee... is a super sweet song by two singers...
i always hear this song during weddings... lolz...

(I do swear that I'll always be there. I'd give anything and everything
and I will always care. Through weakness and strength, happiness and
sorrow, for better or worse, I will love you with every beat of my
heart.)

From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you
is where I belong
From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on

well... thats all for today... lazy to write le... but i am so so so so so so excited and happy... cant wait for later~!!! haha... cheerios... =PpP

1 more day~!!!!!

here i am... back at work place again... lolz...
usual routine eh? heez...
anyway... i juz feel like counting down now.. lolz
5 mths more to my bdae.. <--- yesh i am going to be 19 soon... argh... sooo old lei... 2 weeks lidat to the completion of my new house <--- yesh i am so excited that i am moving soon... becos of my current area that i am staying is getting worst... so many weird pple ard... *tsk tsk*... lolz... 1 day more to the date that he is bking out.. <--- yesh i have waited soooo lonnnggg... well... it seems long... though i know some of u will say is not long... but its loonnngg... bleah*... sooo looking forward to tml right now... current status = mentally tired + sick [cough and flu] + super duber blur + excited... and other kind of mixed feelings... yuppiez.... haha... 6 more hours to the end of today attachment... <--- yesh i am so looking forward to the end of attachment for today... why?!? cos it means that 8.5 hr have pass... and the time for tml is drawing soooo near... hahah... yay~! 15 +++ mins more to my lunch... <--- yesh i am so looking forward to lunch... cos i am so hungry right now... but then *ponders* what should i eat later eh?!? sianz of the food already loh... is either ban mian.. chicken rice/noodles... minced pork noodles... fish noodles... basically juz this few options... so is like 6 days per week i have this few options... and been 8 weeks le... i can choose mac, kfc, blah blah... but then not in the mood for fast food lar... get it? nvm... lolx...
well... ytd rush home after work to watch heartlanders...niceeee... lolz...
then had dinner alone cos they went out to buy sofa for the new house...
mum cook rendang... nice nice... yummy...
then after that do some household chores... feed my doggies...
then watch destiny.. channel 8 show... nt bad lah...
nothing to do mah... and i am nt in the mood to go online or use the com...
the reason being is 8.5 hrs in the office surfing net... u get what i mean?!?
my eyes will spoil... lolz.. nt as in spoil.. as in the vision will be bad... haiya u get what i mean lar... lolz...
then watch CSI... watch awhile nia... then dar called... then neva watch le lohz...
talk awhile onli... then have to put down le... why?!? cos nt enough batt... haha... *stress*... conversation is very niao ytd... lolz... onli he knows what i am talking abt...
then msg awhile... he ko le... lousy[jk]... he is tired lar... lolz....
then i went to sleep too... ytd night was cold... couldnt slp well...
and becos of that... i wake up today with a bad headache... and having flu...
haha... today is wed... and guess what... MANHUNT~!!! woots... haha...
so looking forward to that too... reason being is becos the guys in the show is HOT~!! yesh~damn HOT~!! haha... i am serious... especially all the photo takings and the posture and the showing of the bod~ is like OMG~!! HOT~!!! haha... watch it and u know what i mean... lolz... is gonna end soon... then american nxt top model is starting soon... wah... so looking forward to that also... hehez...
wah... so many things to look forward to... heez... alright... i am feeling hungry right now... and my food isnt here yet... lolz...
well... i shall continue... give mi a min... i go upload... lolz... *back*


niceeee right?!? my dream place..... as u all know... i am damn free during attachment... so i juz try to find pics of my dream place... the place where i wanna be... haha... is like juz let mi die there... seriously... hah... i dun mind... as i stated in my friendster profile...
** for those who dun visit my profile...lolz... this is what i wrote...**
hopes to live on an island with my love one.. an island in the middle of the ocean with beautiful sandy beaches and clear night sky filled with stars...and palm trees.. and small little huts or houses... [*dreaming*] but thats my idea of a happy ending... peaceful and juz niceeeee.... heez... =PpP...
*hint*hint* if this is ever so possible to happen in my life... i be the most happiest ger on earth man... haha... ask mi if u dunno what island this is... haha... and yesh it do exist... so perfect aint it... so peaceful... so perfect... haha... *knocks* *zap*... i should come back to reality right now... heez... *dream* haha... and yesh i am so looking forward to the day where i can be on tat island... haha...
well well... so many things to look forward to eh?!? haha... wah... took like 1 hr to write this entry... oh wait... i still have to look for lyrics... let see who is that lucky singer... or that lucky song... hold on... i go search... *back* alright... i love this song... nice nice... wanna know whats the title?!? ask mi... haha...

Too many billion people
Running around the planet
What is the chance in heaven
That you'd find your way to me
Tell me what is this sweet sensation
It's a miracle that's happened
Though I searched for an explanation
Only one thing it could be

That I was born for you
It was written in the stars
Yes I was born for you
And the choice was never ours

It's as if the powers of the universe
Conspired to make you mine
And till the day I die
I blessed the day that I was born for you

Too many foolish people
Trying to come between us
None of them seems to matter
When I looked into your eyes

Now I know why I belong here
In your arms I found the answer
Somehow nothing would seemed so wrong here
If they'd only realized

That I was born for you
And that you were born for me
And in this random world
This was clearly meant to be

What we have the world
Could never understand
Or ever take away
And till the day I die
I blessed the day that I was born for you

What we have the world
Could never understand
Or ever take away
And as the years go by
Until the day I die
I blessed the day that I was born for you

thats all for today entry... my food is here... chicken rice... $3.70... ex hor... haha...
go eat le... i am starving... haha... *cheerios*

