yawnz

today... went to sch as usual...
get back my computer interface result...
69 marks...
nt bad... cos i onli study this paper on the morning of the exam day...
and i think i onli spend 1/2 hour studying it...
lolz...
today class was normal...
until mass lecture...
got some conflicts...
went to union at 3pm lidat...
mi and biwei ger went to clementi to get bubble tea...
lol...
is like go clementi then back to sch...
what to do...
consession mah...
went to sch there to rot...
and sadly today captain's ball match was cancel...
cos it rains...
damn...
help out in the camp song singing awhile...
then went to watch bball competition...
NTU and NP...
yup...
after that went home alone...
watch the channel 8 show...
nice...
now roting in front of the com lohz...

fuck up life~

is 1pm... and is a sat... and i am alone at home...
rotting...
listening to music...
haiz...
damn bored...

ytd went out with biwei...
shopping for karen's bdae present...
haiz...
juz walking aimlessly...
yet i try to be happy...
darn...
it sux to feel this way...
why? why?
going to sch everyday is like forcing myself...
seeing my friends make mi happy?
i know they make mi smile...
but when i am alone...
everything came crashing down...
even myself...
and tears juz flows down naturally...
and it realise i had noone to be there for mi...
gosh...
i know there is someone there for mi...
but how come i always feel it doesnt...
i dun wanna feel this way...
i dun...
but why?
haiz..
juz let mi free my mind...
cos i cant take it anymore...
plz... haiz

captain's ball

ytd sch was per normal...
skip maths...
is nt i dun like maths...
is the teacher that make it feel so sux...
sigh...
went to the hu bazzar...
rot there with biwei...
then wen to union...
cos we cannot take it le...
try so many ways...
eating the snow ice, drinking water, eating ice cream...
damn hot...
captain's ball today started at 4.30pm for spsu gp..
first match with SMA...
damn funny...
was like laughing here and there...
lose by 1 pt...
next match was with CSCC...
this match was also funny...
with biwei and dajun combine...
lol...
we win them...
heez...
victory finally...
after that i rush off...
cos going out with my parents to had dinner...
had dinner at this indonesia restaurant...
nt bad... but the service sux...

sigh...
been really piss off nowadays...
with myself...
dunno why...
i always see myself as someone who have no friends...
someone lonely...
easily being bullied...
and also damn stupid...
cos always dun understand things in class...
haiz...
it hurts...
*tears*

getting back the first paper

today went to sch at 10am...
suppose to go at 8am... but...
lazy to go to sch at 8am..
lolz...
yawnz...
get back cnet paper today...
get 63 marks...
lucky i pass...
after that went to the HU bazzar there to do my duty...
bought some handmake key chain...
nice...
went home after that...

having captain's ball match tml...
then maybe getting another paper back...

great that mst is over... phew

after a long week of mst...
i am glad is over...
is been really a tired tired week...
not enough slp...
having headache now and then...
brain cells dying...
stress level raising...
going bonkers...
but all this was over...
the papers still can manage...
but i dunno whether i can pass anot...
ytd... was the last paper...
computer interface...
damn sucky...
dunno what the hell the sub is toking...
is like the lab is C++
and the theory is another thing...
well...
funny thing happen is that the teacher thought i was copying...
then he keep staring at mi...
any sigh of movement he will look at mi...
then i was siting at the back row...
saw him do stupid things outside...
cos the door got porthole...
then his head keep popping in and out...
lolz...
damn stupid...
i was like half laughing and doing my paper...
wat a dumb ass...
after tat went to clementi to makan...
saw alex...
went to marcus' gf house...
to play majong...
lolz...
play till quite late...
went home at 11pm lidat...
bathe... then i went dead flat on the bed...
damn tired...

today going out with my mum ba... going town...
long time neva go out le...

ROM

juz came home from ROM-registration of marriage...
yup yup...
i am getting married soon...
lolz...
siao lah...
is my friend's wedding...
and he invited us there...
hmmm... dun think wrongly.. as in short gun marriage
but he is 24 already...
both of them look so pei together... hee...
so sweet...
mi, marcus fad, suhaila meet at jurong east...
i was late... heez...
reach city hall... bought some food from bread talk..
then took a cab down...
damn fast...
and it cost us $2.60 for the ride...
lol...
we were earlier then the bride and groom...
lolz...
when they reach...
took pics...
went up to the waiting area...
heez...
went is their turn...
we enter a room...
there's this guy inside...
"do u take this woman to be ur lovely wed wife, to love her, cherish her, comfort her"... blah blah blah...
it was damn sweet...
heez....
awwwww... tears...
after that went home...
brother ask mi to buy sunflower for his gf...
so i bought it on the way...
cos $18 bucks... wow.... and the person who do up the flower is the actor from kuai le yu...
yup...
then i took the flower home...
on the train and the bus...
look so weird...
see couples popping out le...
holding hands... etc... damn...
is so nice to see pple together...
but yet... so sad... cos the feeling of loneliness is there...
damn sad... haiz...
gotta go back to study...
tml haven papers...
sigh...
love was neva meant to be for someone like me... haiz

gong xi fa cai

hallow peeps...
i am bacckk... heez
happy new year to all...
anyway its time to update...
been really bz...

