whats ur new yr resolution?!?

hmmm.... been a long time since i update already... cos been really busy studying for mst!!! so past few days i am at school studying then go home after that... usual... neva get to study much also... cos there is too much to study already! hee... but got study abit onli lor...

[ lala and me~ hee... cos we are too bored to study anymore... haha ]

today after studying i went to dear's house there to study... cos go home sure play game de... and i have to rush finish a textbook that i didnt buy... lolz... manage to study 3 chap... he went to buy my dinner... how sweet... hee... thanks dear... after that i go home le lor... watch tv and play games with him.. haha..

anyway today is new yr eve already... so fast... going to be 2006 soon... hee... its been a great year for mi this yr... peaceful and nice.... hee... whats gonna be install for mi nxt year... think it gonna be a challenge each day again... thats life... but i know there is someone who will always be there for mi... hee... thanks dear... i feel so bliss to have u... hee... not forgetting my family and friends... love u all~!!! hee...

whats ur new yr resolution? decided already?! hee.. i going to think of mine now... and hopefully i fullfilled it! haha.. its gonna be a great achievement! i hope u guys achieve it too~ haha... and of cos hope u guys have nice memories in 2005... and be prepare for 2006... i bet it roxs!! cos u neva know what each day gonna be right?! thats the beauty of life... and the things u do gonna affect u the nxt day or ur life~ haha..

so wanna wish u guys out there " HAPPY NEW YEAR~!!!!!!!!!!" hee...cos i wont be able to wish u all tml... haha... may 2006 be filled with wonderful memories.. many wishes from me~ =) stay happy and smilex always!
love ya all~ =P

*psst~ i cant wait to spend my new year with u and of cos the rest of the other days ahead~ hee.... love u lotsa!! =PpP

union bbq~

wake up at 8am today... been so long since i wake up at this time... was kinda reluctant too... lol.. but have to... cos meeting friends to study in school at 10am... wake up and prepare... and off to school le...

meet marcus and fy then went to t15 study area... settle down and start studying... hl joined us then followed by lala and fad... went to makan with the two of them at fc3.. then went back to study again... damn tiring man... and quite frustrated... cos so many things to memorize... haix!

studied till around 3plus when god er zi called mi... meet him at union then went off with him in his uncle's car to collect satay.. then to east coast park... help him with the stuff.. saw biwei and dj when we were in the car... lolz...call them and ask them to meet us at the bbq pit..

it started raining heavily! sianz... then we settled down to tok and waited for the rain... when it begin to stop... we took the stuff to the pit and settle down... while mi and biwei went cycling... all the way to the jetty... feel so relax and nice with the wind blowing against me... hee... then cycle back to return the bikes...

after that we went back lor... eat abit then went walk all the way to parkway parade there to pick max... cos he dunno how to walk in... haha... bought bubble tea... the auntie give so much pearls! haha... meet him at the hawker then we walk back le... by then got more people come...

and it started raining again! grr... took biwei and my bag to mac cafe there to sit... lolz... was drenched from head to toe man... rested there... then saw more union people... chatted and read lime... so wanting to go to BSB concert lah... haiz...

when the rain stop we walk back... and finally dar came! hee... happy to see him... then we went to mac to eat fries... lolz... after that we went to the rock there to nua... hee... juz relaxing...nice... even for awhile...

after tat around 10 lidat we walk all the way to take 31... damn tired... lolz... fell asleep on the bus... hee... tml going to study again at 10am... didnt manage to study much today... haix! need to buck up... go sleep le... *gdnitex*


我只想要和你在一起
朝着幸福走去
像恋人般的简单甜蜜
我只想要和你不分离

[[ your sweetest embrace ]]

the chronicles of narina, the lion, the witch and the wardrobe

sleep till quite late today... lolz... wake up and it is aready going to be 12... wanted to wake up early to study but i was too tired... pack my room today... till around 2pm... prepare and get ready to meet dar...

we took to far east then walk to shaw to book tixs for the chronicles of narnia... i wanted to watch the show cos i find the thriller damn cool... haha... 6.45 show... so we went walking around to kill time... haha...

went to find his ipod protecter sticker... walk to wheelock... search but dun have... then we went to taka to get some food cos i haven eaten anything... bought takopachi... hehe... then walk all the way to cinelesiure to find the ipod protector again... finally found it and it cost cheaper then last time... he bought it... and i wanna get imoshi next month ba... cos my ipod so many scatches already... lol...

after that we walk around cinelesiure then to heeren... wanted to buy a watch... hunting for one now... hee.... then walk all the way back to shaw... bought potato chips and drink then went up le...

the show is nice... nice plot and everything... i love it... hee... very interesting ba... thought it gonna be lame... but is very nice!!! hee... i was freezing in the theatre... and he is trying to keep mi warm...damn funny... lolz... the show ended around 9 lidat...

we took a bus to ps... went to buy MR X. for our hp.. haha... nice... then bought chicken and then we took bus to esplande there to makan... yummy... its like we like siting down and enjoying it... lolz... took lotsa pics again! haha... after that took 133 home lor... then accompany dear wait for bus... hee...