2 more days...

hmmm... nthing much to write...
back at work place lohz... 10weeks more to go...
is like so long loh... haiz...
2 more days to the day he book out...
i am so so so excited... haha...
feels like we had been apart for soooo longg.. lolz...
my new house gonna be complete soon i guess...
haha... another one thing i look forward too..
cant wait for my mum to show mi the pics tonight...
cos i ask her to take for mi the picture of my room... heez...
ytd went home after work lohz... reach home... nobody at home...
they went to imm to buy some stuff...
then when they reach home... packed up the stuff they bought... and makan lohz..
wah so excited... i getting a laptop soon... heez... yay~!
brother's gf's bdae coming... hmm.. wonder what to get for her man...
and she gonna celebrate it at cdans... lookin forward to that too...
cos i get to hang ard with my bro's crazy friends...
wah like so many things to look forward too... heez...
bathe then watch tv lohz... incredible tales... haha...
wah... learn something from tat show... neva ever promise someone something...
why... cos u neva know that person is a ghost... and when u promise... and u dun fulfilled it...
it will huant u down man... scary... *touch wood*
okie... shall nt say things abt all this...
hmm... life now like so smooth smooth de... so happi...
juz stay lidat can?!? so many things i am looking forward too... haha...
well... gotta go grab my lunch le... so hungry... cant think of anything else le..
tonight gotta rush home to watch heartlanders... woots... shuai and cute... oppsie =X
*cheerios*

I don't need a lot of things
I can get by with nothin'
With all the blessings life can bring
I've always needed something
But I've got all I want when it comes to lovin' you
You're my only reason, you're my only truth

[chorus]
I need you like water, like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy from Heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms, that carries me through
I need you

Oh
You're the hope that moves me
To courage again, oh yeah
You're the love that rescues me
When the cold winds rage
And it's so amazin' cause that's just how you are
And I can't turn back now
Cause you've brought me too far

[chorus]
I need you like water, like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy from Heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms, that carries me through
I need you
Oh, yes I do, oh

I need you like water, like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy from Heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms, yeah, that carries me through
I need you

Oh, yes I do
I need you
oh, oh, oh
I need you, oh-oh

3 more days...

back at work le... yawnz...
tired... but lucky i get enough slp ytd..
9hrs... woots...
10 plus weeks more... faster get over and done with it...
reach work quite early... 10.20 am reach le...
wah... today sun... haiz... sooooo gooodddd....
wish i can go sun tanning right now...
sianz... i am getting white lohz.. ugly...
i am in need of the sun right now man... haha...
cos i after work i see nite time le...
i miss the sun... haiz... lolz...
dun care... i die die sun wanna go sun tan...
*pray* the sun to be nice to me... haha...
sianz... boring man...
so mentally tired... stupid attachment is killing mi...
anyway... my room is super chaotic right now..
boxes everywhere... wah.. dusty man... messy too...
wah... now comparing sun and rain with my cousin...
bth... haha... asking her to go sentosa with mi... wahaha...
hmmm... nt a bad start for the day...
got so many pple talk to mi le... woots... haha
well... 3 more days... is getting nearer...
sooooooooo happi.... sooooo excited.... heez...
i am missing him soooo soooo badly... haha...
gotta get back to my boring attachment life now...
haha... *gones* cheerios*

I never imagined a dream so clear
Until the day that you came in
You open my eyes bright in all of my days
You changed my life in so many ways
Without you in my life everything's just blue
Now that you're at my side
I know there's one thing's true

I'll never let go of the one who loves me so
I'll never let go of the one who believes in me
I'll stay by your side until the end of time
And I'll never let you, let you go

I never thought that I find love just like this
So many feelings all wrapped up in a kiss
Showing me sunsets in such heavenly sky
With your precious smile and one look in your eyes
This feeling that I have inside
I'll never let them show
Now that you're in my life
I want the world to know

I'll never mistreat you,
I'll never cause you any pain
I'll always protect you, be your shelter from the rain
You don't have to worry, no you don't have to fear
Cause I'll be with you right by your side
Yes I'll always be near
Yes I'll always be near

You should know that I love you so much baby
And I'll never let you, let you go

4 more days...

hmmm... juz a normal sunday as usual...
wake up at 8am...
raining... such a nice weather to slp...
but then i have to work...
last day le... woots... i dun have to work on sun anymore...
happy~!!! haha... off to work....
*fast forward*
end work at 3pm... then i went home le...
cook pizza and spag for the family... yummy~heez
then makan lohz... quite early... haha... but i am hungry...
rest awhile... then i went to take a nap... till now lohz...
very very tired... haha... been so long since i have taken a nap...
so shiok... haha... after i wake up, went to take a shower... wah... niceeeee.... heez...
going to pack my room again... wah... so many boxes le... so many things to pack...
haha... *cheerios*
4 more days... i am sooooooooo excited and happi~!!! heeez...
missing him so so so so so sooooooooooo much... haha... =PpP

You've got a way with me
Somehow you got me to believe
In everything that I could be
I've gotta say-you really got a way
You've got a way it seems
You gave me faith to find my dreams
You'll never know just what that means
Can't you see... you got a way with me

It's in the way you want me
It's in the way you hold me
The way you show me just what love's made of
It's in the way we make love

You've got a way with words
You get me smiling even when it hurts
There's no way to measure what your love is worth
I can't believe the way you get through to me

It's in the way you want me
It's in the way you hold me
The way you show me just what love's made of
It's in the way we make love

Oh, how I adore you
Like no one before you
I love you just the way you are

It's in the way you want me
It's in the way you hold me
The way you show me just what love's made of
It's in the way we make love