7/2 - monday...
study awhile in the morning...
but nothing go inside my head...
is like lost the touch of studying... sucks...
haiz...
after tat... pei my parents to jurong pt to buy food for steamboat tml....

8/2 - tuesday...
wake up quite late...
went to work in the afternoon...
1pm to 5pm...
then went home to prepare steamboat...
wanted to go chinatown after that but then ended up neva...
watch kung fu hustle, celluar, taxi...
lolz... slept at 4am...
tired tired...

9/2 - wednesday...
wake up very late... 1pm lidat...
neva go visting... cos dad working...
help mum out with the lunch...
makan...
study awhile...
my cousins came...
after that went to river angbao with them...
saw fireworks... nice...
damn squeezy...
took bus home...
traffic jam...
the bus we are in nearly got in a accident with a car...
phew...
stop at clementi...
had mac... yummy...
then took 99 home...
tired...

10/2 - thursday...
went visiting...
operation ang bao... hehe...
looonnnnggg day...

11/2 - friday...
continue of operation ang bao...
*fast forward*
then went home...
my relatives coming to my house...
play xbox with my cousins...

12/2 - saturday...
went to fy house to study...
study so much also nothing go inside my head...
so fed up...
wanna cry...
after that played majong awhile then go uncle house...

today... went to work as usual...
came home... finally fix my blog... love this skin still...
heez... gonna study soon...
damn... haiz

redone of blog...sentosa

juz redone my blog... yeap...
this is kinda cool the design...love it...
today went to sentosa again...
i been going for alot of weeks le...
heez...
love the beach to the max...
sun-tanning rox...
today wasnt a gd weather...
cos it rain.. and it was very cloudy...
covering the amazing sun...
damn~
lolz...
mi and biwei ger thought we are the onli ones there...
yeap...
but we saw vincent there...
then qing lai join us...
then zizong...
yeap...
is like we do our own things there...
the guys play volley ball...
while the two of us gers juz slack...
tok... sun-tanning...etc...
drank vodka today... nice...
hee...
mi and biwei went to 7-eleven to buy...
eat cuttlefish...nice...
oh ya... cut myself at the beach today...
walking to tok to vincent then cut myself...
dots...
lolz...
after tat went to bathe...
then we went back le...
wanted to go sch for MMSP camp...
but then tml i working...
then forget to bring my shoes...
then forget to bring toothbrush...
grr...
then went home to take...
so sad mum dun let mi go...
she not feeling well, so have to accompany her...
bring her to the hawker centre to makan...
treat her dinner... heez...
after that come home le...
feeling tired...
having headache...
gonna help clean the sofa le...
ciao for now...
charlene's secret out~

a new blog~

hmmz...
today ended sch early..
cos afternoon class is cancelled...
morning went to sch for computer networking lab test...
was kinda fun...
lolz..
the test was able to manage...
yeap...
came home had lunch and watch tv...
after that i start creating a new blog...
tada...
heez...
chinese new yr is coming...
thats mean mst is coming too...
damn...
so stress~!!!

happy~!!!!

juz came home from town wif my parents...
went to taka to walk walk...
then to heeren...
wanted to get my billabong skirt...
but then no more le...
sianz 1/2...
went to pacific plaza...
bought a demin skirt from voodoo doll...
and a bag from ripcurl...
heez...
happi happi... =PpP
now slacking...
gonna study for my lab test tml...
ciao for now...
heez

updates

today...
went out with my classmates after sch...
ended at 1pm today...
we went to bugis... then to sim lim....
mi,yw x 2,fy,qb,ment...
went to bugis to walk awhile...
then went to sim lim square to shop for yee wei's computer...
fixing a new one...
yeap...
wp join us later...
finally settle down on one shop after walking so many rds...
while waiting to fix up his com...
went to look for tumb drives...
then qb and youwei left...
the rest of us...
went to rest and drink...
tok stupid things...
etc...
then went back to buy monitor and wireless router...
wp left...
after everything is ready...
collect the stuff then we went home...
ment and mi took train...
fy and yw took taxi...
i drop at clementi...
bought bubble tea home...
heez...
came home...
watch phua chu kang...
had dinner and then feed my doggies...
then watch CSI~!...
lolz... love it...
heez...
ciao for now