tml going to school to study already... finally i am going to start my studying for mst... hope i can absorb as many as possible.. haha... good nitex*

[[ our mr x. - nice combi right... red, black and white...hee ]]

[[--thats us at esplande... "take 1"--]]

[[--thats us at esplande... "take 2"--smilex!]]

merry christmas 2005

feeling damn tired right now... lolz... sleep onli for 2 hours since yesterday... anyway... time to update le... hee...

wake up at around 9 lidat... me and kx went suntanning at my house... all the way till 12 plus... then bathe... she waited for mi to pack my stuff... then took bus to tpy... she accompany mi wait for dear... after that she left home... while we both went to eat at the food court...

after eating... rush down to town... on the way it rain... took 105 so have to stop at far east there... gotta walk all the way to shaw... hee... i was like wet! lol... reach shaw... so crowded... so many people buying tickets... manage to get 5.50pm... we are watching KING KONG!!! haha... yay... i am damn excited... cos i been waiting for this movie for damn long already...

we walk all the way to taka there to buy some food to bring in.. kill time also... cos we got nothing to do... bought potato chips and snapple and chocolates... lol... after ard 5 lidat... we walk all the way back to shaw...

the show rocks man! i love it... and it has a very very sad ending... makes mi tear... is like why do king kong have to die? haiz... i was so sad... the show really can see the emotions of king kong in his eyes... the feeling is like... "awww" heez... and i cant believe the people are so evil... all because of wanting to make themselves famous... what an ass!

after watching we walk all the way to wisma there to buy log cake... then off to jeremy house... took train to tanah merah.... then walk all the way in... then rot there and waited for the rest to come... had BBQ... yum... poor wee wee... he was being tortured... lolz...

me, dear, kx, lucas, aizhen, lingzi, cindy, elaine, rh, wee wee, beng, dil, jeremy, maureen, marcus and jun rong... all of us were there... at 12 lidat we celebrate wee wee birthday... and then cut cake plus gift exchange... i got a pen holder from edward... haha... after that watch tv... while some play mj and some go drinking... we manage to sleep around 7plus... after lotsa laughter... most of them were all high... lolz... and the star of the nite is jun rong... cos he is so funny... haha... and he dunno what he is doing man.. cos he is damn high liao... haha... damn joker... laugh until stomach pain...

all of us wake up around 11 plus... wash up... then left our separate ways... lingzi, me and dear head to bedok... then ling zi left for home while we went to have breakfast... stomach damn pain... so didnt eat... think have gestric... bth...

after that we took 26 home... i was damn shag already... and dear have to send mi to my lift there... hee.. thanks... reach home... sleep till around 4 lidat...

have to cook cos my uncle and family coming over... cook lotsa food... i cook chicken kebabs... bro cook spag... bro's gf cook mushroom with bacon... yummy.... damn full after eating all those... then we all left to chomp chomp there... ice cube... to makan ice cream... yummy... stay there till around 11 plus... then all of us head home le...

reach home... bathe... rest awhile then started to do a new skin cos christmas is over... lolz... feeling so tired... going to sleep le..

good nitez all...

hope u guys have a wonderful christmas this yr... and have a great year ahead.... -smilex- =)

[[-taken in the theatre while waiting for the show to start... lolz-]]

dad's birthday... thai express!

wake up very late today... ard 12.. was super tired... no idea why also.. haha... tok to dear for awhile on the phone... after that help mama to cook then eat lor...

went out around 3plus lidat... got jam on the road man... so we reach town ard 4plus... hard to find carpark also... lolz... we went to paragon there... went to see the new O2 phone... eat tori-q and big gulp.. haha...

after that walk to shaw there... walk around... went to mango... mum bought a top there... then we went to far east lor... wanted to get shoes de... i bought a top from there... haha... then we very hungry le... so walk back to paragon...

having dinner at thai express... cos dad neva been there... so bring him go lor... order lotsa food! haha... eat until damn full... nice and cheap too! hee...

after that we went to taka there to walk... cos it was raining... walk all the way to wisma cos they open till 12... nthing to see also... cos too many pple le... is like damn squeezy... being push here and there... *faintZ* feels like chinatown during chinese new year...lolz...

walk to the christmas thingy outside taka... take lotsa pics... haha... damn funny... after that went home already.. was so tired... and i have to do e-learning assignment..

reach home... rush doing the assignment... thanks to youwei giving mi the ans... cos i damn lazy to think already... e-learning week sux totally... waste time... sianz.... dun tok abt it already...

i cant wait to watch king kong tml... hee...