It's just the way you are

5 more days...

abt 16 more days to me moving house...
11 weeks more to then end of attachment...
5 more days till he book out...
7 hrs more to the end of attachment for today...
haha... wah...
i cannot everyday go count... abit bo liao lei... heez...
anyway... today weather is soooooo niceeeeee to slp man...
haiz... didnt wanna wake up... heez...
ended up i was late... but my boss is late too...
ended up i waited for him outside the shop... phew...
hmm... lets talk abt ytd yeah?!?
haha... i was out with my "brother in law" ytd...
went shopping with him... heez...
is real fun... enjoy it man... haha...
is like we can talk non-stop lohz... and his lame jokes...
omg... haha... is super cold... until to the point where it started snowing... lolz
and i tell u... i was so fed up... haha... why?!?
cos the floor is wet... and i am wearing the gp slippers... is sooooo slippery...
and that brother in law of mine walk so fast... grr... haha... so hard to catch up with him...
nvm... haha... so we went to shop... hmmm... he ah... shop for his things is longer then shopping for my things... bth... haha... 2 hrs nt enough... now i understand why... haha..
but ended up i manage to get a cap for hc lah... nice hor... haha... onli he knows... haha...
will go hunting for ur watch soon... heez...
we had short mary gold after that...
for those who dunno what i toking abt... is actually long john silver...
but i call it short mary gold... heez... thats my tradmark for them... haha...
overall is fun fun fun~!!! haha... we should go out again soon... before he enlist...
orh yeah... on the way home... he is like asking mi to take pictures on him...
so he pose and pose... haha... some with hc's cap... bth...
in the end i have 33 pics of him in my phone right now... haha..
and one of it really look like *cough* haha... bth... must compare le...
or i will show it to him... hehe...
then we took train home lohz...
alighted at je... then he took the centre train to gombak.. i think...
haha... then while waiting for the bus... hc called mi...
so chat and chat until i reach home...
then bathe... then chat again... abt 11plus lidat...
ask him go slp le... he is tired lohz... heez...
miss him lots man... 5 more days... woots... jia you~!
anyway going to makan le...
hungry~!!!! haha... ciaoZ* cheerios*

I know you've heard these words a hundred other times before
And you've been hurt and so your heart has chose to close the door
love broke your heart and brought you lies
look in my eyes
you'll see a love that's deep and true
tender and strong and all for you
you can trust this love
honest, that's the honest truth.

from the heart
i'm giving you everything, everything
from the heart
i promise you that i'll be there
i'll be there to love you
from the soul
i'm showing you all i feel, all i feel is
from the heart, from the heart.

i will protect you and respect you and be all you need
and when you reach for love you'll only need to reach for me
these arms will never let you down
they're staying around
i'll walk with you through every storm
i'll keep you safe, i'll keep you warm
and you'll have no doubt
you're the one i'm living for

repeat chrous

i'll provide the love you need
just trust my touch
believe in me
i'll never make you cry
giving all i've got with all i've got inside.

6 more days

abt 17 more days to the finishing of my new house...
11 weeks and 1 day more to the end of attachment...
6 days more to the day when he bk out...
6 hrs more to the end of attachment for today...
haha... wah... so many count down... lolz...
i am like a manual counter... heez...
well... today went to work as usual...
freaky... this guy were like siting under my block...
then when i walk pass... he smile... then greeted mi good morning...
is like i was thinking "do i know him?"
then i juz ignore and walk...
then he from behind shout at me...
"good morning" then he waves and smile...
so weird... i dunno him lohz...
juz hope that when i going home tat time i wont see him... lolz...
walk to chinese garden... wah so pek chek with the trains...
is like all cannot board de... bth...
so waited like 15 mins for the train...
ended up i was late for work today...
saw evelyn... my god nu er... haha... so happy man...
she alighted at dover... so sianz... wanted to go sch...
miss sch man... cant wait for nxt sem to come...
hmm.. one month baby here... so cute lei... haha...
juz had red egg and cakes... bao bao... dun need to eat lunch le... hehe...
was chatting with the pple here... haha... so niao...
anyway... going out with my "brother in law" later... vincent aka the eggman... haha...
give him tat nick eversince the weekend activity as the station ic and the egg game...
can remember tat he was super lame... even my "kids" also bth him.. lolz
we are going shopping... he helping mi to get cap for hc... haha...
cant wait~!!! haha... think he gonna freeze mi to death with his cold jokes...
damn i neva bring jacket... hmmz... maybe it will snow? haha... nvm... crapping... haha
going to go back to my boring life right now... rotting in the office and juz rotting and rotting...
haiya u get the picture... haha... amyway i think i going to go blind soon... or should i say wearing specs... haha... staring at the com for 8.5 hrs a day... horrible... haha...
must prevent my eyesight from getting worst le... heez
well... this morning alarm clock from my mum hp...
this is the song... wah... love it man... its from the show con air...
heez... is nice... enjoy~

How do I get through one night without you
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be
Oh I, I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
You're my world, my heart, my soul
If you ever leave
Baby, you would take away everything good in my life.

Without you, there'd be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There would be no world left for me and I,
Baby I don't know what I would do
I'd be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave
Baby, you'd take away everything real in my life.

Chorus:
And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive,
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live?

If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything
Need you with me
Baby, don't you know
That your everything good in my life.

And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever, survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live?

How do I live
Without you baby?...