*good nitex!*

[[ daddy and me! ]]

happy birthday to my dearest daddy~!

wake up damn late today... around 11 again... lolz... was super tired... can sleep somemore de.. haha... but didnt... wash up then went online to login to e-learning... but the stupid website damn lag! and i give up trying... log in for like 3 hours... haha... bth... then mum cook wan tan mee for mi.. yum... then went to bathe the dogs... after that prepare to go out le when my dad came home from work...

he went to donate blood at the blood bank till around 7 plus... then went to china town there to makan porridge... love the frog porridge there... hee... yum... so qiao to see my bro and his gf there too... haha... so we eat together... but today one is like so watery... haiz.. maybe too many pple le... lol...

after tat went walking around chinatown... wanted to eat tuan yuan... but such a long queue... sianz... cant eat my tuan yuan... free then i cook myself... haha... after tat we went home le... dad bought bah kua for mi~! haha... cos is like 30% discount... haha... send bro's gf home first... reach home watch the swan... then bathe... going to sleep soon... hee..

tomorrow going out to celebrate daddy's birthday... hee... cant wait... hee.... nxt week gotta start studying for exams le... no time... haiz... sianz... cant go out that much anymore i guess... haiz haiz... i want more time in december!!! hee...

going to sleep le... nitez all....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY~!!! LOVE YA LOTS!!! *heez*

carnivore~!

today........

wake up quite late... ard 11.... then rot around.... cos i was super lazy to do anything... went swimming for awhile... then went off le... took 966 to woodlands interchange... meet fy and hl to discuss about our network management quiz... while the rest meet them online...

meet them at BK there around 2.30... then went to buy bubble tea first... haha... yum.... then went to his house... setup wireless on my computer... then was trying to log in and log in to the stupid SP e-learning to do... and we manage to log in at 5 lidat... damn lag lar..

the quiz got 20q and we were discussing online... lolz... damn funny... but we were all so piss with the website... sp so dumb... wanna follow np having e-learning... but the server so CMI... haiz... irritating... but we manage to do finish with all of us getting full marks...

after that went to makan at fy's house nearby... then walk to the station with hl... i went to tpy to meet dear... to buy gift xhange present for the party this christmas... took train to orchard... then went walk ard... went to taka to buy... lotsa pple!!! damn squeezy... pple pushing... we manage to get the present... then went to get gift wrappers...

then went to basement to buy tori-Q... then to 7-eleven to buy big gulp... after that went walking ard... dar and mi were damn tired... so went home after walking finish cinelesiure... took 65 home... damn squeezy... lolz...

going to sleep soon... damn tired... got lotsa things to do... and gotta study... haiz... so sianz... cant even enjoy the holidays peacefully... argh!

good nitez all~!!! hee... =)


yesterday........

went out with my parents around 5plus lidat... drove to marina square... then walk all the way to city hall... to walk around... waiting for time to past... meet bro and his gf there... she bought royce chocolate for me! hee.. thanks...

after that we walk all the way to chijmes...i love going to chijmes... cos the place have nice food with damn expensive price... but nice embience and nice service too~! so kinda worth it if u juz spend money eating there once in a blue moon... we are having dinner at carnivore! muahaha... the place where they juz serve meat and meat and meat... lotsa meat! haha...

reservation is at 8pm... we reach there juz in time... settle down outside... very nice! i love chijmes... hee... they give us this 2 sided round card... that write "yes, please!" and "no, thanks"... there will be people walking around with sticks of meat! different kind of meat... then when u juz flip the card to "yes, please", they will serve you... slice it nicely on ur plate... "no, thanks" meaning that they will stop serving you~ duh... haha...

dar came also... hee... was really glad that he came... all siting down and eating and talking... and joking ard... enjoying good food with good embience and good service... with the people i love... what more could i ask for on my birthday! i couldnt be more contented... hee... i was really happy... hee...

the food is great... feel like a carnivore man! is like really all meat... and all kinds of meat... but totally yummylicious.. love it... hee.... we eat there till ard 9plus.. was damn full.. haha.. cant even tell which meat is which... damn funny... had sorbet... mango flavour... nice... but it taste meaty... haha... cos after eating so many meat~ lolz...

the stuff working there all came around our table and handed mi a piece of cake... and they all sing birthday song!~ hee... *grinz* and i get my birthday song juz lidat... great! hee... too bad i didnt get to have log cake for my birthday... i so wanting to eat a log cake... heez.. anyway, i make my wish and blow off the candle... haha... and eat the cake... yummy... warm chocolate brownie... with strawberries... and blueberry... when we were asking for the bill... we were guessing the price of the total bill... hee... a usual thing we does always... and i guess it right again! hehe... $362.. lalala~

after that we walk our way back to marina square... stopping along the way to look at things... all of us squeeze into the car and then dad send bro's gf home follow by dar... hee...after that we go home le lor... damn tired... but sleep quite late... hee... played with bro's new hamsters.. damn cute... haha...

[[-me and brother's gf-]]
[[yes, please --> i want more meat!~ ]]
[[no, thanks --> enuff is enuff!~]]
[[the cake given by carnivore~!]]

19 candles~ hee

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO ME~!

finally i am 19th yrs old... juz a flash of an eye... realise how time flies... but when u are going thru it, it seems slow... sigh.. thats life... every single day is so precious... have to make full use of each and every single sec... cos u neva know what u did that moment can change ur whole life in the future... or even cherishing the time with ur friends and love ones...

december... my favourite month every yr... but this yr is special... i know it is... becos having someone special in my life celebrating wif mi other then family and friends... hee... though it is celebrated not on the day itself... i am still happy and definetly appreciated it alot... =)

juz as i had predicted... this year dec is good... juz as what my gut-feeling had tell me... get most of the things i wanted... celebrating it with dar and family... the feeling of being love by all my loved ones... feels really great... the christmas spirit of love... heez...

i really wanna thanks them all for making this mth a great month for mi... despite having to rush my projects and assignments and MST... those really prevent mi from having the mood to enjoy... sigh.. nevertheless... its been great so far... and i hope it will be that great till the end of this month and of cos many great years ahead...

thanks to all who have wished mi earlier... really appreciate it to have pple who remember ur bdae... it may doesnt seems quite a big deal... but it definetly mean alot to me! so thanks all for ur wishes~ =PpP may u guys have a great december!

thanks for the wonderful 6 mth with me... truely appreciate it especially ur love and ur care... enduring me also.... =PpP believe in the both of us.. i will love u.. this i promise u.. hee... =PpP lotsa love from me... =)

steamboat~!!! nice nice...[-1day-]

juz came home from dar's house... hee.. today meet him at ard 2 lidat... then we went to see starhub at tpy... wait until i so fed up... quite impatient... sorry~! hee... after that we went to marina sq... treat dar to cavana... then went to exchange my things... too bad dun have nice one for mi... so ended up he get a board shorts for himself... nice nice... need to pay 5 plus more... i pay for him... cos is so nice... haha... then went walking ard... then we went to oub centre to open the starhub line... is like finally... with dar getting VS3... damn nice the phone... using it now... hee.. thanks alot dear~... so i got another line with mi already... 2 phone.. hope i can manage... for those i have in my contact... prepare to receive a msg frm mi... hehe.. after that we went to take pictures while walking back to esplande... damn nice~ hee... had the strawberries dip in chocolate... i like it... hee... yum~! took 56 back to his house... had steamboat cum bbq... super nice... hee... i love steamboat... yummy~ and it feels like home... =P heez... abt 10 plus lidat i went home le.. e-learning week starts tml... so bo liao... stay at home check the website to see got assignment and stuff... wu liao... is like i rather go to sch... tml going sch to study wireless networking with my classmates... need to finish fme project fast! due on 22 dec... lots of up-coming events plus lotsa things to do.. not forgetting studying... cos after the two weeks will be mst... 4 papers... need to study hard le... i am lost for quite long... haha... going to bathe then prepare for tml...
[[my days are more colourful with u around me... xing fu is the word... hee...thanks for everything... =) heez... really apprecitate it!]]

[[ us at esplande~ hee.. nice timing]]

[[trying to squeeze into the camera..lolz]]

[[tats me trying to take esplande with my hp... duh... what am i thinking... haha]]

early bdae celebration~!

damn tired right now... juz came back from sun tec city area... juz packed finish my stuffs and going to bathe soon... heez... anyway... today meet dear at tpy ard 3plus... later then the time we suppose to meet but he caught in an accident... worried man... meet him then we took 143 to ps... wanted to open a new line.. but i forget to bring my coupon... tml then do it... hee... then we walk to heeren... to get my havanians slippers... with the strap behind... finally bought it... purple in colour... nice~ hee..then walk ard somemore... then went to take bus to suntec... went to the sony gallery exhibition... the camera soooo nice... black in colour... psp white is so nice... wish i got money then can buy for him... hee... after that we walk ard marina sq... then went to esplande... the merlion there to eat at bakerzin... had smoked salmon and boneless chicken... then had 3 cakes for desert.. damn nice~ hee... after that brother call mi.. say he bought for mi the nike bag that i wanted! hee.. so happy cos i cant find it already... went to meet him to take it from him as he is staying at his gf house... though is smaller then the size i wanted... but it look nicer... cute and more compact... heez... after that mi and dar went to millena walk there to open up his present... sooooo cute and sweet... nice... look like cotton candy... with all the things i want!~ hee... thanks dear! after that we went home le... tired... somemore his ears hurt from the accident... hopefully tml will be alright le... if not i will accompany him to the hospital... think tml watching the promise ba... cos he wanna watch... going to sleep soon already.. gotta go bathe... hehe... definetly enjoyed this yr... especially this month... heez... got most of the things i wanted already~ yay~ hee... and thanks to all those who wished mi early bdae wishes...

[taken on the bus!~ hee... blur]

[my presents~! hee... not forgetting my levis jeans from my mum... and whats in that box... is onli for mi to know.. hehe =PpP]

[[thanks alot for today... heez... sweet and nice... thanks for the present and for celebrating my bdae with mi~ =) treasure and cherish u like no one had ever done to u before... i will be the one tat treat u the best... heez...]]