7 more days...

i am tired...
so so tired...
very very tired...
arghhhhhhh................
slp ard 2am lidat... heez...
ytd went to meet kx at city hall mrt station...
and guess what... we are both wearing the same colour top...
yellow... haha... so qiao man...
hmmm... then we both headed down to blk 40... holland there to meet the rest...
wah... got alot of pple... hmm... mi, kx, lingzi, ah ma, weiling, wee wee, rh, jeremy, dil, lucas, ah beng, esther, cindy, apple, peiqi... [hopefully i didnt miss out anyone]
all of us squeeze in a table...
then after makan... we went to holland v there... to drink and chat...
hmmm... ordered our drinks... i had lychee martini... nice... nt bad... lolz...
then updates here and there... gossips... etc... hah...
those who are there will know what i toking abt...
anyway... wee wee if u are seeing this... paiseh wor... haha... u know what i mean lah...
chatted with dear till 10.30 lidat... 50 mins of talk... haha... niceeee...
then chatted with the rest again... till 12 lidat...
some left... onli mi, wee wee, ah beng, rh, kx and lucas were the last few...
then went home le lohz...share a cab with kx... thanks so much... thanks lucas too...
really appreciate it... heez... went home... bathe... then watch man hunt that i recorded...
omg is getting real exciting man the show... 6 more guys left...
and the guys is HOT... and i mean real HOT... haha...
is like i freeze my eyes on the tv all the way... and their photo shoots... is *drool*
haha... those who watch it will get what i mean lah... lolz...
then went to slp le lohz... i had a hard time slping man...
is like i keep waking up in the middle of the nitez...
i look so shag right now... haha...TIRED~!!! i need my slp... tonight i try to slp early le...
had a great time ytd... finally get to see my god mama~!! haha... miss her so much...
and of cos the rest too... haha...
7 more days... 1 more week... arghh... i have to ren.. though i cannot take it le... haha...
i miss him so so so much... haiz... going bonkers soon...
is like attachment is already giving mi a hard time le... horrible... lolz...
tonight gotta pack up somemore of my stuff... or else my parents will niam again... haiz...
so ma fan... why wanna move!!!
alright i should stop complaining...*ciaoz*

**brian mcknight-love of my life
First,first time I look into your eyes
I saw heaven-oh-heaven in your eyes
Everything I did before you
Wasn't worth my time
It should've been you
You all the time
I do anything and everything
To please you
You know how much I need you
You're always always on my mind

You're more than wonderful
More than amazing
The irreplaceable love of my life
You're so incredible
Here in these arms of mine
The irreplaceable love of my life

Always seem like a reality
Forever don't seem so far away
All I want to do
All I want to feel
All I want be is close to you (close to you)
Everyday is my lucky day
All I want to do is love you
I place no one above you
I tell you why

You're more than wonderful
More than amazing
The irreplaceable love, love of my life
You're so incredible
Here in these arms of mine
The irreplaceable love of my life

Baby you know
You know you're my one and only
All I want to do is be together
Shawty you know I'll never leave you lonely
In your eyes, In your eyes I see forever

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Ohhhhhhhhhh oh oh
Ohhhhhhhh Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh oh oh

You're more than wonderful
More than amazing
The irreplaceable love of my life
You're so incredible
Here in these arms tonight
The irreplaceable love of my life

8 more days...

yawnz... super tired right nw...
as usual... i am always tired... lolz... is like i slp or neva slp also tired...
been lidat for very long le... used to it... lolz...
ytd work as usual lohz...
was kinda surprise tat spencer pop by... lolz...
kinda happi to see him... haha...
so long neva see my "jie" le... haha...
well... chatted with him till 4plus lidat...
eat snake... opps... hmmz... nice top he wearing ytd...
haha... then awhile he going ya kun to eat...
feeling abit hungry... so i left the shop and went down to meet him...
waited so long for my kaya toast... haha... so settle down to chat with him again...
then when is my turn to collect my bread... we both left...
he heading to pennisular... then i went back to the shop...
been redoing my blogskin the whole day during working hrs...
haha... after work... went home lohz... get my hp protecter screen change...
then went home to eat dinner plus watching heartlanders...
wah heartlanders is getting nicer to watch le...
and vincent ng is getting cuter and more shuai... hhaha...
then pack up my room again... more and more boxes piling up le...
haha...kinda excited that i am moving house soon... heez...
but also abit reluctant... haha...
after that i went to send my LO progress report...
so fed up with the server... jam and jam... slow somemore...
then is like i need to send in with microsoft words format...
then when i send is in rich text format... so shitty...
try to send for 3 times... onli 1 time successful...
but is that rich text format instead of microsoft words...
then try to send again... the linux server down... bth...
give up le... hope my LO dun mind...
then after that upload photos and edit abit of my blogskin...
then go kun le...2am lidat then slp... tired...
8 more days... so excited... finally single digit le... heez...
miss him so so much... having a hard time slping... lolz...
today gonna meet kx after work...
go join the usual gang for dinner...
cant wait to see them... so long neva see them le..
should be fun lohz... haha...
well... gotta go makan le...
*ciaoz*

**mandy moore-loving you
(I had you, I had everything I ever needed)

From that first look I knew
I found heaven in your eyes
But who was to know, the way it would go
I have no regrets
Now that I let you in
Wouldn't have missed one single moment
I would do it all over again

'Cause I was loved
I was touched
And I learned what love is, I learned what love is
I was blessed
So blessed
'Cause i learned what love is, I learned what love is
From loving you

(I held you, I held everything I ever dreamed of)

With that first kiss from you
All this world seemed all so right
But who was to see the way it would be
I'll never forget
All the heaven we shared
And I thank God for every moment
Every moment that I had you there

I was loved
I was touched
And I learned what love is, and I learned what love is
I was blessed
So blessed
'Cause I learned what love is, I learned what love is
From loving you

(Some people search their whole lives
Never find what I found in your eyes)
Glad I got to get the chance to
Have you in my life
I won't be sad when I look back
'Cause I was... I was...