[2 more day to 19 yrs old!]

nice day~

juz came home not long ago from town...
anyway... today skip 10-11 lecture...
damn tired... keep dozing off in tutorial... lolz..
went home then follow my parents to imm...
then went home pack the stuff... makan lunch then went out with my mum...
went to jean yip at ps to dye my hair... cover the stupid white hair...lolz..
after that meet my brother... then we went walking ard...
bought my long waited levis jeans... =) thanks mum~!
then went looking ard for shoes..
went to makan at orchard hawker...
fishball noodles... not bad... hee...
then went walking to far east...
continue looking for shoes... lolz..
after that we went home le...
wait quite long for 65! super slow...
feeling very tired already...
had a great day today...
cos its been long since i went out with my family members...
looking forward to having dinner with them on my birthday~! heez...
*cheerios*[-*5days*-]

2 down 1 more to go...

1 more lab test to go... haiz...
and i already cant make it for the one i take today...
i hate wireless... it crop up on mi today...
sigh...
55 marks gone... i hate it... especially when i am able to do it during lab classes...
but why not during lab test...
kinda disappointed in myself...
went to play carom with my classmates after that...
felt abit better...
fme was lame... 15 mins onli... waste time...
then i went home to rest...
been tired these days... sigh...
going to rest soon...
tml 8am lesson...
*cheerios*

[sigh.... feeling sad... ]

saw 2

had my lab test today...
was quite alright...
but too bad the thing doesnt run...
even if i type everything out! haiz...
tml having another lab test in the morning...
wireless... juz hope it doesnt crop up can le... haiz...
nm lecture ended earlier... so went to club there to play carom wif my classmates...
played till ard 5 plus then went to town to meet dar...
meet him at raffles city there..
then we walk to shaw tower to watch saw 2...
free tixs... but the cinema so lousy de! lol...
damn confusing area...
the show was damn gross... but quite interesting in another sense...
those who dont appreciate life dont deserve life...
need to watch part 1 again... kinda forget the story... lol...
yesh there will be blood... lotsa it... damn gross.. quite turn off...
after tat we went to boon keng to eat mac...
then went home le lor....
nthing much also.... haiz...
quite tired le... sleeping soon i guess...
but gotta go read up tml lab test...
[*-7days*-]*cheerios*

[do i mean anything to u?... hmmm]

lab test~

juz studied my lab test not long ago...
lotsa command to learn! lolz...
today class was alright...
skip 8-10 lecture again...
meet wp, yw and wp then we go to class...
tutorial was like boring... as usual...
then went to lecture...
damn suay... of all my poly life since yr 1... neva been caught b4..
today have spotcheck~!!! argh...
caught for wearing slippers...
quite a number... lolz...
damn lame reasons they give why we cant wear slippers...
and saying slippers with a strap behind then allowed...
is like with strap wont fall lar... lame... lolz..
cant be bothered... but gonna get my havanians sandals soon...
b4 getting caught and fine~!
after that went fc4 to makan with lala and fad...
hear them tok abt after poly etc...
tok until marriage.. damn long more to go sia... lolz..
went to play carom... guys vs gers...
and we were so close to winning.. by 1 seed!!! lol...
was damn fun... went to lab then after that go home le...
went to kovan city there to makan with my family...
then went home...
studying lab test till now.... quite tired already...
gonna wake up to study again...
watching saw 2 tml... yay~!!
yesh there will be blood! =)
*nitex all*

[everything happen for a reason...]

memories~

went to meet dear at tpy at 5plus.. took 105 to town to meet wee wee, kx and elaine.. went walking ard to buy cindy's bdae present... from far east all the way to ps...damn tiring... cos all rushing for time... we walk super fast and running... lolz... finally we bought her a necklace at citigems... nice nice... then went to makan... after that mi and dear left... walk back to ps to buy some things to makan at my house... hee... bought sushi and city satay... reach home bathe then heat up the food and eat while watching movie... watch halfway we were tired already... so went to sleep lor... wake up at 8... suppose to go sentosa but kx cant make it cos they went dbl o last night.. went to tpy to get newspaper... while dar went to friend's house to play mj... lolz... waiting to go out to fetch my parents... hee...
been home alone for the past 4 days... and is not good for mi to be alone... reason being... i tend to think alot... lolz.. real lots okay! dunno whether it is good or bad... but thats juz mi... =/
i dunno how to start this entry also... guess thats how it is... maybe what i am thinking now is not what i am typing... hmm...blah... what am i saying... lets juz follow the title... memories... hmm... why do we have memories?!? thats what i wanna know... those good ones is okay... but bad ones?!? noooo way... i know some pple who really are sentimental pple... they juz keep everything... be it letters, emails, gifts, etc... those really little things that make them remember the past... or they juz cant simply put down the past and move on?!? hmmm... *scratch* and that link to me... i am one sentimental person... but recently... ever since i shifted... i started throwing all those old stuffs away... it was a torture for mi at first.... but i manage to throw them away... maybe is becos looking at it juz make mi think back... and finally throwing it away is like throwing part of my life away... a past.. be it sad or happy... isit better this way?!? *ponders* i mean... does looking at the things u keep means something? meaning that u wish u were back to the past.. the way it is before? wishing that maybe u did or didnt do this things then things will be different back then? or u juz couldnt let it go? juz found some really old old cds that i burn out... and my old emails folders... pple writing poems and notes... and juz looking at it make mi all sad all over again.. and i juz practically deleted them... before we shifted and mum was helping mi pack my stuff... and she was right when she tell mi that whats gone is gone... why keep the past with u... when is juz a past... she saying it makes mi realise that i haven move on... i am in the past still.. why i did this and that... and i finally take a last look at those stuff and throw them away... it was a real sigh of relieve... isit better this way? i dunno... maybe it does... but we cant keep everything with us forever right... doesnt it hurt u seeing that someone u are close with keeping those old memories... and makes u ponders whether they have moved on or not... and when they say they have... it makes u ponders more whether what they say is true... not meaning that u dun trust the person... but is all human nature... there's nthing u can do about it either cos thats what some pple are... so why memories... i wish i am senile at times... or even having memory problem... cos i dun have to remember the past when i ponder onto something in my room, emails or even down the road... its always the sad ones that is making the huge impact in our lives... cos being hurt makes u remember them... isit fair? wost is most of us have lesser happy memories then sad ones... and it make mi wonder whether i will have more happy memories then sad one when the day i die comes... =/ lolz... whats worst isit fair to the person u are with now? hmmm...this is confusing... haha.. i am sure no one knows what to do eh? memories are there all the time... but i guess when it is time to let go juz let it go... no matter what it takes... juz let it go... maybe this way.. everyone will be happy... true? sigh... this sux... i hate to think so much when i am alone... glad my family are back today... cant wait to pick them up at the airport later... anyway thinking too much juz hurts me... well... thats life... we cant do much abt it also...
back from the airport not long ago... took 3 buses to go there.. damn tired... ko on the bus... lolz... makan there then went home by cab... reach home unpack the stuff and i receive lots of things... yay~ damn happy... hee.... tml class at 8am.. damn tired man~ going to sleep soon... so happy they are back... miss them lotsa~!!!! hee...
*cheerios* [*-9days-*] grinz... going to be older by 1 yr soon~lolz..

[Being with someone and making that person feel as if they were of no importance in our life is far worse than feeling alone and miserable]

yay~!! weekends are here!!! =)

stupid eye infection... is back again~ idiotz!!!
anyway... nthing much to update...
but its sat already~!!! yay~ haha...
anyway... during my three hours break... i went to meet khai to pass him the cds...
meet him at the library then we watch dvds till 11..
went to makan lunch at fc 2... then to union to slack...
after that i went to meet lala and fad...
then go to higher maths class...
is damn torturing man... is killing brain cells...
then we started taking photos and playing ard...
in the end still manage to understand...
so is okie... hehe...
after that i went home le lor...
dunno where to go also...
reach home watch movie... then had maggie mee... lolz..
been eating maggie mee for few days le...
is bad lar... but i am lazy to go out to ta bao...
and no ones cooking for mi mah!!!
i am so missing my mum's cooking... hmph!
then watch oc seasons 2...
that show neva fails to brighten up my day man...
cos is damn sweet and touching... damn nice...
hee... been rotting infront of the com ever since...
going to sleep soon to rest my stupid eyes...
if its haven cure i am going to see the doctor...
i cant believe i am going to the doc's... which i dun usually de... sianz~!
10 days to my bdae and counting!!! woots... damn excited... hehe...
but not glad abt being 19 lar... so old... haiz...
*cheerios*

[every story have 2 sides...will u let mi know both sides of ur story?!?]

damn tired~!!!

feeling damn tired right now...
but have to wait for the songs to finish dling...
doing a flavour for khai...
cos he need those cds by tml for some D&D event...
meet him and nicole at tpy to have dinner at the malay coffee shop..
had bubble tea... then buy cd-r...
after that went home le lor..
been doing the songs till now...
feeling damn tired already...
tml got the stupid 3 hours break to spend... sianz!!!
cant wait for sunday to arrive...
i miss my family~ hee...

[hao lei ahhhh... rest so much still feeling tired... haiz~]

new skin for a new month~ hee

hee... juz did up this skin...
its juz for this month onli... cos its the christmas seasons~ hee
anyway... will put back the previous skin when jan come... or even make a new one...
will see how... =)
wake up at 5plus to do some house chores...
then prepare for school..
actually have no intention to go...
cos having eye infection...
but not nice to let my friend go alone...
and guess what... she msg mi and tell mi she not going too.. lol..
so i stayed at home and rest...
till ard 11am... hee...
wake up and watch movie... the perfect man
that show is very nice and touching... love it~!
one part of it ---> love is a friendship on fire...
from a long friendship to lovers...
as u understand and know each other inside out...
it is better this way... heez...
after watching the show... cook up maggie mee~ haha..
then went to do this blog skin up till now...
going to meet khai at tpy later at 6plus to help him do his event stuff...
for now... gotta go find something to do already... lolz..
*cheerios*

[the perfect man do exist... is a matter of time when we find him... thats when they become soul mates...]