I was loved
I was touched
And I learned what love is, and I learned what love is
I was blessed
So blessed
'Cause I learned what love is, I learned what love is
From loving you
I learned what love is
From loving you

9 more days

yawnz... feeling damn tired... haha
drinking coffee to make myself awake... lolz
bad headache again as usual... so shitty...
well... juz reach work place nt long ago... sianz man
ytd went to meet my cousins and my family after work...
went to flash & splash at ps to look ard....
then went to fish & co. at the glasshouse at park mall there...
they were all there already... lolz... last one to reach is me... heez
nicee.... alright tat is my first time there... and my 2nd time eating fish & co.
haha... its been long since i eat fish & co.
there is 8 of us... my 3 cousin plus daryl[hope i spell correctly(one of the cousin bf)]...
plus 4 of us[my family]...
the food is superb... nice.. haha... seafood platter... power... big man...
order 2 freeze... sharkie freeze and the mermaid freeze...
haha... the sharkie freeze is nice... but the mermaid freeze is eEeee... lolz...
is like having the feeling of drinking mermaid skin.. wahahha... =X
i was real quiet ytd... haha... all my cousins feel weird...
maybe cos i was feeling real tired... haha...
then after awhile to get noisy... lolz...
then we talk abt clubbing and all this...
one day they gonna bring mi go... cant wait... haha
chatted until closing already... then gotta chao le...
bid gdbye to my cousins...
my dad working nite shift... so we went back home...
bathe... msg awhile then ko le...
tired man... no idea why... heez...
oh talk to him awhile onli ytd... saded... heez...
9 more days... woots... jia you~!.. lolz...
*gones*

I feel like a song without the words
A man without a soul
A bird without its wings
A heart without a home
I feel like a knight without a sword
The sky without the sun
Cuz you are the one

I feel like a ship beneath the waves
A child that lost its way
A door without a key
A face without a name
I feel like a breath without the air
And every day's the same
Since you've gone away

I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face
There are no words that could describe how I miss you
And I miss you everyday
Yeah

And I'm never gonna leave your side
And I'm never gonna leave your side again
Still holding on girl
I won't let you go
Cuz when I'm lying in your arms
I know I?m home

They tell me that a man can lose his mind
Living in the pain
The call in times gone by
The crying in the rain
You know I?ve wasted half the time
And I?m on my knees again
Till you come to me
Yeah

I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face
There are no words that could describe how I miss you
And I miss you everyday
Yeah

And I'm never gonna leave your side
And I'm never gonna leave your side again
Still holding on girl
I won't let you go
I lay my head against your heart
I know I?m home
I know I?m home
I know I?m home

And I'm never gonna leave your side
And I'm never gonna leave your side again
Still holding on girl
I won't let you go
Cuz when I?m lying in your arms
I know I?m home

10 more days...

ytd went to a wedding dinner...
my ex-tution teacher's son's wedding...haha...
also my mum's ex-boss's son's wedding...
nvm... is juz a wedding dinner...
haha... at orchid country club...
the grand ballroom is niceee... and of cos very grand...
the place is big... very big... like got 40 plus tables...
and each tables got 10 pple lidat...
lots of pple...
the lightings and the stage plus the roses... is ultra nice and romantic... heez...
the bride and groom enter with a car... haha... yesh a car... so cute...
the music is also cute... nt the normal kind of traditional wedding...
and then start serving the food lohz... haha...
the food is great... yumz...
i dunno is whether i hungry anot... cos i didnt had my breakfast and lunch...
then they got like speech and songs... by their family members...
left my seat and went outside the ballroom to talk to hc...
abt 20mins lidat then put down le lohz... went back to my seat...
then is like the bride and groom is like dancing in the middle...
awwww... sweet... haha... then joined by others...
after that is like left the deserts...
then went home le lohz...
went to talk to my ex-tution teacher awhile...
haha... he say i change alot... my looks and everything... lolz...
then went home le lohz... very very tired... haha...
went home bathe... msg awhile... then ko le...
super tired... nt enough slp mah... haha...
10 more days and counting down... heez... i cant wait for him to bk out...
so looking forward to it... heez.... missng ya~!!!!

**one of my fav song... nice...

still feels like our first night together
feels like the first kiss and it's gettin' better baby
No one can better this
still holdin' on, you're still the one
first time our eyes met - the same feeling I get
Only feels much stronger - I wanna love you longer
You still turn the fire on…
So if you're feelin' lonely don't
You're the only one I ever want
I only wanna make it good
So if I love ya a little more than I should

Please forgive me - I know not what I do
Please forgive me - I can't stop loving you
Don't deny me - this pain I'm going through
Please forgive me - if I need ya like I do
Please believe me - every word I say is true
Please forgive me - I can't stop loving you

Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch
We're still gettin' closer baby
Can't get close enough
I'm still holdin' on - you're still number one
I remember the smell of your skin
I remember everything
I remember all your moves - I remember you yeah
I remember the night - you know I still do
So if you're feelin' lonely don't
You're the only one I ever want
I only wanna make it good
So if I love you a little more than I should

Please forgive me - I know not what I do
Please forgive me - I can't stop loving you
Don't deny me - this pain I'm going through
Please forgive me - if I need ya like I do
Oh believe me - every word I say is true
Please forgive me - I can't stop loving you