eye infection~!!! argh~

my eyes hurts real bad right now...
having infection~ cos of my dog fur...
think it went into my eyes...
argh... i look like i am crying...
red eyes... lolz...
anyway... today lesson was okie...
had lab in the morning...
practicing for nxt week lab test...
quite okie... hopefully can do it nxt week...
wireless dun fail mi~!!!! lol...
after that went fc 6 to makan lunch with some of my classmates...
wp, qb, ment, yw x 2, garvin, yusan, jeffery...
had wantan noodles and lime juice.. damn full...
have to give my portion to yw... lolz...
after that walk ard the place where they got this mini "bazaar"..
bought a pair of earrings...
then we went to play with the vending machine...
too bad we cant do it like in the EEE area...
cos we can get 2 bottles by paying for 1.. lolz...
end up the machine is being jam by us~! haha... damn bad...
after that is carom time~! woots...
we play till 2.25pm... late for fme...
still go buy coffee from vending machine then walk into lecture...lol...
and guess what we sit for 5 mins and the lecture ends~!!! lame... haha...
then we rot in the lecture theatre till 3pm...
walk to convention for the semiar by SAF pple...
we mark our attendance then went in le lor...
wah... been 2 yrs since i went into the convention centre again.. lolz...
walk in is like every seat have a survey form and pen...
and the pen got diff colour... we practically went up and down changing the colours we wannt... lolz... then my class left while i stay with the other classes...
the talk is actually quite interesting...
not so bad... lolz...
tok abt the 3G army... quite cool...
then they got q and a session...then presentation by this guy who is a commander now...
and an ex student of sp...
he describe his life in army...
quite true man... totally agree...
cos he say he learn to have stronger relationship...
be it family, friends or gf... he learn to cherish and treasure...
if i were him... i will too man~ hee~
the thing ended at 5pm...
then i went home lor... was so tired that i sleep on the bus...
reach home watch tv...
he bought shaker fries for mi~! then rot... watching tv...
then he go home le lor... juz left nt long ago...
anyway, tml lesson from 8am-11am...
4 hours of maths!!! can die...
going to sleep soon... my eyes are irritating mi!!! grrrr....
damn itchy!!! haiz....
*cheerios*

sometimes we have diff pple stepping into our life... making mistakes... creating sadness.... but that is part of our life... cos if we dun meet them.. who knows when the right one will come... but when the right one comes along.. hold on tight... and it is urs to keep forever... the one u let go may be the one who is gonna be with u for life... once u let it go... it will neva be urs again... its too late to regret it once u let go... it's not who you can live with, it's who you can't live without... =)

[till now... the starting is juz like a repeat... it reminded mi of the days... cos the wonderful feeling is to have someone you love fall in love with you over and over again... thanks for making me feel that way... heez... its u i want to hold on to... =pPp]

home alone~ sigh~

dunno what to update also...
but i will be home alone for the nxt five days starting from tml~!
stress man... the whole house will be taken care by me~
so many things to take care of... feels like a mom... lol~!
anyway... nthing much to update...
been really tired this days...
going straight home after school...
cant be bother with anything man~...
school is like rushing and rushing...
total madness...
is like no time to even rest to practice what u been studying or doing...
nxt week will be filled with lab test...
and then after that is like MST~!!! omg... horrible...
knowing that my course is like labs are still okie...
but theory is omg~!!!
cos is like 1 chap can have more then 80 -100 slides?
then got ard 9 chap to study...
and for juz one module...
madness~!!!
and not forgeting higher maths...
faintz... horrible... stress stress... lolz..
have to buck up le... haiz...
anyway... juz had dinner with family with bro's gf also...
had golden pillow... yummy~! nice nice nice!
damn full right now...
tml got to attend to this stupid semiar...
call security semiar...
by SAF pple... omg!
and they have skit and music~!! lol...
how lame...
and they say is compulsory and they also bride us by giving us 2 cca points...
and guess what is onli for EEE students onli!
oh i feel so privilage! haha... i feel damn sacrastic man~ hehe...
going to sleep soon... very tired already...
*cheerios*

simple and sweet~

early update cos i wanna sleep already... hee...
and a change of song~ hehe...
super tired... wake up at 7am today...
no idea why also...lol...
anyway... today stay at home watch the oc...
season 2 already...
bro's hamster... is superman... lolz...
cos it fell for 6 floors... all the way down...
and guess what... it is still alive~! omg... haha...
damn lucky... we were damn panic man...
after that he left for chalet... while i am at home...
hungry... and i dun feel like eating maggie mee...
cos i been eating maggie mee for the past 3 days...
1 dinner and 2 lunch... lolz...
so dar bought mi food... hee... how sweet of him...
he came ard 3... rot at my house till ard 5plus...
then we went to tpy to get bubble tea before going to seragoon garden to makan...
finally~! i wanted to go there to eat since dunno when... hee...
had chicken wings and satay and huge sugar cane drink... yummy~
satisfied... heez...
after that we went back to tpy...
then i took bus home lor...
tml is monday again...
8-5... sianz man~ lol...
lab tests are coming... damn stress... cos all like no time for practicing de~!!
going to sleep soon~
*cheerios*



*[[you are my one and only]]*

esplande~!!

firstly...
*[happy sixth month anniversary to us~!!!]*
hee.... juz came home nt long ago...
was rotting the whole morning till 5plus...
meet dear then we went to take 56 to marina square...
had dinner at cavana... yummy~ hee...
got BSB mtv to watch also... haha... nice....
after that we went walking ard...
and i saw a top that i like... niceeee...
lots of changes at marina sq... nicer to walk ard already...
nt like last time... lolz..
after that we went to sun tec to walk ard...
one day i wanna do my nails at dashing diva...
they serve drinks when u do ur nails... damn cool...
went to get ice cream then we walk to esplande le...
i love esplande... always got new things to see...
love the art there... hee...
this time is slippers... big slippers... real big lar~!
very cute... take pics...
then we went to get drinks...
was damn crowded...
so we walk further down to the park there...
settle down on the rocks there to chit chat...
heez... nice and peaceful... but then got cockroach~! haha...
so we settle down on the bench then we continue toking till ard 10 plus..
telling mi abt his army thing..what he gonna face...
like so sadist man~ lol... think u know what i mean... lol..
then take 133 home lor...
forget to bring my gate key... lolz..
but manage to get in... all thanks to the car... haha...
was damn tired already... hee...
going to sleep soon...
having headache these days... haiz...
*cheerios*nitez

[because of you...]

too long neva blog le~ hee

time to update...
hee... was super lazy to update theese days...
rather tired actually...
been sleeping super early then usual..
which is kinda good for my stupid headache and eyebags..lol...
anyway here's the update...

wed... 30/11/05
class was usual...
started at 10am...
was having lots of fun with the cisco antennas...
haha.. is like super long and big but useless...
we like suppose to test all the antennas...
wireless of cos..
and bring the laptop ard...
testing the signal..
damn dumb... but kinda fun especially the guys making fun of the antennas.. lol..
after that have 2 hours break..
went to makan with marcus, fy, andy, fad and lala..
then we wanted to practice our labs..
as lab tests are coming up on week 7...
but then the lab is close for gems class..
and of all days... lolz.. bth...
so they left as they dun have FME..
went to club house to look for the rest that is taking FME with mi...
then we started playing carom...
really fun and funny of cos...
we like started ard 1.40pm lidat... thinking we can finish by 2...
cos FME started at 2...
so we played and played...
and we couldnt finish it till 2.30pm... haha...
so ended up all of us didnt go...
so we continue playing...
with mi and yeewei as partners... QB and ment as partners...
haha... damn fun... played atill ard 4 plus lidat then i went union to rot..
see them play cluedo...
after that went to the bazaar...
rot there awhile then went off with amanda and god son, wai kit...
then meet my parents...
went to makan at macperson there then went home le...

thursay - 1/12/05
oh yesh~!!! DECEMBER IS HERE~!!! yay~!!!
i couldnt be more excited lar...
cos i love december... is always my favourite month...
i love the christmas spirit...
but too bad singapore not as into it as other countries... hee..
i wanna spend christmas in some other countries.. juz for that week...
to experience the atmosphere... i cant wait~!!!
anyway back to december...
my bdae and christmas and the new yr~!! omg...
i am so excited~!!! heez...
the christmas songs and the log cakes and the christmas trees, the lightings and lastly the presents~!!! yay~!!!
hehe... back to where i am..
hmmm...
today after lesson went to jp with my parents to makan lunch...
then mi and my mum took train down to ps..
yay~ today settled my hair... for 5 hours i am siting on that chair..
but outcome is great... i love the feel of it.. lolz..
going back nxt week to get my dye... woots... heez...
after that we meet bro, bro's gf and dad for dinner..
had dinner at paragon, din tai fung... a chinese restaurant..
the dumplings there is great~ haha...
after that we send her home then we went home le...

today 2/12/05...
had FME as usual..
then went to library with wp while waiting for dar... heez...
meet him then we went to makan at FC1...
after that we went down to town...
omg... i can feel the christmas spirit everywhere... hehe..
went to wheelock... to look at apple stuff...
then to paragon to get drinks...
pass by crumpler again~!! argh... lol..
so loving the bag lar... too bad no money to get it...
and i really wanna get him the boardshorts from quiksilver..
cos is sooooo nice~hee...
and we went to prints~
and he bought something from there...
some materials for my present... haha...
then we went to ps..
had shaker fries... lolz... then went shopping at carrefour...
bought snacks for himself..
then walk around... then after that we went back home le....
reach home... rest awhile..
had maggie mee...
then went to watch oc...
finish season 1~!! i juz love that show... haha...
going to sleep soon again..
feeling tired...
and i so wanting to go to esplande... been a long time since i am there... lolz...
2 more days to our 6th month anni... heez...
18 more days to my bdae~!!! i cant wait...
and after that is 5 more days to christmas!~
*screams*
december is gonna be a great month for mi... i have a feeling it will be... hee...
*cheerios*