One thing I'm sure of - is the way we make love
The one thing I depend on
Is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm prayin'
That's why I'm sayin'…

Please forgive me - I know not what I do
Please forgive me - I can't stop loving you
Don't deny me - this pain I'm going through
Please forgive me - if I need you like I do
Babe believe me-every word i say is true
Please forgive me - If I can´t stop loving you
Never leave me-I don't know what I do
Please forgive me- I Can´t stop loving you

Can't stop loving you

majong and class gathering

juz done finish my LO progress report for my attachment...
kinda sux cos i like i have nthing to write and we have to write 2 or 3 pages of it...
so finally i manage to write 2 1/4 page... i think it is enough le... cant think of anything to write anymore...
hmm... today came home at 9am lidat... went to bathe and ZzZzzz... KO...
ytd went to yw's house after work... meet wp at city hall interchange...
as usual... i will see the march pass... cos they practicing for ndp...
see le sianz half... argh... i miss him so badly now... haiz...
meet up with her le we went to take a train down to woodlands...
went to cold storage there to grab some bites... then meet qb and ment...
then we took a train down to yw house... so long neva see them already...
reach there... we crap abt... lolz... very funny... then youwei join us...
then we started playing majong...then some watch movie lohz...
play finish 1 rd plus then we went to 888 there to makan kuey chap... yumz...
kinda far but thats is the onli place that have 24 hr makan...
so we juz walk and talk at the same time...
reach le... order our food and makan... chit chat awhile then we went back...
qb left... bought some drinks at 7-eleven... then we went back to his house...
then cont to play lohz... play till 8 plus in the morning...
everyone is damn sleepy le... haha... so is like trying to make each other awake...
make stupid crap stuff... piangz... especially from youwei and mi... haha...
then after that i took 187 home...
KO on the bus... haha...
hmmz... i am like missing him so much already....
juz waiting for his call and sms everyday...
short and brief but i wouldnt trade it for anything else...
hah... being damn blur and forgetful this days...
he is like in my mind every secs...
cant really have the mood to do anything else...
i cant really do much either but juz wait till he bk out on the 21st...
so shitty... he say he have to bk in again on the 22nd... argh...sigh...
there's nthing much i can do... juz waiting... waiting for u to bk out...
till then i will miss u like crazy... =)

I drift, I burn, I fly
When you sing lullabies
I'm helpless, I'm yearning
I'm like the putty in your hands

I laugh, I dream, I cry
When you take me on a roller coaster ride
You see me through and through
You see just who i am
Just take my hand and

Save me from this place
Heaven knows I'm falling
For you, my sweet embrace
Heaven Knows
Heaven knows I've been waiting for you

I had a dream that i
was falling from the sky
At 90 miles an hour
I was bound to crash and die
But out of nowhere you came and rescued me
There must be some grace in the touch of your face
I'm so happy that I've found you
I'm no longer afraid

Oh ' cause you
Save me from this place
Heaven knows i'm falling
For you my sweet embrace
Heaven knows
Heaven knows I've been waiting

Before i met you
Life was slow-mo
So slow-mo
I thought i had it figured out
But you came and turned my whole world upside down

Save me from this place
Heaven knows I'm falling
For you, my sweet embrace
Heaven knows
Heaven knows you've come to

Save me from this place
Heaven knows I'm falling
For you, my sweet embrace
Heaven Knows
Heaven knows I've been waiting for you
Waiting for you

13 days and counting down..

hmmmz... back at work as usual... nthing much...
bored... missing him lotz... sigh...
ytd after work went home loh...
home alone... sit infront of the com to chat and listen to music...
neva like to eat alone... so i juz eat abit.. somemore nt feeling well...
headache sux... so shitty...
he called mi at 10.20pm lidat... talk abt 10 mins then he have to put down le... cos lights out...
so happy to hear his voice... heez... juz onli 10 mins... although it is short...
but is enough to make mi happy... =PpP
he msg mi abit then he go slp le...
couldnt slp ytd.... somehow i got a feeling he will msg mi... lolz..
so didnt put it on slient mode...
juz as i expected... he drop mi a msg at 3 plus in the morning...
haha... then we msg till 4plus... then he have to go do his stuff le...
so i went back to slp again... couldnt slp... haiz...
then he msg mi a morning msg... heez... at 8 plus lidat
then i try to slp till 9.30am...
sigh... tired man...
wake up... pack my stuff... going to stay overnite at my friend's house today...
class gathering cum majong session...
quit my sunday job already... 17th will be my last day...
need to spend more time with him... and also i will be shifting soon...
so is a sooner or later matter... =P
well... gotta get back to work...
argh... missing him... lolz...
u must jia you wor~! haha... (stupid mi... i know he cant see this..)
*gones*

I never believed in dreaming
It never got me very far
I never believed that love could find me
Like an arrow through the heart
I never believed in miracles
Or building castles in the air
Not until that day I found you
I turned around and you were there

From the day you came you gave me
A whole new point of view
I've been touched by an angel
It's impossible but true

I believe in you
I swear that forever from today
No one will ever take your place
I believe in you
And I believe our love will last always

I never believed in fairytales
Though sometimes I wish I could
I never believed that golden slippers
Could ever find the perfect foot
I never believed in magic
Or that wishes could come true
But your very first kiss
Changed all this something only you could do

You made me a believer
You made me trust again
You showed me there's a pot of gold
At every rainbow's end

I believe in you
I swear that forever from today
No one will ever take your place
I believe in you
And I believe our love will last always

Only love could set you free
And if you serve to fate
Then you're my destiny
Now I know
Now I see
Anything can happen
If you just believe

I believe in you
I swear that forever from today
No one will ever take your place
I believe in you
And I believe our love will last always

2 weeks and counting down

hmmmz... time to update...
though i know he wont have the chance to read it... haiz...
missing him already...
anyway lets talk abt ytd...
after work... meet puwen and shu hui...
get ziplock from him to pass to hc...
shu hui... hmmz... she is paranoid... her expression is like so sad...
she gonna be alright... promise puwen i will take care of her de...
funni right?!? i dun even know whether i can handle it myself...
when walking out... hc came... so happi that i see him... heez...
we went to cine to watch be with u...the movie is damn nice...
super ultra sweet lohz... and touching... its such a perfect love...
tear abit... lucky neva cry... lolz...
anyway... after that we went to orchard pt there...
cos he wanna eat ramen... but then... no more le... heez...
will eat next time alright... when u are out...
so we ended up in mos burger... okiez... we were like playing with my hp...
taking pics... then snatching here and there... then next thing is my hp drop onto the chili sauce
so messy and my hp is fill with chili... bth...
waited so long for my coffee milkshake... and that boi practially drink most of it...
lolz... after that we went 7-11 to get stepsils...
then we walk to somerset mrt station...
time pass so fast ytd... feel like crying le...
but i know i cant... cos i dun wanna make him feel sad...
behind those smiley faces of mine ytd.. was filled with sadness...
i can see that in him too... at some part i know he wanna cry already...
haiz... he cant send mi home cos his lao pa ask him to go home...
so i have to go home myself...
he accompany mi to wait for my train first...5 mins
that last 5 mins was so damn emotional...
juz wanna hug him and hoping the time could stop...
but when the train came... i told him... "dun cry ah"... cos his eyes getting wet...
haha... how funni... when i know i gonna cry any moment...
when i board the train... i tear abit... then i msg him... hoping that he is alright...
we cant bear to leave each other for so long ba...
the train ride home seems so long... crap...
haha... reach home bathe... then i msg him till i slp...
wake up at 7 lidat.. and drop him a msg... i juz wish i dun have to wake up
cos knowing that when i wake up... i have to wait for 2 weeks so tat i can see him again...
sigh... feeling damn weird today... dunno why...
msg him till i reach work place... blasting bsb in my ears...
think they will accompany mi for this 2 weeks ba...
he called mi... how nice to hear his voice... heez...
talk abt 10 mins lidat then he have to board the bus...
msg awhile then we stop le... sigh...
juz hope that he will take care of himself ba...
i did cry abit when i see his blog... haha... so cute.....
today the start of the 2 weeks and counting down...
i really hope i can handle it... dun want him to worry ba...
will try to occupy myself as much as possible...
i will be fine~ i hope...
*missing him badly already*

last day~!!!!! no time

hmmmz... last day for him... NO TIME~!!! =PpP
work is boring as usual... was kinda late today...
but lucky boss haven come yet...heez...
been writing my progress report tat is due on the 12th of this month...
3 pages... sux lei... is like i got nthing to write lohz...
brought my tumb drive to work... haha...
cos need to upload and send photos to those who requested for the photos since i cant rmb when... haha... its quite a long time lar... haha...
been really bz nowadays... going out... packing my room...
yesh... i am moving out soon... shit... haha... so many things to pack...
worst is so many things i have to throw away...
expecially my collections of magazine... argh...
ytd wrap all the fragile stuffs...
pack my collectable bears and other stuff toys in a big box... heez...
yesh i collect stuff toys... haha... my fluffy bears... heez...
my childhood toys... polly pockets and barbie dolls...
seeing them once again after sooooo lonnngggg....
haha... all pack them up... dun wanna throw them away...
cos got so many memories... =PpP
anyway... time to move on ba... haha... the new house...
so far away from sch...
but i feeling so excited to move lei... haha...
cant wait to sun tan at the pool deck at my new house... woots... heez
anyway my old area here is getting scary le...
cos very unsafe...
so many drunken pple... weird pple also... bth...
heez... anyway going out later... going to watch be with u...
so many pple say is niceee... so i cant wait to watch it too... haha
hopefully is nice lar... haha... last day to spend with him b4 he goes in...
2 weeks... damn... things gonna be fine... everything will be fine... i hope... =P
juz dun paranoid... haha... juz dun think... 2 weeks will be over soon... heez...
alright... typing this and storing it in my mind... haha...
i will be fine... haha... i guess... lolz...
feeling hungry now... cant think... heez...
well... wanna go buy lunch le...
cant wait to see him later... lala~... haha...
*gones*

i had a bad day

Daniel Powter - bad day

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the brink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day

alright the reason i post this song is becos i really had a bad day ytd...
yup.. i guess is juz becos i think too much ba...
so many things trigger mi... feel so shit...
in the morning...
mix feelings... sad, irritated, confuse... etc
partly is becos i am afraid that things will change after he go in...
partly is becos i am afraid i cant hold on...
partly is becos i am afraid that i may break down anytime...
partly is becos i am afraid of losing him...
so many shit...
in the afternoon...
karen tell mi wat happen to her... i feel even worst after that...
afraid that i may become like her...
i know i wont... but what if...
i neva know right?
went home after work...
at home...
so irritated... my mind is filled to the brim le...
is like i can explode anytime...
yet i juz act per normal...
then came my father...
nag and nag...
want mi to come home eat dinner with the family...
i did... but where is brother... is like when i want to come home for dinner...
either one will be missing.... or no food... say will cook ended up neva...
in the end i kana blame... crap...
watch my tapes... halfway... dad wanna watch news... so i stop my tapes and let him watch...
went to use the com... transfering photos... chatting..
then he watch finish...
come inside the room and nag... say wanna use the com... ask mi go watch tv...
at that time i like transfering halfway... and the stupid tumbdrive is giving mi pro...
waiting for the com to restart... he nag... why so slow... cannot transfer tml isit?
then he start nagging that the tv is still on...
is like WTF... cant he juz switch it off first... crap...
is like i know he very stress up with the new house...
but do he have to show it to me?
then i juz bu shuang and shout back... feel so shit...
went to bathe... feel refreshed but irritated...
shouted at my mum... felt so bad...
cont watching my tapes...cant be bothered...
flash back of all my problems when i watching my tapes...
then thats when i break down again...
argh... dun wanna watch anymore... so juz lie on my bed...
then cry again... wth...
is like i cry so many times...
my head is like bursting...my eyes hurts...
crap... feeling so paranoid...
msg awhile then i cannot take it le...
my head hurts like hell...
i juz wanna slp and juz let it go... let the problem go...

woke up this morning... feeling better by abit...
went to wash up... then feel shitty again...
is like WTH.... cannot take it le...
blast bsb in my ears when i walk to the mrt station...
dunno why... it comforts me alittle when i listen to them...
stupid... maybe becos their songs always got gd meanings?
meeting hc... saw his face when i reach the station...
abit bu shuang... but after tat... i felt so much better...
he make my day so much better...
had breakfast... at mac...
then went to work...
felt so happy... i think if he neva meet mi today...
i will still be in my foul mood... so thanks alot dear...
try my best not to make u feel paranoid kz? heez...
well... gotta go back to my work le... *sianz*
still having headache... bad cough... must recover soon... *gones*

i need a hug right now

hmmmm......
right now i juz need a real big hug...a comforting one...
anyone?!? =PpP
hah... well... after reading my god mama blog... i sorta cry...
tears automatically juz flow down...
i feel sad for her... to go through all this shit...
yet i feel happy for her... to have someone there always for her...
god mama u must jia you k?!? heez...
3 more days... can the time juz stop now?!? lol...
is so horrible man... the feeling....
is like... 3 more days...
did i spend enough time with him?!? what will happen?!? will it be the same?!? will the feelings remain?!?
i might juz break down and cry like a child anytime... lolz...
i dun want anything to fade away... juz wanna be the way it is now...
maybe i juz need some assurance right now...
i guess i fall too deep... juz too deep le... =PpP
stupid thoughts... so ben dan loh... hah...
right now... luckly got my god bro toking to mi... if not... hah... i dunno what will happen...
thank u so much... =) ya always there for mi... heez...
*shit* the tears cant stop... so shitty... i hate it when i start tearing... its so hard to stop it... lolz...
whatever it is i must... endure... and hold on... i know i have to...lolz
well... lets tok abt ytd... had a really great time...
nice.. sweet and funni... lolz...
went to swensens to have dinner... then went to get the ice cream he wants...
then we go esplande there to nua...
hmmm... took some pics too... lolz... plus the exchange of our projects...
so funni... hah...
after that went home le lohz...
went home quite late... thanks for sending mi to my house there... heez...
bathe then i msg awhile... fell aslp in the process if msging...
so tired~!!!... ZzzZzz...heez...
*holding on*

millenia walk

hmmmz... time to update ba...
sat went to meet up with hc.. then we go have dinner at pastamaina...
woots~ been a long time since i eat that...
last time i ate it with my ex ccas gers... hah...
that was the day when 5 of us went to watch shutters... heez
screaming like mad... opps...
well after dinner... went to millenia walk there to nua...
the place ah... super windy... no idea why also... hah...
alright... snap alot of pics tat day... hah...backviews~ hah
well... after tat headed home lohz...
then cont with my stuffs...
been slping late for few days le... 4am lidat...
hah... but it was worth it lah... the achievement of finishing it... heez...

sun wake up at 8am... prepare to go to work...
damn tired at the moment...
my eyes were tearing... nose is "leaking"... the cough is irritating... lolz...
lucky time pass fast at work...
if nt i think i can ko there... thanks to the many customers that keep mi awake..
went to the market to get some stuff...
then go home le...
wanted to slp... but then ended up neva...
continue with my stuff... until 7lidat...
then go have dinner...
then cont again... till 8plus...
then watch manhunt... woots... thanks for recording for mi...heez... *drools*
and superstar... lolz...
the show manhunt is real power... is like their bod is really OMG~perfect... hot... haha~ opps
even my bro also can feast his eyes on them... dun worry he is nt gay... hah...
he is so motivated to get their bod right now... haha...
well i think guys who watch it will be motivated... hah... and the gers will drools... bth...
after that msg awhile then kun le... haha... damn tired... i need rest more...heez...
4 more days... sigh... can time stop right now?!?

sakae sushi

hmmm... sianz sianz... i am so bored at work...
13 weeks more to go... wooo... jia you...
juz get my pay ytd... thank god... if nt i can go eat grass le... haha
well... after work actually wanna go get some stuff... then go home for dinner...
but then cheated by my mum... she neva cook... lolz...
juz nice my cousin coming to funan... she having sakae sushi for dinner...
so i ended up joining her... she brought strepsils for mi...heez...
hmm... eat until very full then we left for home...
its been a long time since i see her... hah... miss her and the other two sisters of hers...
going to meet them up soon... cos one of them going to japan for training... for 2 mths...
aniway... reach home... rest awhile then bathe...
then start doing my stuff... while chating on the phone...
slp abt 5am lidat... damn tired... hah...
stupid cough is irritating... going to get my strepsils... ciaoz~!